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Yes, as I said in the last chapter, this chapter will contain a sex scene and because of my descriptive style of writing; a rather graphic one between Kimblee and Envy. I don't usually write this kind of thing and when I do (in some of my private role plays with my partner) I don't put it into the public so I'm a little bit nervous about this chapter. This is will be YAOI which means homosexual (gay) sex. I wanna explain a little because I know I said I didn't want this counted as just another senseless yaoi fic. ORGINALLY we were going to make this hetero-sex; because realistically, if Envy went after a guy it would use a female form (just naturally) as FMA seems to be set in the 19th century and in that time people weren't gay- or where not openly gay anyway. But however, this chapter is actually a special present for my partner who quite enjoys yaoi (A late V-day present because I wasn't able to draw anything) so I wanted to make it to their exact liking. (I am also a little more comfortable writing yaoi) We decided that Kimblee could be secretly gay or bisexual (something about him seems adventurous) and more so because; Envy isn't after a guy or a girl or any human so I will be keeping it genderless until that moment. I want to use this as the point where Envy experiences something it's never experienced before, thus coming to the realization that even though Kimblee's human he could be more than just another pawn. I won't go on any longer- I don't really have to explain much else because as the chapter progresses you'll get to "see" my reasoning for everything that goes on. Read, rate, review and most importantly enjoy!
Chapter 4: Dance with the devil.
Cruelty has a human heart, and Jealousy a human face; Terror the human form divine, and Secrecy the human dress.
Envy eyed the alchemist as he turned to face it; despite the fact he had just gruesomely slaughtered his comrades- his friends, he was completely clam- there wasn't a hint of remorse on his smooth, handsome face- in fact he smirked at Envy's praise; there was something about him that gave Envy a strange feeling it couldn't quite put its finger on. It liked... him? He wasn't like other humans, something Envy was noticing more and more. Envy envied them because it couldn't have what they have, merely because humans were so different from itself and its kind; its homunculi brethren had rarely shown any love and compassion for each other apart from the humility and gratitude they felt for their father for giving them life. Other than that subtle affection for their parent figure the siblings rarely showed care for one another; Envy didn't really understand why- thats just how things had always been; it supposed that it came with the territory of being a superior being and it didn't dare question this for the fear of being ridiculed and shunned by its siblings and possibly even its father or worse. Regardless, it still wondered why not? It watched the humans and the loving relationships they shared- they seemed to only benefit from these- so why couldn't the homunculi 'love'? Envy understood that a human could never love it, due to their differing morals and principles; but Kimblee seemed different- he was human but it seemed he didn't have the principles of a typical human...
Envy gave a mental scowl, pushing all of these stupid thoughts that had been whirling in it's head for quite some time now away; ashamed to be entertaining such idiocy- it could only imagine what its father and its siblings would say and do if they knew its inner thoughts. It turned its attention to Kimblee's injured arm; the blood running down his arm from the nasty wound glistened in the bright sunlight. "Let me fix that arm of yours up for you." The homunculus said turning and making its way back inside the tent, motioning for Kimblee to follow it inside.
Kimblee gave the homunculus an agreeing nod, following it inside the tent. He sat himself back upon the makeshift bed in the small room inside the tent, watching as Envy prepared the tools, knowing that this was going to hurt. "Have you ever... Done this before?" Kimblee asked watching the homunculus.
"Nope, but it looks easy enough!" Envy chimed in response; Kimblee shifted, visibly becoming pale. The homunculus laughed at this "I'm kidding, I'm kidding" it said damping down a cloth with antiseptic water "I have done this a few times before." It added, reassuringly.
Kimblee gave a smile with a chuckle "You have a sick sense of humour." he said as the homunculus simply returned his smile; gently getting started on cleaning his wound. He flinched away from the pain earning a frown from the homunculus, who continued- becoming a little rougher as punishment.
"Hold still damn it, how am I suppose to do this with your squirming?" the homunculus growled, becoming frustrated. "It fucking hurts!" Kimblee responded also becoming somewhat frustrated.
"Well, maybe if you weren't such a sloppy, sad excuse for an alchemist this kind of thing wouldn't happen!" Envy said, haughtily stabbing at Kimblee's ego- maybe a little too deep.
Kimblee growled slightly- it was hot- he hadn't slept well- he had a bullet in his arm and now he had some bitch-freak telling him he's a sad excuse for an Alchemist while jabbing the bullet hole? Before Envy knew it Kimblee had grabbed it, yanking it closing to him; their faces were only inches away from each other.
