Ciel awoke in the dark cabinet he had taken residence in for the night. His eyes still red from hours of crying. He held his hand up to his face, the hand he had so cruelly pushed Sebastian away with. Ciel opened the Cabinet door to see that nothing was clean. He ran out to the hallway it was not dusted like usual, Ciel could not smell breakfast either. Where was everyone? "My Lord," Sebastian said entering the room. Sebastian's formal manner crushed Ciel. But Ciel knew he deserved it, Sebastian had always been there for him and Ciel had always neglected it. "I hope you don't mind, I sent the staff home today," Sebastian said. Then giving a quick bow he exited the room returning after a few seconds with a light blue jacket and pants. Sebastian began to undress the fragile boy bringing back memories that really weren't appropriate at the moment. "Sebastian," Ciel began, "do you hate me?"Sebastian looked up at his master, so helpless and afraid. The boy's silent tears spilled down his cheeks. Sebastian couldn't help but to hug the crying boy tightly, "you, honestly Ciel how could I ever hate you?" Ciel gripped his butler tightly once again never wanting to let go. Ciel brought Sebastian's surprised lips to his own. For once dominating a kiss, determined not to let his butler leave him at any cost. Sebastian unfroze giving into Ciel's insecure but pleasure kiss with a bit too much enthusiasm. "D-don't leave me, please," Ciel cried, he had never felt so scared, so scared of having to part with Sebastian, having to part with the one he cared most about. Sebastian couldn't do this, not now, not when Ciel was like this. This would be just taking advantage of the poor boy and Sebastian would never do that. Ciel looked up as his butler pulled away from their passionate kiss. "Sebastian."The butler held the boy picking him up and carrying him to the bedroom, obviously giving Ciel the wrong idea. But Ciel didn't care he just moved his lips to Sebastian's neck, kissing along his jaw line. "Ciel, you look exhausted please sleep," though Ciel wanted to protest, when he tried all that came out was a yawn. "will you leave?" the boy questioned uncertainly, "please don't." Sebastian leaned in kissing Ciel's forehead. "I promise I wont leave your side."