Dear Diary,

I woke up early today to get to work on time so K doesn't have to go and kill me before work. Yuki was sleeping in his study working on a new novel so i queitly kissed him goodbye, because i kind of feel horrible if i don't. Any who i was walking to work and i heard people talking about a twilight? I don't really get it but this is what happened...

~FlashBack

Shuichi was humming his new tune on his way to work when he heard to girls near by talking about the book, Twilight.

"Oh wow! I can't believe it! A movie on Twilight!" said one girl.

"I know! I heard the guy who plays Edward is hot!" said her friend.

"I know, right?"

"Gosh, i wish i could sparkle like a vampire."

"Yeah." and the two girls giggled off to school. Shuichi stopped and thought for a moment.

'Twilight.....Edward....sparkly vampires? What does this mean?' he thought confused until he got to work.

~End Flash Back

So yeah, i've come to the conclusion that Twilight is a story about...the light and this vampire, named Edward, is sparkly because he sings good....in the light.....okay, that makes no sense. I asked K if he knew, but all he told me was that it is from America and girls really love it as much as the Jonas Brothers. I'm guessing girls really like guys and music.....No wonder i get pumbled in public a lot.

Anyway, Hiro was talking to me about Ayaka, but i tuned out. Its not because i don't care, even though i would never expect Hiro and Ayaka to be together in a million years, but because i was thinking of mine and Yuki's situation. I mean, Hiro and Ayaka get to go on dates a lot and they actually show their love for one another and they are honest with each other. I know with Yuki, sometimes i feel he isn't honest about some things. I mean, he's grumpy and hides away in his bear cave and when he amerges from his den, its to get coffee, go to bed, got to the bathroom, go to bed, or random outside trips and thats where it scares me. What if he goes to see someone else and he is cheating on me? Or he is in a secret drug dealing gang and takes hosteges away from their loving home and rapes them? Or even worse things that i can't imagaine. The worse part is that he has been going out a lot lately and when i ask where he was he tells me to' fuck off'. So, that worries me deep inside right now and thats why i completely ignored Hiro. He kind of got mad at me, but i appoligized for daydreaming. I do that a lot, daydream. I did it in school, i do it at work and in public, at the apartment, practically everywhere.

So eventually work ended and on my way home i almost bought the book twilight to see if i could read it, but it was SO BIG! I think it was about 700 pages or so and the max i read is nothing! Just like in school, i never read books especially text books. So Hiro had to tell whatever went on...even though he helped me with more then half my work........or practically did it......i sound like a shitty friend, don't i? Well, i'll make it up to Hiro....sometime.

Anywho, i also didn't buy the book because i barley had money as well, but i picked up a thing called 'Monster Energy'. I don't what it is, but it looks neat. I'm thinking of drinking it tomorrow because then i'll be supper pumped for work and hopefully get donw early! I got home around 6:34 and Yuki was still typing his novel, but i asked to sit with him and at my surpise he said yes. I asked if i could buy the book Twlight because i heard about it and this is what happened...

~Flash Back~

"Yuki, do you think i could buy the book Twilight?" asked the singer. Yuki just stared at him weird.

"First off, why are you asking me? Second, why do you want to buy it if you hate reading? And third-Why are you touching my face?!"

"You had something on your face."

"I can get it myself!"

"Oh.......so is it a yes?"

"Answer my questions first."

"Fine. First because i'm broke and need money, second, i want to see what the book is about-"

"Why?"

"I heard these girls talking about it and-"

"Heh, your just like a school girl picking up gossip."

"I AM NOT A SCHOOL GIRL!!!"

"But that is what they do, and what you did..."

"....shut up."

"Well, what do you think its about? Think the name. Twilight...."

".......sparkley singer/vampires...." and the novelist just stared at him like Shuichi was really stupid.

"What?"

"Yeah, well Sakuma-san explains me as sparkley and i'm a singer and i heard the girls say sparkley and vampires!"

"That is not what they meant at all...."

"Then what is it about?"

"Buy the book."

"....Can i have money to-"

"NO!!"

~End Flashback

So, that was no use. I asked my sister if she knew about it and, of coarse, she did. Apparently she loves the book as well and said i could borrow it, and told me it was about a human girl and a vampire dude and they fall in love. i decided not to really read it because i was confused and i wasn't going to read a 700 page book to find out. Most likely half the words won't make sense to me. Well, i think i'll do something...i don't know what but something to make me tired so i can drink that drink i bought. I wonder what it taste like......I'll write what happens soon!