Chapter 4
James woke up slowly and enjoyed every moment of it. The feeling of warmth was pleasant as he hugged Severus closer to him. Unlike before, he did remember moving over to Snape's bed this time. Severus made a little groan sound at being squeezed, but didn't pull away.
At some point, Severus had rolled over so his back was pressed against James's chest. James made another happy purr as he nuzzled Severus's neck and hugged him again. "Why do you keep squeezing me," whined Severus as he tried to role away and burry his face in a pillow.
"Trying to wake you up," smiled James as he pulled his bedmate back towards him.
Severus turned to glare at him before asking, "Why?" It was obvious that he didn't trust whatever James was planning. Instead of answering him verbally, James rolled them so Severus was on his back looking up at James. Just as Severus was about to ask what he was doing, James leaned down and kissed him again.
Part of Severus knew this is what his roommate had been getting at, so didn't fight it as James nipped at his lip. Severus nipped him back which encouraged James to keep going. James slipped his tongue into the smaller teen's mouth, which made Severus moan and wrap his legs around James's waist to pull him closer. James groaned as he started to push Severus's shirt up and had every intention to pull it off, but suddenly the lights turned on.
The pair halted all movement and pulled away slowly to see the house elf putting their breakfast on the coffee table. The elf didn't look at them as he put everything on the table and left the room. The pair looked back at each other awkwardly now that the lights were on. Severus blushed and looked away as he slowly pulled his legs to his chest.
"I guess it's breakfast time," chuckled James awkwardly. Severus just nodded before sliding off the bed and walked over to the coffee table. James followed him a few beats later and the two ate in silence.
Day 14 of imprisonment
I am starting to really dislike that house elf. I was about to get off and then that house elf just turned the lights on and ruined it. If the lights are off, we can pretend it's not really us and we can make out. He's a good kisser.
I say he because I rather not think about just who's tongue I have been sucking on all morning. I'm in prison so it's totally not gay to make out and possibly have sex with a guy. We haven't done anything beyond kissing but I bet he'd let me fuck him. He was really into it this morning.
Once the lights go off tonight I'll try something. Then we won't have to worry about that damn elf ruining it.
"What are you giggling about over there?" asked Severus as he shot one of his army men with a rubber band.
"Plotting."
"Plotting?"
"Yes plotting, and don't ask about what that will ruin my plot," glared James from his spot on the couch.
Severus just rolled his eyes and shot another army man, "We both know you won't be able to keep quiet about it anyway." Knowing he was right, James made a little huff and looked away.
James was quiet for a whole minute before sighing, "Alright you win, but only because it won't work if I don't tell you." Severus just snorted and made a point of not pointing out that his roommate had just said it would be ruined if he did know. "Alright here is the plan," started James. "We each set up fifty targets and we each get fifty rubber bands. Whoever hits the most targets wins."
"What do they win?" asked Severus slowly. He didn't like how James was smiling at him.
"How about when the lights go out tonight, the loser has to give the winner a blowjob."
Severus turned a shade of red James didn't think was possible, "You fucking pervert! I am not sucking you off."
"Wow you think I'm going to win right away?"
Severus glared at him, "Oh no you don't. You aren't going to trick me into playing your game."
"Oh come on," smiled James. "We're alone here. Nothing leaves the room, and you might win."
Severus was quiet as he thought about it for a few moments. Finally, he sighed, "It doesn't leave here?" James nodded. "Okay. I'm a better shot than you anyway, and for the record, you're still a fucking pervert."
"I can live with that," smiled James as he got up and set up fifty army men and fifty of his paper snails. While he did this, Severus counted out the rubber bands. Once James was back on his own couch, with his rubber bands, he said, "Rule time. You can't leave the couch."
"You don't get a re-shot if your rubber band breaks."
"And you have to stay seated on the couch you can't stand on the edge of the couch and lean closer."
"If you hit a target that isn't your own it is a point to the other person."
"Agreed." Both nodded and James was the first to shoot. He hit his snail dead on. Severus shot and missed, but James also missed his second shot. Severus hit on his second shot.
It went back and forth like this until all of the rubber bands were gone. When all of the rubber bands were gone Severus looked over at James smugly, "Final count is twenty-eight to twenty-six you lost by two." James glared at his group of snails but nodded. "Now is the time to back out," Severus continued to taunt.
A thought occurred to James as he smiled at his roommate. The smile made Severus pause in unease and confusion as James got up from his couch and walked over to Severus. Once James was standing over him, Severus made an uneasy little hum and tried to look away. James put his finger under Severus's chin and made him look at him, "You really think I didn't think of that as an outcome?"
"You never think anything…" The words caught in the smaller teen's mouth as James leaned forward and brushed their lips together.
