Haley woke up feeling guilty. She had no clue why she made out with Nathan the other night when she still had a boyfriend. She felt like a whore. She grabbed her phone and she had a few messages from Adam.

"I'm sorry about what I've done. We should talk."

"It's me again. I need to talk to you."

"Oh, the last two messages were from your boyfriend, Adam."

Haley rubbed her temples. "I have no clue what I'm gonna do." She was talking to herself.

"Talking to yourself?" Lucas said from the doorway of her room.

Haley raised herself on her elbows. "I made out with Nathan. I cheated on my boyfriend. What kind if girl does that?"

"One that's still in love with Nathan?" Lucas questioned. He walked over to her and sat on the bed. "You need to dump Adam."

Haley shook her head. "I don't want to. He's good to me. He's good for me and most of all; he's not cheating on me."

"He is though. I caught him kissing some other girl. More like mauling her in public."

Haley looked down for a second and she glanced back up at her best friend. "I cheated on him; and he cheated on me. If I can forgive him, I sure hope he can forgive me."

Lucas hit her knee. "Haley, he cheated on you. He probably had sex with her, multiple times."

Haley shook her head. 'That doesn't matter. We're on the same page." Haley got up and went into the bathroom. She looked at herself in the mirror and started applying her makeup. She was going to talk to Adam and Nathan. She needed to talk to them.

"Hi." Haley said to Adam. "I'm glad you let me come in. I really need to talk to you."

"I need to tell you something too."

Haley could feel her heart break just as his voice spoke. "I should speak first."

"No. I think I should go first."

Haley pressed her lips with his. "I already know about you and the girl. And I forgive you." Haley said once she broke apart with him.

"Just like that?" He was surprised. He didn't really think she would be able to.

"I kissed Nathan. And it was wrong, but when I heard you did the same, I got giddy. I knew on some level you might not forgive me, I certainly forgive you."

"She's pregnant, Haley." Haley froze up and she slapped him really hard. "I'm sorry."

"We've been going on a week. How can she be pregnant already?"

"She's 3 months pregnant." He looked down and knew this would be difficult.

Haley nodded her head. "Then I guess it's over." Haley got up and went to the door. "And to think I was feeling guilty about cheating on you. Please tell me you didn't know about her when you first asked me out."

"I can't do that."

Haley just shook her head and walked out the door. She didn't want to see him ever again. She got in her car and wiped the tears that fell from her eyes. She turned on the car and headed straight to her next destination.

She stopped and parked her car in the parking lot of an apartment building very familiar to her. "What am I going to say to him?" Haley put her head back and she began to sob.

"Are you okay?" Haley jumped and looked out her window and saw Nathan. She unlocked the door for him to get in. "Hales, its okay."

Haley felt him close to her. She immediately stiffened. "I'm fine."

"I know you think that what happened between us was a mistake."

"It was a mistake Nathan." Haley whipped her head to his. "We were just wired with hormones. It wasn't anything special."

"Haley, I love you. I've always loved you. Since that night you let me stay with you." Nathan saw her put her head down. "Do you remember that night? Cause I sure as hell do."

FLASHBACK

Haley was pacing in her room. "Hey, I guess I was just worried about you. I really hate the way we ended things."

"So do I." Haley turned around shocked. "Nobody answered the door."

Haley threw the phone down on her vanity chair. "They're gone for the weekend." She was so worried about him. "How are you?"

"Not so good." He started to walk over to her. "Tonight, I just needed." He said while going to hug her. "I've made a lot of mistakes Haley." He pulled apart from her. "Sometimes because of my dad. Sometimes by choice. He sat down on her bed. "I just can't do it anymore."

Haley sat down next to him and she stroked the side of his head. "It's okay."

"No it's not okay. I'm not okay. When I fell on the floor tonight, I was so scared. I was so terrified. And then I saw you, and I promised myself that if I could just get up and walk over to you, then I told you how much I need you, how much I want you. That's all that matters."

Haley thought that was so sweet. She kissed him and when they pulled apart she went to her door. "Haley."She turned to him. "Let me stay with you tonight." Haley just closed the door."

END OF FLASHBACK

"I remember." Haley said softly. "What about that time makes it so you can judge me."

"I'm not judging you; that was the moment I fell in love with you."

Haley turned to Nathan. "What?" She looked into his eyes. "You love me then, we barely went out."

"Doesn't mean I didn't. Doesn't mean I still don't." He held her hand. "I still love you. And I promise you that I will always love you."

Haley looked forward out at the front window. "I think you should go. I have to go see someone else."

"Is it Karmen?" He asked.

She nodded. "Yes, I will be seeing Dr. Karmen."

"Okay, have fun." He left the car and he watched as she drove off to her therapist's office.

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Haley was playing with her ring on her middle finger. "I guess the kiss meant that I still have some feelings for Nathan."

Dr. Karmen examined her legal pad. "What about you and Adam. I thought you said you were falling for Adam? Were you trying to move on from Nathan?" Haley shrugged her shoulders. "Haley?"

"I still love Nathan." Haley said softly. "I still love him and I probably always will."

She looked down and remembered when she started having feelings for Nathan.

FLASHBACK

Haley walked up to Lucas' door. She tapped her fingers on his door window. Lucas opened the door and he was surprised to see her. "Haley? What are you doing here?"

She was already in his room and started taking off his jacket. "First I am saving you from that tie. Secondly, we need to talk." She had her hand on her hips.

"Well, can we do both at the same time?"

"Yeah." She went over to his closet and grabbed a tie. "You're not gonna like this. In fact, you're gonna hate it. But I feel that I should tell in honor of the full friendship disclosure." She began tying the tie.

"Yeah right what can be worse than you tutoring Nathan, huh?" Lucas looked up at her and saw how serious she looked. "You like him."

"Do not freak out on me. I can't help it anymore than you can."

"I don't like him." He stated.

"I was talking about Peyton. We don't decide who we like, it just— it happens."

"See what you're getting yourself into."

"I'm not getting myself into anything, I am thinking about getting into something that is never gonna happen anyway so—"

"Well what can you possibly like in the guy?"

She walked toward him. "Different stuff. Yes he can be a total ass sometime but I'm telling you it's just a defense mechanism he really opens up with me Lucas."

He had to say it. "You know how I feel about him."

"And I'm sorry for that I am."

Lucas sighed. "But I get it, okay, I understand. Just be careful."

END OF FLASHBACK

Haley knew what she had to do. She knew she had to do it.

SORRY IT'S TAKEN ME SO LONG, I'VE JUST BEEN FOCUSED ON OTHER THINGS AND MY PASSION ITSN'T AS HIGH AS IT USED TO BE FOR THESE STORIES. MY FOCUS WILL BE ONE-ON-ONE WITH EACH STORY.

NEXT CHAPTER

NATHAN TALKS WITH ADAM

NATHAN REFLECTS ON HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH HALEY

NATHAN DREAMS OF THE FUTURE WITH HALEY

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