Nya's Pov.
I sat looking at the graves for a few more minutes memories of Jay and Kai flying through my head. Some of my favorite things that Kai ever said to...It's not the size of the Ninja in the fight, but that size of the fight in the Ninja. A Ninjago never admits defeat. If only we could've better listened to you Kai. And Jay was the best guy other than Kai that lived on this earth. There wasn't a time where he wasn't there for me. Now...he isn't.
I stood up and took a walk down the road. I really needed some alone time. But it's not good when it starts pouring rain. I sighed sadly. Rain. That's really what I needed. Rain, pouring rain. I felt like crying. To be honest, I've felt like crying a lot lately.
I turned around and started walking home. Yeah, the Bounty kinda broke down so we had to get an apartment. Basically everything is breaking down now. I mean Jay was like main repair man. I continued to walk home until I got to our house.
I opened the door and walked inside. By now it had begun to pour so hard you could barely see out the window. I sighed. Today was gonna be a long day.
I sat down on the couch and let my thoughts run. I really needed to let them all out, they've been stuck inside my head for so long and it's killing me. But I feel like I can't talk to anyone. If ever I had something wrong, Kai would be there to talk to. Or Jay would. An they'd always be ready to talk no matter what was going on.
Then I remembered what Misako had said to me yesterday. Any time you need someone to talk to, I'll be there. I don't know though. I wish there was someone my age, other than Cole that I could talk to. But sometimes I guess, you have to talk to who you have.
Life is so hard a confusing. Sometimes I wish Lloyd had taken me out too. It'd be better than living in this awful sorrow every day.
Then I suddenly remembered something. There is someone I can talk to. Though he isn't my age, oh definitely not, and in fact, he's never had a beginning. And he will always listen.
I closed my eyes and bowed my head. "Lord, I need you now. Especially in this time of sorrow. Help to overcome the sorrow, and I pray that in it, I wouldn't fall into darkness. Help me to embrace the light. Help me to come to you when there seems to be no hope left. Help me to see that you are the only one who can protect me from pain. Help me to see that you, are the great I Am. It is in your name I pray. Amen," I prayed. It felt amazing to pray. I felt a lot better than I had. Knowing that my life, is in the hands of the almighty God.
I got up from the couch and started looking for Cole. I wanted to talk to him now. "Cole!" I called. "Where are you?" Suddenly Cole walked out.
"I'm right here Nya. What's wrong?" he asked.
"Nothing's really wrong. I just want to talk," I told him.
No Pov.
Nya and Cole walked out into the living room and sat down on the couch. "Cole I've realized what I really need to do right now. Pray and read my Bible. I just prayed and asked God to take everything into his hands. It felt amazing. Before, I had said to myself, I wish that Lloyd had taken me out to. It'd be better then living through this awful sorrow every day..."
As Nya was saying that last part, she didn't notice who had come into the room. As soon as Lloyd heard that he ran back into his room and closed the door and locked it. He had wanted to talk to them, but now that he saw what Nya really felt like, he couldn't bring himself to.
Tears ran down his face and he reached inside a drawer and pulled out a sharp ten inch knife. I pressed the blade against his skin and swiftly pulled it across. He did it again and again until his whole arm was covered in huge gashes and blood was running down his arm and dripping onto the floor.
Then he lifted up his shirt and put the blade onto his stomach. He winced a little at the cold feeling of the metal, but then he relaxed. He closed his eyes and slid the knife across his stomach. It felt like a mixture of hot and cold. It burned like fire and the pain was extreme, but he didn't notice a thing. He let his shirt fall back down over it.
"It's time that I leave this place, and Ninjago for good," he said in a shaky voice, as he was still crying. He opened his window and climbed out it. As he walked down the streets all he could hear were the sounds of people yelling stuff like, "Look it's the killer. Killed his own family. Bet he didn't want anyone standing in his way to take over Ninjago," and "Look the Green Failure." The words stung him worse than the knife had. Oh well. He'd soon be gone from all those words. He may never hear another word again.
Please don't do it Lloyd! Please! Starts crying.
I think there will only be one or two more chapters of this. It depends.