As requested here's 100 words from Jack's pov. Sort of. It explains a few things, at least. Still depressing, though...

No Haven
By: Mariel

He'd forgotten, for that time, who he was;
Forgotten, even, who he'd wanted to be.

Tired, worn, and seduced by hope,
He'd found comfort in welcoming arms and an understanding heart,
And chosen to follow a path unmarked.

But when the path back to who he had been got lost,
And the path ahead looked unclear,
he found himself afraid.

Wavering in that pivotal moment, he turned.

Like a horse rescued from a burning barn
He shied away, forsaking the uncertainty of pastures untried
And set his sights back on the remembered haven.

A haven already destroyed by his leaving.

End