"Jake I just don't think the beach is such a good idea right now." I swallowed hard on thinking about my vision.
"Nessie, please get over him he is always to overprotective he was that way with you and your mother."
"I know he is over protective…ok fine I'll go." I was just ready to get it over with anyways. We walked down the beach and he dragged me along, and I felt the cool breeze whizz past me and lift up my skirt which I quickly grabbed. Jake sat down, and pulled me down next to him.
"Nessie, why are you so nervous it's not like I'm pushing you to do something. " I didn't know what to say, because he was close and I felt like a pool of jello. He pulled me onto his lap, and put his cheek against mine. It was so warm, I felt my heart beat a thousand times faster, and my breath increased. I wanted this, it felt so right. I turned my head, and we stared at each other like before he leaned in closer to my face and whispered.
"Nessie..." softly in my ear. Then it happened fast his lips were on mine, and he crests his tongue with mine. I never new kissing was like this; he slowly pushed me to the sandy surface.
"I was waiting so long for this Nessie." I was so caught up I vividly heard what he said. Then I realized I was supposed to be mad at him. I pushed away.
"Jacob why? Why did you imprint on me I was just a child." The words came out of my mouth like vomit.
"Renesme Carlie Cullen…" He used my full name now which was odd for him. " You have to understand that I saw you and I knew you were the one."
"You didn't even wait to ask me though you just acted on your gut feeling, and ever since you' ve touched me in this way I can't stop wanting you. I hate you Jacob Black! I..." He stopped me with a breath catching kiss.
"Nessie you don't hate me. Renesme Cullen from the moment you were born I knew you were meant for me to have. I loved you with my whole heart, my spirit told me to this to be with you. I love you Renesme, and there is nothing you can do about it. If you don't want me then I will disappear forever."
"Oh Jake, I think I do love you, but I don't know it yet I need more time please." I pleaded with him for a while.
"Fine." He stalked off to the car, and never said a word to me. When we got home, he kissed me goodbye, and left. I was in remorse by his behavior, but then again that was Jake always looking for the challenge. I went inside, and went to my room. Seconds later Rosalie came in the door; I told her in the morning and went to bed.