Envy blinked a few times, it practically stopped breathing, shocked and mildly confused. "I'll show you sloppy." it could feel the other snarl throatily like some kind of mad beast. Envy faltered, it could only blush at the realization of how close they were; it had never been so close to another before, their lips were almost touching- and it wasn't just any other- just any human; it was Solf J. Kimblee the human it –shamefully- had an odd feeling for- the same feeling which made it blush so furiously.
Kimblee took note of the deepening pink blush coming across the creature's cheeks; giving a smirk he decided to play with his 'prey'; something he had been guilty of many times before. He pushed his lips to Envys, holding the homunculus firmly and taking note of its widening eyes and deepening blush.
Envy's head whirled with thoughts again- stupid, shameful thoughts. It tried its hardest to stop them- still shocked and in disbelief of what was happening- it needed to find a way out- it needed to think of something- this was no easy task when its head was already full. It wasn't long before it came up with a plan, making a slight- unnoticeable change to its body the homunculus pulled its lips away from Kimblee's. "I-I'm a male!" it said quickly, expecting Kimblee to throw him across the room in disgust or something similar; but dreadfully receiving a completely different reaction.
Kimblee smirked as the homunculus pulled away- he was admittedly shocked at what the homunculus had to tell him, but decided to pay it no mind; he wasn't stupid, the creature was a shape-shifter; it could be whatever and not only that, but, the male body didn't bother him; he had learnt that it was just as much fun as the female counterpart. He gave an amused huff as if to say 'So?' "What does that matter, I can tell you're enjoying this as much as I am." The crimson alchemist purred, keeping his grasp on Envy as he stared into the others wide, cat like eyes awaiting its response.
Envy mentally fumbled, Kimblee was right, all things aside he did enjoy the kiss- he didn't understand the feeling he was feeling but he knew he was feeling it and that he wanted to do whatever Kimblee wanted to do with him- but he couldn't.. Could he? If his siblings ever found out... But they weren't here... It was just him- and Kimblee- alone.
Envy shook his head, making a weak attempt to pull away from the other "We can't do this, Kimblee." He said gathering his composure.
Kimblee couldn't see why not- sure Envy wasn't human but it seemed human enough. It wasn't like he was making love to an animal- Envy had a human form, human intellect and it wasn't as if the homunculus was ugly, in human terms it was actually quite attractive- weather it be male or female. For the soilder- it had turned from more than just wanting to mess with the homunculus- now he might have actually wanted to do the deed- considering everything was perfect, the time, the place, everything! (Well, apart from the bullet in his arm) And he might not get this kind of treatment again, until the end of the war at least.
Envy watched the other- he didn't say anything so Envy continued talking, deciding he would use the only real excuse he had for denying his feelings and the alchemist's- "I'm a homunculus, you're a human-" he started but found himself cut off by Kimblee "I don't see how that matters. You seem human enough- appearance- intellect and above all it's not as if you don't want to." He spoke calmly trying to coax the homunculus along with simple logic. He watched the homunculus who seemed strained; he could tell the creature was in a mental battle with itself but soon enough he found the creature approach him, shyly- it seemed like it had listened to reason.
Envy approached Kimblee, meekly climbing into his lap. The sin placed its hands on his shoulders, looking down at the man who gave him a victorious smirk- He smirked back running his hands over Kimblee's masculine shoulders, coming to the wound in his arm Envy cruelly forced his index finger inside with a wicked hiss; getting a gasp of pain and shock from the alchemist. "That shit you just pulled... Don't ever do it again." He warned; his mood changing dramatically as pressed his lips to the alchemists once more, in a sweet, passionate kiss.
Kimblee while in some pain returned the kiss, running his hands up Envy's sides- starting from his thighs and resting them on his hips, pulling the homunculus in closer to himself has he switched their positions, having Envy sit on the makeshift bed as he attacked the creatures jaw-line with soft nips and kisses.
Envy lifted his head a little, to give Kimblee better access to his jaw-line with a soft coo; this wasn't so bad. As long as his siblings never found out about this there was no problem- the homunculus thought so anyway; giving a shiver as Kimblee poked his hand up the homunculi's skin tight black top, pushing the tight martial up under the creature's chin. Envy watched as the alchemist followed his hand, moving his attack down to its now exposed chest.
