Roman is behaving confident in almost all the stuff he does. He smirks the most of the times. He does things by his own self. I bought him a used xbox and he plays all the time, he love the stuff. Now, he suggest things and even make the apartment suitable for him. Seems like he was some kind of alpha angel back in his home. Sometimes he's kinda dominant, he likes the things his way but he stills respects my space.

This new attitude is badass too. He's the walking badassery and sassiness.

Things I can admit to myself now.

The weird thing about all his evolution in this unknown world if that he's not even questioning about the life he can't remember. The world where he belongs. It's like he's happy living here caged with me.

Now, we're watching tv while eating popcorn. First time for him to eat it and he loves it. I'm still wondering how this creature survived without eating. Angel's stuff I think. He yawns a few times so I assume he's sleepy. Fortunately the movie is ending, and it's ending with one of those romantic moments.

"Dean, why do they kiss on the mouth?"

"What?"

The main couple of the movie is passionately kissing each other. Sometimes I forget he knows nothing about life in this place.

"Well, Roman. They fell in love during the time they travelled together."

"Dean, how do they know they're in love? "

This creature is killing me, I don't know how to explain it.

"Well... When you meet someone that you like and you feel attached and you worry about that person and think all the time in that person and enjoy being with that person and want to hug and touch that person, that's when you fall in love, I think."

"And… Do you realize it by kissing that person? That's why they kissed at the end. Isn't it?"

"Yes, you got it. He kissed her and she kissed him back. If she hadn't reciprocated his feelings, she surely would have stopped the kiss."

"Do people reject love?" Roman is intrigued, "But love is supposed to be the most important of the feelings. Why does people reject it?"

"Love is something that you can't impose. You just gave it and hope to be lucky enough to receive it back."

"And it should be something really good for taking the risk. Have you ever feel it?"

What kind of question is that? The angel is treading a dangerous path.

"Roman, let's go to sleep, ok."

"Sure, I'm sleepy."

…

I'm ready for my new day at work. Another hard day in order to keep happy my gorgeous angel.

Wait a moment… Did I just say MY?

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!

"Dean, I'll miss you." He says and hugs me.

MMM feels so fucking good to be inside his protector hug. Those arms are my weakness. I totally adore him as my roommate. Lately he's all I can think about and I adore when we're together…

I nuzzle my face on his big, toned chest, "Don't destroy my stuff with that supernatural strength, ok."

I can feel he's smirking, "Ok."

And speaking about Roman's new confident behavior and initiative in almost everything. He took my chin forcing me to face him. We are face to face almost lips to lips. He smirks again as he was the owner of this world and cocks his head until his face meets with mine, the next thing I know is he's kissing me.

And wait, just wait… This is his first kiss since he didn't even know about this stuff, yesterday. But his alpha instincts seems to take control and now he pushes me against the wall and pin my arms, deepening the kiss.

I freeze, don't know what to do. He's kissing me hard and totally dominating me. I am not like this, I'm not some bitch. I am not… I am not even thinking, I just let myself be dominated by this creature and surrender to the kiss, his tongue tease me and I gladly welcome it. I'm moaning. This is so fucking amazing.

A guy kiss. My first guy kiss and as all the things Roman does. It's something out of this world… badass, amazing… sexy.

I have to stop the passionate assault because his kiss is making my dick hard. I push him off of me and breath. He almost let me with no air.

"You were right." That fucking sexy smirk, again, "It feels good. I like it a lot. And you like it too."

That's a statement. I can't even deny it because he knows I fucking enjoyed that kiss. But to be honest I don't know what to do. I'm not into guys, ok? I'm not gay, I don't do this stuff no matter if I just did it with a supernatural creature. He's still a man.

No, I can't like the kiss. I just think I like because he should have some kind of power he doesn't even know about. I'm not like this. I'm not!

He's looking at me with confidence. Sweet, pouty lips still smiling. Man, he's the sexiness alive.

"I need to learn better about this stuff. That was amazing. I feel like warm all over my body, like I want to kiss your entire body and not just your lips. Like I want to touch your body and hear again that noise you did while I was kissing you."

I need to make him stop his speech, it's making my dick even harder. Can't help but imagining his big hands all over me. His big thick body dominating me and… I look at the big bulge in his pants. Omg, this place feels like an oven. I'm burning.

"I have to go work."

That means: I have to escape as fast as I can or I will do something I will regret for sure. Plus, he's an angel. A fucking angel I am corrupting. God knows the consequences of this stupid thing between us.

"I know," He gently touches my chest, "Your heart is beating too fast so it's mine." He leads my hand to his chest and I can feel his heart beating so fast. I just close my eyes.

"See ya at night." I say in a whisper.

"Can't wait to see you again." His voice is deeper now.

