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then she moves off my lap onto the bed…. I'm not sure what she's doing or wants me to do… she pulls me onto my back on the bed and removes my boxers…. I hold my breath again… she looks at me,,,,
"breathe" she laughs… I let it out… it comes out as a loud moan…. She smiles….. and moves between my legs….. she kisses my neck and starts running her hands down my stomach heading lower and lower….she moves up and kisses me on the lips….. I start to pull off her panties and she lets me…. She pulls them the rest of the way off and our kissing becomes more frantic…. As my hands now move down her stomach she does the same… at once both our hands hit wet… I almost scream out …. Dana pulls out of the kiss….. she smiles…. I smile back almost silently giving permission….
I slowly slid one finger into her…. Uhh she feels so good,,,, at that exact moment Dana the same….. with my other hand I pull her back into my lips…. Slowly 1 finger turns to two then three… I can't believe I'm inside her and she's inside me… id dreamed of this for so long….. the pace picks up and were both crying out… reaching the peak…. I start to cry out as I feel my whole body tense as I let you screaming out her name… as I do I speed up my pace and I feel Dana clamp around my fingers and she screams out… we kiss and she practically collapses on top of me… both of us breathing heavily… were both sweaty and completely spent…. Slowly we regain our breath….
"Thank you" I say,,, it means so much on so many levels….Dana nods
"and thank you" she moves up and kisses me…..
We just lay together, my thoughts are of what could have happened if Dana hadn't of said no last night…..
"what you thinking hun?" she asks….
"I'm thinking about you… and how wonderful this has been… and how…" I stop myself… I don't know what this is between us…. Just sex or the start of something more….
"and how what hun" I don't want to answer…. But I can hardly not….
"I'm wondering what this is? I mean what this all means between us" her face drops… I think she's not thought about it anymore than I have…
She rolls off of me…. I'm scared she's going to run…
"what do you want it to be Monica?" she looks sincere…
"I'd like this to be the start of us being something not just friends… I'd like to be your partner and spend time, but if you don't please just get up and leave.. I couldn't stand you trying to justify it to me… go on Dana" roll over onto my side so I'm not facing her, scared… she moves….. my heart stops….