Severus slammed his eyes shut and did everything he could to not show it was affecting him in anyway; however despite this, little whines kept escaping as James continued to kiss him. Slowly, James kissed to his ear and gently bit it. This caused the first real sound from Severus and James smiled as he blew some air on the spot he'd bitten. "Don't get too impatient. Once the day's over we'll have lots of fun," that said, James pulled away, grabbed his own book, and plopped down on his couch.
For a few moments, Severus just stared at him before blinking himself awake. Finally having his brain catch up, he glared at James, "You're an absolute bastard."
"If it wasn't for that damn house elf popping in at the worst times I would have done it right then," replied James as he stared intently at his book. He wasn't reading but he needed to not look at Severus or he might lose his resolve.
Severus huffed and looked like he was going to counter, but before he could say anything the elf appeared with their lunch. "Sorry it is a bit early today sirs. Dumbledore wanted a deep clean of the kitchens today so we had to make your lunch early."
"That's fine," said Severus hollowly but when he looked over at James, he saw the teen had the 'I fucking knew it' glare. The elf didn't seem to notice as he set the trays down on the coffee table and left.
Once the elf was gone James muttered out, "Fucking little bastard. It's like he has some weird cock block sixth sense or something."
"He does seem to show up whenever we're… well," Severus cleared his throat and got his own book and laid back down.
"Think if we started making out again he'd show up with an excuse that he forgot to give us something?" James tried to make it sound like he was just curious but Severus was able to catch a hint of lust in his tone.
"Lights are on. Stay on your side of the room, Potter," he tried his hardest to make it sound mean, but his voice cracked on James's name. James just snorted and went back to staring at his book, amused at the way his roommate had pointed out the lights. This is going to be a long day, James internally sighed is he for the first time that day tried to actually read.
The day was long, but it wasn't as bad as James thought it was going to be. It was only awkward for the first hour after the house elf left. After they had both eaten their lunch, they were able to read and more or less ignore each other.
A bit of tension returned once dinner was eaten. They both knew it wouldn't be too much longer before the lights were turned off, so both of them were becoming a little fidgety.
They awkwardly got ready for bed as they showered and dressed in their PJs. James momentarily wondered why either of them even bothered to get dressed in the morning. He didn't dwell on the thought long since the elf appeared in the room. Knowing the routine, the boys put their books down, hopped into bed, and waited for the light to go out.
James waited for a few moments after the light was out to make sure the elf had in fact left. Once he was sure the little menace had left, James slipped out of his bed and moved over to Severus's, taking his shirt off as he walked.
"You should take your clothes off," whispered James as he climbed onto the bed. "At least take your shirt off."
"Why?" asked Severus as James found him and tugged on the hem of his shirt.
"Feels better. Trust me," smiled James as he straddled Severus.
Severus made an uneasy hum but raised his arms up and allowed James to pull his shirt off. He was about to ask James why just having their shirts off would make it better, but James was quick to show him why.
As soon as the shirt was cast aside, James was on top of Severus, kissing him. The skin on skin contact was so much different than before, Severus moaned and let James push his legs apart so their groins could be pressed together. James let out a moan of his own at the contact, and it only grew louder as Severus's hands slipped up into his hair and started scratch down the back of his neck.
Severus's back arched up as he rolled his hips. Finding a good rhythm, he let his head fall back on the pillows. James's mouth moved lower as he kissed down Severus's chest. The smaller of the two made a disappointed groan as James moved and interrupted his rhythm. Luckily he didn't have long to be disappointed as James worked his pants down enough to free him.
Severus gasps as the air hit him. "You're a nice size Sevy," teased James as he stroked the other teen's shaft a few times before slipping lower and giving his balls a gentle squeeze. Severus in question wanted to snap back at James but couldn't seem to get his brain to form words as James lowered his head and took the tip of Severus's cock into his mouth.
Sucking all the precum off first, James slowly worked his way down. He had never actually sucked anyone off before, but his inexperience went unnoted by Severus, who just enjoyed the sensation. Unsure of what to do exactly, James went down as far as he could and swallowed a few times before sliding back up, and allowing Severus to push him back down.
The pattern went like this until Severus seemed to push him down a little harder than before, and James had to fight the urge to pull away. He didn't have long to think of it as a hot gooey liquid hit the back of James's throat. Taking more effort then he would like to admit, James swallowed and was proud that he hadn't just coughed everything up all over the two of them.
Severus slumped back with a happy little groan as James crawled back up him, intending to get another kiss; however, Severus stopped him, "I am not kissing you after my dick was in your mouth."
James let out a sad put out little whine before leaning forward and nibbling on Severus's neck, "Then give me a good reason not to kiss you."
Severus let out an annoyed little snort but slid down the bed until he was even with James's groin. James let out a relived sigh as Severus freed him and took the head into his mouth. James did his best to not just thrust into Severus's mouth, but it was difficult. Seeming to sense the other boy's urge, Severus wrapped one hand around the base of James's cock so he couldn't be choked suddenly.
