The first thing he noticed was a pounding headache.

Was that all a dream?

Then he noticed how badly his throat hurt.

And then he opened his eyes.

The first thing he saw was a very bright light. he heard someone run over to his side.

"KURT! KURT COME HERE! QUICK!" He hears a voice he recognizes instantly. Rachel? What was she doing here? Unless.. It wasn't actually a dream, and I'm in in the hospital. I can't even kill myself right.

He heard quite a few voices. His eyes had finally adjusted to the light. Yep. definitely in a hospital. And Rachel was sitting next to him, crying and smiling, squeezing his hand.

He saw the door swing open and Kurt ran in.

"BLAINE! YOU'RE ALIVE!" He yelled, starting to cry as well. He saw the rest of the New Directions come into the small room. They were all crying. Even Puck, which was rare.

"Oh my god, Blaine, I.. I thought I had lost you forever! Oh my god I'm so glad you are alive!" Kurt cries in between kisses.

Shit. I really didn't think my plan through. I knew he would be upset, but had he really cared THAT much?

They all just stood there. Watching Blaine with looks of disbelief.

"The.. The doctor said that if you didn't wake up within a week you would have only had a 1% chance of living. I just can't believe you woke up baby, I'm so happy you woke up." Kurt says, sobbing.

"I.. How long was I in a coma?"

"12 days. We thought you were gone, Blaine, we didn't think you would wake up at all."

"What happened?"

"Apparently you had said you would call Rachel at 4, and by 6 she was really worried that you hadn't picked up the phone or answered your texts so she sent Tina to go see if you were okay. You didn't answer the door, so she grabbed the key you hid for us for emergencies and went up to your room. She opened the door and thought you were sleeping, but then she noticed the pill bottles, the empty wine bottle, and the note. She called an ambulance, and here we are." Mike explained.

"Once the ambulance was on its way, she called Burt and Carole. they rushed over, and by then the ambulance had you on your way here. Tina was in no shape to drive, so she waiting for Burt and Carole and went with them to the hospital. she called everyone from the glee club when she was in the car, she had read the note and told us what it said. In a couple days everyone had gotten here. Everyone got the next plane ticket to Ohio and got here as fast as they could. Kurt took it the toughest, obviously, he's only left your side to go to the bathroom, I don't even think hes had a bite to eat this whole time, he's been so worried. You have no idea how happy we are that you woke up, Blaine. I don't know what any of us would have done without you."

At some point during the story, Kurt had climbed into the hospital bed and was hugging Blaine and kissing him as he cuddled up into the crook of his neck, crying.

Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt.

"I love you," He whispered into his ear. "I'm so, so sorry, Kurt. The pressure just got to be too much, I just couldn't do it any more. I'm so sorry." he cried.

"It's okay, baby, we're gonna be okay, you will see. You're gonna move to New York and live with me and Rachel and just finish high school there baby, okay? We can be together and you will be safe and you will never have to scare me like that again."

"I think I would like that a lot, Kurt. I love you so, so, so much," He mumbled. "And thanks you, everyone. For being here for me, and.. And just caring about me. I love you guys."

And in that moment, Blaine knew he would be okay. It wouldn't be easy, but he was going to get better.

No matter what it would take.