…

What am I doing? I gave Roman too much rope and now he put it on his neck and wants to jump. Or maybe he put it on mine and I'm the one that will jump. I'm fixing an engine, all I can think is about that kiss. His lips felt so soft and sweet, and it was something quite different and better from every other kiss. Just a fucking kiss made all bother and sweaty and I was moaning. I was about to let him… I shook my head, I can't do that, I'm not like that. I'm letting Roman to do whatever he wants with me. He fucking kissed me and I did nothing about.

I realized some time ago that I just can't help it. He got me, he's fucking irresistible. I'm even happy working my ass off to keep him safe and buy things for him. I think of him as a part of my life in the long run. And even if this is really egoistical, I don't want him to go back to his world. His home now is with me. I don't know what I'll do.

I wash my hands because it's time to lunch. I'm going to the lunch area and there's a familiar face waiting for me.

"Deano!" Seth greets me with the happy face he has when he gets fucked for some guy he just knew.

I'm so confused and desperate and I know I need help. I need an advice and he's my best friend. But this is dangerous. Seth is a reliable friend, he would never deceive me. I need to talk about all this with him and figure out what's happening to me.

"Seth... Can we speak in the park near here?" I say pretending I'm not nervous.

But he gets my mood in the same moment and stops eating. He nods and we walked as fast as we can, we don't have really much time to speak. I can't just drop this bomb on him, so I try to soften the story and then I'm gonna invite him to my home and well, I let him know the rest of the story there. We sit together in a bench.

"This has something to do with you asking for more hours at work. Are you in need, Deano?" Seth is genuinely worried about me.

"Oh well, maybe but that's not the main problem."

The next half of an hour I told Seth about my weird relationship with a guy I found in the woods. I omitted the fact he's an angel, I just told him he lost his memories and he's the handsomest creature in the world. Seth looked at me with attention analyzing every word I just said to him. Yes, me, Dean Ambrose, the titty master, the man back in high school stopped talking to his best friend because he confessed he's gay, now was confessing himself being confused about his emotions and feelings for some man I don't even know who he is.

I rambled a lot about me not being gay. Me not feeling gay, me not feeling attracted by other men. It's just him…

Seth patiently listened to me, he never gave me a dirty look. He could brag about it, could even mock about my struggle, because maybe I deserved it, I abandoned him back in high school when he confessed his sexual orientation. Yet he just smiled tenderly at me. Reassuring me that everything will be fine, that I'm not a freak, that there's nothing bad about being confused and that he had the same struggle I'm having to admit my feelings. He told me he doesn't think I'm gay and I don't need to put a label on me. I am what I am and that's my business and only MY business. He wasn't judging me. He told me I have to follow what my heart is telling me and he will support me in whatever decision I take.

"You have training as a wrestler. If someone calls you a fag, I will pay the bail to take you out of jail when you beat the shit out of the bastards." Seth smiled.

I smiled back.

Seth obviously wants to meet Roman. I told him I will bring him home on Saturday. It will be good for Roman, too. Seth can help me take care of my angel, well if he survive the first impression. Not every day you see a creature like Roman.

I'll find the way to sort the obstacles and keep taking care of a creature that is more powerful than every other creature in this world. It doesn't matter how powerful he is, he's still a freak in this place and people will find a way to hurt him. He can't go outside. That's why I need to make his life as happy as I can, that's why I'm working so hard and that's why I have to forget about my dream to be a famous rich wrestler, I can't just abandon him.

This is my new life and I'm embracing it for all its worth. That's why I'm here, with a bag containing a new videogame for his xbox. I open the door, he's as always playing in my old tv. He just sees me and throws himself to me. I happily receive him. He stretches a little his gorgeous wings, he does that when he's truly happy.

"Wow, after the kiss I feel like I miss you even more, Dean." His voice is deeper than usual, that's so sexy.

And again he's kissing me. I finally admit to myself that I liked a lot the kiss we share in the morning. I finally admit I like Roman, I want Roman in my life. I want to kiss him, I want to explore this new feeling. I want everything he has to offer me… and I want to surrender to his dominance.

This is why I'm kissing him back. I deepen the kiss, a sexy wet kiss that makes the both of us moan nonstop. After my conversation with Seth, I just give up and surrender to this new feeling. Now, I'm enjoying the feeling of his lips, his tongue, his firm body against mine. Best kiss ever. Man, this is heaven, this handsome angel built a piece of heaven in my dumpster.

Finally Dean admitted his feelings. What do you think is happening next? Will Roman go back his world? Can they make a relationship work in the very weird circumstances surrounding them? Will Roman remember his past? Do you think there will be some kind of consequence for Roman's relationship with a human?

Let me know what you think. Thanks for the support. See you in the next chapter.