Kimblee brought his kisses and nips down father, gently motioning for Envy to lie back slightly; the homunculus compiled. He nipped at Envy's belly button as he brought his hand back down Envy's thigh, hooking his fingers in Envy's skort and pulling it down to expose the homunculus completely, setting on working the others member. He stroked it gently, watching the homunculi's face change with the simulation of its 'new' part.
Envy watched Kimblee carefully, truth being it had never done this before- he was aware of the act but it wasn't an act his kind ever participated in. His brows furrowed as he bit his lip slightly, stifling a small noise of pleasure- something he was unable to withhold when Kimblee took his member into his mouth. Envy let out a moan, as Kimblee smirked around the homunculi's member, beginning to bob his head causing the homunculus to cry out again, the warm wet enclosure being too much to bare.
Kimblee found this all too amusing; the homunculus was much more human then it seemed to know. He listened to its moans of pleasure, becoming increasingly aroused himself, his pants becoming tight and painful around his hardening cock, he shifted uncomfortably needing to free himself; he rose, climbing on top of Envy as he pushed his uniform trousers and boxers down just enough to relive the pressure on himself. Envy looked up at him questioningly, the homunculus obviously wanted to know why he had stopped and he answered with a kiss.
Envy returned the kiss wrapping his arms around Kimblee's neck- careful of the wound he still had to patch up. "What are you doing now?" the homunculus asked – finding its self cut off with a gasp, feeling a sudden uncomfortable sensation below.
Kimblee slipped a finger inside of Envy, beginning to push the digit in and out slowly. "You've never done this before, have you?" he alchemist asked- already knowing the answer to his question- unsurprised as Envy gave him a huffy pout "No, w-why would of I?" it asked stroppily. He replied with a chuckle, continuing to prep the homunculi's tight pink hole, he sunk in an extra digit while the homunculus flustered, clearly growing upset with him- it growled, wincing as the extra digit entered him.
The Homuculus, growing annoyed at the human above him, teasing him, he decided to switch things up a little- he took note of Kimblee's hard cock, and sneakily grasped it, pumping the member slowly, it smirked at Kimblee's grunt. He gasped, his hips arching forward slightly with each stroke; Envy grinned leaning up to lick Kimblee's neck; the alchemist couldn't hold back any longer, slipping his fingers out of the homunculus he positioned himself, pushing himself into the homunculus- this was almost a revenge for earlier when the homunculus pushed its fingers into the wound on his shoulder; he watched the creature below him wince, it grasped the sheets of the makeshift bed below it "K-Kimblee!" It breathed getting a grin from the alchemist, who slipped himself out to the tip then forced himself back in again.
Envy cried out, it wasn't so much pleasure this time as it was pain; he knew the bastard above him was enjoying it which truly annoyed him. He tried his hardest not to scream- but instead bit his lip, holding it all in.
Kimblee smirked, brining himself down a little to lick Envy's neck and jaw-line; he was pretty cute when he was trying to play tough-guy. "Mmm~" the alchemist purred, thrusting his hips into the homunculus, it wasn't long before the sin under him began to feel what he did; its back arched as it gave another moan completely engulfed in pleasure- a burning pleasure the homunculus had never felt before. It grew more intense each time Kimblee pushed inside of his tight entrance; the alchemist above him feeling something similar.
Sweat coated their bodies as Kimblee began to pant; Envy wrapped his arms around the others neck, holding him tightly; a moan releasing itself from his alchemist partners lips as he grew closer to his peek. With one more hard thrust Envy gave out, arching its back in orgasm its partner wasn't far behind; letting out a moan as he realised his seed into the rectal tissue engulfing his member.
Envy lie on the makeshift bed, with Kimblee atop of him still; one arm lazily draped around the alchemist. It was quiet, the homunculus regaining its breath in silence, its human partner clearly doing the same; maybe humans weren't as stupid and useless as they seemed? The homunculus thought to itself- the voice of its exhausted partner derailing its train of thought. "So... What did you do with the real nurse?" Kimblee asked playfully as he slid off the sin, to the side- but pulling it into his arms, into a cuddle- ignoring the returning pain of the still opened wound.
Envy lie in Kimblee's arms still exhausted and slightly shocked from their earlier session, it pointed carelessly to a medium sized cupboard on the side of the room; the alchemist looking it over with some interest- he noticed the dried, red liquid which had been seeping from the bottom and gave a wicked chuckle "I see." He responded as Envy smiled smugly.
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More author's notes:Okay well, thats that. My first time actually writing sex, still slightly nervous and I don't know how I did; I hope I did okay. Should get the next chapter started soon.
