Yay! Chapter 4 is finally here. There were a couple of guess as to who was at the door in the end of chapter 3. I hope I didn't disappoint with the revelation. Hehe. This chapter aslo introduces some new characters which posed as a bit of a challenge to keep all the characters in true form.

I also have trouble picking sides with Callie and Arizona, I mean I'm a die hard Calzona shipper and putting them against each other is so hard. Which is why sometimes it seems like I'm on Callies side and then Arizona's. I still can't believe Arizona actually cheated on Callie.

I hate Lauren.

Anyways, enjoy the chapter.

Chapter 4

Callie instantly missed the warmth of Arizona's hand as she stepped back from her. They had gotten too comfortable in the on call room; they were forgetting what brought them there in the first place.

*Knock Knock* "Robbins you in there?" Came that same familiar voice.

"Y-yeah. I'll be out in a minute." Arizona stammered out as she watched Callie's face harden.

"You can't beat yourself up over what happened with Lauren. We all make mistakes and Torres…" The voice faded into the background as Callie began to yell.

"Karev! You told Karev!"

"I…we…batteries" Arizona tried but didn't know how to tell Callie that not only had she betrayed her by sleeping with Lauren; she also honestly confided that to Alex Karev before her. It didn't matter what Arizona said next, Callie was flying towards the door.

"Save it!" Callie yells angrily before opening the door and revealing a guilty looking Alex Karev. Called gave him a death glare before pushing past him and running down the hall.

Callie didn't stop running until she felt the rain soaking through her clothes. She had somehow ended up outside, looking around she took in her familiar surroundings and let out a long breath. She had been here many times before in this very situation. She was standing in the middle if Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital's attending's parking lot. So much had happened to her in this parking lot; she seemed to be grounded to it. Callie slowly made her way over to a nearby bench wondering if that was the exact bench she stood at watching Erica Hahn walk out of her life r if she had passed it walking away from George after telling him she didn't forgive him for cheating on her with Izzie Stevens. She couldn't believe she was in this situation again. Letting her head slip into her trembling hands Callie let herself cry. As all the old and new feelings of abandonment, hurt, shame, and anger washed over her she let out an angry scream. The thunder seemed to answer her as it roared right alongside of her pained cry. Callie didn't notice she was sitting in the middle of a dangerous storm; she was in too much pain to notice anything outside of her thoughts which is why she jumped when she felt a hand on her shoulder.

"Torres?..." A gentle voice was calling. "Torres…Callie?" The small voice tried again with a delicate pat on the shoulder. "You know it isn't safe out here…"

Callie slowly looked up to see a very concerned Miranda Bailey. Callie trusted and admired the general surgeon and thought of her as a dear friend but she was the last person Callie wanted to see right now. Bailey had a way of getting her to talk and Callie wasn't ready to admit to herself or anybody else that her wife had cheated on her.

"What is it?...What happened?" Bailey demanded in a caring tone. When all she got from Callie was the broken looks she had seen all too often from her she nudged Callie to get up and led her back inside to safety. The way that Bailey stopped asking for an explanation told Callie that she already knew. "Why did this happen to me again?" She asked in a desperate tone that seemed to fill the deserted cafeteria the two women were now sitting in.

The shorter woman looked up and studied her friend for a moment, choosing her words carefully but let out a sigh knowing that whatever she said wouldn't help. At least not right now. "I wish I knew" was all Bailey breathed out and the room stated silent until Callie asked her what she had been asking herself all night. "What's wrong with me? Why can't I be loved?" She searched Bailey's dark eyes for an answer or a confirmation that she was loved. She broke down into violent sobs as Bailey wrapped her arms around her and spoke softly against her ear.

"You are loved Callie by so many people and there is nothing wrong with you." Miranda paused making sure the Latina was listening. "You are beautiful inside and out and the way you love others is pure and honest. You have a big heart which you wear on your selves but honey there is nothing wrong with you. Sometimes people can't handle being loved that way." Miranda paused again feeling her own heart ache for the fragile woman in her arms. "I don't know the details of everything that has happened but I have notice the visiting attending, the cranial facial specialist, hanging around the Peds ward long after she was needed." Bailey continued with a sigh. "If it's what I think it is then I would say she made Arizona feel like herself, the way she felt before the plane crash. The new girl was just that, new and exciting, she didn't make a fuss over Arizona's leg or ask any questions about the plane crash. She didn't give her the look of pity and concern when Arizona paused at the stairs or was late to the OR. She let Arizona be who she used to be without all the history." Miranda carefully caressed Callie's back getting her to sit up. "Do you understand what I'm saying?" A nod was all Callie offered and for right now that was enough for her and Bailey.

After slowly making her way over to Alex who was looking bewildered by Callie's actions "She knows." Was all she said before trying to follow Callie.

"You can't catch her now plus the tiny human makers have an ass load of questions for you. I tried to answer but they want you. Boswell managed to…"

"That woman just won't stop!" Arizona stated in a bitter tone making her way to the Peds ward.

"I'll take if from her Dr. Boswell." Arizona commanded as she entered the NICU. Lauren was in the middle of calming down a room full of scared parents, she quickly looked up hearing the disdain in Arizona's voice. The blonde flashed a quick smile to say everything was fine and continued reassuring the parents of the same thing. "Lauren!" Arizona snapped in annoyance "This is my department, my NICU in my hospital and these are all my patients. You are only here for the Sims case so stop trying to make a place for yourself here." Arizona looked straight into Lauren's eyes as she finished. "There is no longer a need for you to be here so you are free to go. This is my life and you are no longer welcomed in it." Arizona's eyes were dark and cold as she look at the other woman, she would let herself feel anything in this moment because that would cause her to show mercy and this woman didn't deserved that from her after what she made Arizona do. Arizona almost smirked at that thought, knowing Lauren didn't make her cheat on her wife but she couldn't take full responsibility now. Lauren was just standing there silently taking in the sight of the other woman, watch her walls go up again. She slowly blinking noticing all eyes was on her waiting to see what her next move would be. She moved her eyes away from Arizona and started for the door, as Arizona sighed in relief she heard an all to confident voice say "I'll be waiting in your office Arizona."

So, what did you think?! Lauren wasn't at the door! Sorry to the ones who guessed she was, I'm not ready for Callie to see her yet. Maybe they'll have an encounter in the next chapter.

What did you think about Lauren's last sentence? (I know I wrote but ugh, I hate Lauren.) Oh and what do you think of the way I wrote Bailey? too mushy?

Thanks for all the support and follows. I'm not sure where to go next to so please leave comments and suggestions.