Having that bit of security, James started a series of slow shallow thrusts into his roommates mouth. "Fuck," swore James as Severus swallowed a few times and started sucking and working his tongue around James's head. Without thinking, James started to pick up his speed a little bit.
Severus relaxed his jaw and throat and allowed James to fuck his mouth for the few moments. Luckily for the smaller teen, he didn't have long to wait until James stilled and spilled his seed into his roommate. Severus groaned and was able to swallow the hot load down much more easily than James had.
As James pulled himself free he swore again, "Fuck, I didn't hurt you did I?"
Severus shook his head and wiggled back up the bed so his head was once again resting on the pillows. "No I'm fine." James let out a relived sigh and let himself lay back down on top of Severus and kiss him again. Severus pushed him away slightly, "We just sucked each other off! You don't want to kiss me!"
Instead of verbally replying, James pulled Severus's tongue into his mouth and sucked on it before pushing his own tongue into his lover's mouth. Severus didn't fight the kiss, but once he had the chance he did pull away and give James's lip a hard nip. "You're fucking raunchy. You know that?"
"Yeah," chuckled James as he tried to go in for more kisses, but Severus stopped him again.
"Let's brush our teeth. Please."
"But it will ruin the moment," whined James.
"The moment can come back," snapped Severus. "Seriously this is gross! I swear I'll let you kiss me more once we're back in bed!"
"Fine," groaned James as he sat up and the pair clumsily made their way to the bathroom so they could brush their teeth. There was a dim light in the bathroom for them, which made it easy for James's eyes to adjust.
Severus went strait to his toothbrush, but James paused to watch him. He was still trying to figure out if he liked the other boy or if it was just because they were trapped together. The dim light seemed to highlight his roommate's best features and he let himself acknowledge that he wasn't as horrible to look at as he'd always made him out to be. Sensing he was being watched, Severus glanced back towards him and gave him a confused look.
James smiled, "Sorry, spacing out." Severus rolled his eyes as he continued to brush his teeth. James got his own toothbrush and quickly brushed his teeth as well. The taste hadn't bothered him, but mint was still a preferred taste. James didn't spend as much time on his teeth and the two finished up at the same time.
When Severus turned to leave James pulled him into a hug. Though he didn't fight it, Severus made a confused sound as James snuggled him. "Why are you so touchy?"
"Do you dislike it?" asked James though he didn't loosen his grip at all.
Severus seemed to think about it before sighing and sinking into the hug, "No. I'm just not used to it; especially not from the person who made it their life mission to make my life hell."
"Maybe this is how I am apologizing," he tried to sound casual, but there was an uneasy waver to James voice. It was obvious that James didn't want to be reminded of how the pair had gotten put in this situation in the first place.
"What about Lily?" needled Severus as James started to pull him out of the bathroom and towards the bed again. "I doubt you'll win her over if she ever finds about this."
"I doubt she will anyway," sighed James sounding truly put out for the first time that night. Severus made another confused hum, and tried to look up at James, but ended up just hitting James's chin with his head. James nuzzled his hair before the two climbed back into bed.
Soon they were situated on the bed with James on his back and Severus curled up on his side using James as a pillow. James wrapped an arm around Severus and ran his fingers up and down his lover's back. They sat like that quickly for a time before James spoke again, "About two weeks before we got in trouble. I went to find Remus and ask him a question, can't even remember what it was, but I found him and Lily in the library. They weren't very interested in studying though."
Severus was quiet for a few seconds before muttering out a quiet, "Oh."
"They never saw me," continued James. "I was so shocked, I just left. I just sort of wondered around the castle the rest of the day. I couldn't even look at either of them, so I am sure they both figured out something was wrong with me. I mean I still wrote letters to them and told them everything that was going on, but…"
"Felt hollow?" tried Severus. James just nodded but rolled a little and hugged Severus tighter. "Well if it helps she shot me down too, and to be honest, her and Remus make a lot more sense than you and her."
"True," smiled James as he nuzzled Severus. He was exhausted all of a sudden.
Severus started giggling suddenly, "Maybe you could tell Remus to watch out, and tell him that every guy that has liked Lily has turned gay."
"I'm not gay," said James instantly.
Severus made a sniffled snorting sound, "Bi then."
"Never really thought that…"
"You sucked my dick less then thirty minutes ago," snapped Severus getting tired of James trying to defend himself.
"Okay Bi then," sighed James finally giving in. Severus made a smug little hum but it turned into a squeak as James continued to squish him. "No more talking from you," laughed James. "Sleep now."
Severus hit him lightly to make James loosen his grip, "Fine, but for the record, I still won the argument." James snorted but let himself go to sleep, happy just to be warm and near someone.
AN: You should listen to "Hear Me Now" by Bad Wolves while you read this.
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