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Chapter 4
BPOV
The last couple of days had been hell. I kept getting an ache in my chest; my heart actually ached as cheesy as that sounded, it was true and painfully distracting.
My first day had been so great, Paul and the gang being so welcoming, it was obviously to good to be true.
Paul wouldn't talk to me or even come within a metres distance of me. It was as if I was contagious and he didn't want to catch what I had.
When I went to get lunch I noticed that all of the gang where sat on the usual table. But as I approached the table, Paul quickly got up from the table, with a pained look, as if he didn't have a choice in where he sat.
The pair of us seemed to react like magnets, the first day we were compatible, after that we were the same pole, so therefore repelled one another.
"What wrong with Paul?" I asked.
Everyone on the table went quite, not wanting to answer the question.
"Don't worry it's Paul we're talking about, it's probably better if you don't get to know him to much", Leah replied with a glance to a guilty looking Jacob.
"Yeh, well he seemed like a nice guy on Monday, that doesn't change over night for no reason".
"People can change", Jared chirped in, glaring directly at Jacob.
"Well I don't know, I think theirs something going on. I'm going to see what's the matter"
I sat the other side of the table that Paul occupied on his lonesome.
"What's the matter? Have I upset you? I'm sorry if I have".
Paul looked as if he was trying to answer, but failed miserably, so settled with shaking his head no.
I then went on to talk to him some more, but got no replies. This only seemed to make the pair of us more miserable, although it seemed to get rid of the heart ache I'd had to deal with.
I continued to try and get Paul to talk to me for the rest of the day. I even ignored the rest of the gang, as some of them kept saying I was wasting my time it was a lost cause until someone else had talked to him. So although it was childish I ignored them, blaming them for Paul's behaviour.
JPOV
I'd been watching how my beta command had affected the new imprinted pair.
From what I had observed I had totally drained the life and happiness out of both of them. Paul constantly wore a mask of pain, while Bella looked really fidgety and generally not not happy.
When Bella refused to sit with us at lunch, I realised that imprinting couldn't be fought against without causing major mental or physical pain.
It was at this point I realised what a mistake I had made.
"Look at them", Leah pointed to the corner table, which Paul and Bella occupied. "Bella's trying so hard, yet getting nothing back. She looks heart broken."
"Do you think I havent noticed that?" I snapped, feeling guilty.
"No need to get snappy with me Jacob Black, otherwise I won't be coming around yours tonight". Shit that's not good, I'm in for it now.
"You need to undo your command mate, your zapping the life out of them, killing the life and soul out of he party", Embry put in.
"If you don't I will get Sam involved and you all know how well he will take that once he finds out how this has effected the pair of them. I'm surprised he didn't stop yur command straight away, but he probably wanted you to realise your own mistakes", Jared threatened.
"Ok I realise I may have made a small mistake"
"A small mistake", Jared repeated in a sarcastic tone. "You are making the biggest mistake of your life. You didn't want Paul to be happy with Bella, so you had to ruin both of their lives. Deciding what something that isn't even your decision to make".
"Ok I made a gigantic mistake. I will undo it later when I have patrol with him".
"Good, now that's sorted I think we better be going to class", Leah observed as people started to leave the cafeteria.
That night I went to do patrol at 9pm only to find that Paul hadn't arrived yet, late as per usual.
When he still hadn't arrived in half an hours time, I knew their was something seriously wrong.
When I arrived at his house, I gave a quick knock, which wasn't answered. I barged in to find no one on the growned floor, so I went to the second floor, hearing a steady heartbeat in one of the rooms.
I knew straight away which bedroom Paul inhabited, the one with the 'danger no entry' sign hanging in the middle of it.
Paul's room was a mess, dirty clothes covering the ground, his poster of all the hot girls no longer hanging up, but shredded and stuffed in the bin or around it, his duvey on the floor, his bed not made; it looked as if he know longer cared and had just wrecked the place. I knew for a fact that it wasn't usually like this, just last week I'd been unfortunate enough to see a memory of him going at it with a girl in an identical room, only a more tidy room.
Paul lay in the middle of the bed, lying in a ball, as if to alleviate some of his pain. Tears were running down the sides of his face.
I never thought I'd see Paul showing that much emotion, let alone it all being because of a girl.
"I give you permision to talk to and be within a metres distance of Bella", I spoke in beta command, releasing him from my command.
He gave me a relieved look, before he ran out the house and phased in the woods, to go off running towards the direction of Bella's house.
With the guilt lifted off my shoulders, I returned to patrol on my own.
Sorry haven't spell checked this chapter yet, so please tell me if I spelt anything wrong.
