Spencers P O V

I sit in the loft, curled up in Tobys arms.

The silence is awkward, but for me it's not.

I still hear things, the voices, in my head.

Fat, Ugly, Waste of Life, Weird, Bitch, the list just goes on and on and on.

"Please try and eat something baby", Toby asks for the thousandth time. Oh Spence, food makes you fat... Unless you know how to get rid of it. I hear Ali's voice in my head.

"Okay", I smile at him.

He returns with a plate of crackers, tomatoes and cheese.

"Thanks", I say, after eating the whole lot. "Hey Tobes, I'm just going to go to the bathroom", I say kindly. "Okay babe", he smiles. I don't even think Toby really knows what Bulimia is, I guess we'll find out.

I retreat to the bathroom, sticking my fingers down my throat to empty my stomach. I hear Toby behind me, I feel dread and guilt wash over me. "Hey Babe what's wrong, aren't you feeling well", he asks, I realise he mustn't have not been listening when Aria told him about my Bulimia.

I nod my head, "aww you poor thing", he says, stroking my back.

ring ring

"Hey babe I'm just gonna take this", he says gently, leaving me leaning against the toilet bowl.

Aria: Hey Toby

Toby: Hey Aria, is everything okay?

Aria: Yeah, all good. I was just ringing to see how Spencer is going, I know it's only been a couple of hours but I still worried.

Toby: Yeah, she seems happy. Though I think she must have a stomach bug or something because she's been vomiting for the last ten minutes.

Aria: You Idiot!

Toby: What?

Aria: Weren't you listening to a word I said! She has Bulimia you jerk!!!!!

Toby: What exactly is Bulimia?

Aria: Seriously, Ughhhh, I'm coming over. I'll be there soon just make sure Spencer does not puke again!

Toby: Okay, see you soon.

Aria's P O V

I am furious! Like really?

I quickly get in the car and drive straight to Tobys, I don't think I've ever been so pissed with somebody. When I get there I race into the loft, not even bothering to go up to Toby, but I flash him a dirty look as I rush by.

When I get to Spencer, she looks so sad, I can't help but to feel sad myself. I go next to her and wrap my arms around her. "It's okay, this isn't your fault", I soothe. "What's Bulimia?", Toby asks again.

"Well, Spencers parents called her fat and teased her about her figure. Which resulted in her thinking she was fat, which she definitely is not. Bulimia is where you think your fat, so you make yourself vomit put the food you eat.", I say, hugging Spencer.

"Oh", is all he mumbles, he looks shocked. "Spence... I'm so sorry", he adds, hugging her shaking body.