He suddenly stopped kissing me, "What do you mean?" He asked me.
"I meant that I am acting on an impulse too."I smiled.
"Oh."He said. He got off of me, and he pushed me down onto the bed."Why am i so actracted to you?"He said to me, as he snuggled up next to me, with his head on my collarbone.
"I don't know, you tell me." I said.
"Well, I think I like you.. for your... beautiful body, lusious lips, and grreat personality."He kissed my neck. A shiver ran down my spine.
"Whats so great about me?"He asked
"Well, I dont know. Its everything. The way your eyes gleam when you look into the camera, knowing that millions of people will be watching; but you still have confidence.. and your beautiful eyes, ughh! so gorgeous. and i just love you... for you.." I whisper.
"Im in love with you ayla, I dont care what anyone says. Pete can go on a rage and try to kill me, i'd run with you. I would to anything for you. And its crazy, I know barely anything about you, other than what patrick remebers, and I still feel this way.."He trailed off.
I lifted his chin and made the move.. I kissed him. I gave him the best i knew. When we parted, he was speechless; Eyes wide open, jaw reaching the floor,"Wow."he said."Im not trying to be rude, but can you leave... i need to gather my thoughts.."
"Yeah, sure."i say.
I walk out for the second time to find Pete sitting on the floor, eyes cast downward. "Whats wrong?" I ask as i sit next to him.
"Nothing.. I'm just thinking."He told me.. I had a feeling he was lying.
"Tell me, please?"I gave him my puppy dog pout.
"Don't do that to me! You just told ryan that 'you love the way his eyes gleam when he looks into the camera, knowing that millions of people will be watching; but he still has confidence.. and his beautiful eyes, ughh! so gorgeous.' and how you just love him."Pete mocked. "How could you do that to me? I really truely thought you liked me ayla, I really did.."He trailed off.
"sigh I knew this was gonna happen.. I like you both, verry verry much. I don't know whos better, or more or less anything.. but I just met you guys in person too. Remeber that. Please, please dont be mad at me.."I say. I rest my head on his shoulder.
"Want to go on a walk with me?"Pete asked me.
"Yeah, Sure."I replied."I'm going to leave a note."
"Okay."
I wrote patrick and ryan a note."Out on a walk with pete.. Be back later. love, ayla. P.S. I have my cell."
"Ready to go?" Pete asked.
"Where are we going?"I wondered..
"You'll see."He said, trying to keep a smile from spreading across his face.
all of a sudden, I hear my phone ring.
I sat outside my front window...this story's going somewhere:
"He's well hung," and I am hanging up.
Well there's a song on the radio that says:
"Let's get this party started"
So let's get this party started.
What you do on your own time's just fine.
My imagination's much worse, I just never want to know.
What meant the world imploded, faded and demoted
All my oxygen to product gas and suffocated my last chance
"Hello?"Pete answers my phone.
"Pete? why do you have aylas phone?"ryan asked as pete put it on speaker.
"Because, it was in her pocket, and she told me that usually the ring tone that played when you called was for people she didn't know."Pete smirked.
"Pete, you asshole, can i talk to ayla please?"Ryan whined.
"Haha. why? do you want to delcare your puppy love for her?'Oh Ayla, I like you I really really do!'"Pete mimmicked. I grabbed the phone from pete and took it off speaker.
"Hello? Im really sorry ryan."I told ryan.
"did you really have the phone in your pocket? Ayla, I miss you i really do, and I've done some thinking and... I just want you to know that.. that... THAT I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHO YOU CHOOSE."Ryan blurted out. Pete ripped the phone from my hand and put it on speaker, "What did you say? there was a little static" pete said trying to sound like me.
"I said, I will always love you no matter who you choose. Okay?" He repeated. I faint.
"Omygod! Ayla, are you alright?!" Pete panics.
I don't respond.
"Hey ryan, can you come over by my house? Ayla fainted on the yard and im too scared to pick her up."he quivered.
"Yeah! I'll be right there." He said. while Pete waited for ryan, he lyed next to me in the yard.
"Ayla, please be okay, please be okay. I really can't lose you right now. I need you, Ayla."He whispered to me, somehow knowing i could hear. I let out a moan because I was trying to speak, but nothing came out but that."Please, please be okay baby. please." His warm lips touched my cold cheek. It started to rain.
"Is She alright?!"Ryan panicked more than pete, and thats when I woke up..
"Where... where am I?"I wonder.
"Its okay ayla, your okay." pete kissed my forhead and smiled"Your alright."
