Note To Self

John Cena Ashley Massaro

Summary: Ashley Massaro is a rebel. Not only in WWE but also in real life. She's perfect with her life with her friends and with her boyfriend. But what will happen if she'll be included in an arranged marriage that her parents are planning to do? Nonetheless, the guy that'll be her fiancé is the one who she hates the most! What will happen in the relationship with her boyfriend? Pairings: it'll just come!

A/N: I don't own anyone from WWE. I own the OC's! 'Kay? If I do own John… okay… I'll stop! Let's just be at peace!

Chapter 4.

That next day, Ashley woke up peacefully. She was still wondering on who could be the person that'd give her the flowers. 'It's so peaceful today. Wonder what happened to Cena.' She smirked, walking in the bathroom. After that, she wore some yellow tank top, green short shorts and flip-flops. She went down in the dining room and saw her family eating breakfast. She smiled at her mother and kissed her father on the cheek.

"Morning." She kept grinning as she sat down.

"Someone here has a nice morning, huh?" Carol smiled at her.

"Yeah. I had a good night." Ashley simply nodded.

"Why? You fucked someone?" Jamie snorted.

"Shut up. Just found out something." She said dreamily.

"What is it?" John suddenly asked.

She looked at him. "What made you ask?" She raised an eyebrow.

"Nothing," he shrugged, "just confuse. Well, don't tell if you don't want."

"Well, I really don't know who… but someone dropped a bouquet of roses last night in front of the door. I just really don't know who is it but there was a card saying 'sorry' to me. I hope it was from someone who's going to treat me right." She sighed.

"Sweet! Who could it be?" Boog asked.

Ashley just shrugged. They didn't see it but John simply smiled about it.

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Later that night, Ashley and the others went out to party. But, John didn't come. He said that he would do something important and he would call Vince to ask for his upcoming storylines. When, they all got tired and all… by 1 in the morning, they all got home. Ashley opened her door and was shocked on what she saw.

There were red rose petals on her room and on the bed. The sweet aroma of rose filled her nose. And candles were lit everywhere. It was a nice feeling. Then, she saw another card on her bed. She gently took it and opened.

I know you haven't figured who I am. And I don't have a plan to tell you. That is until you forgive me. And also, I love you. I just want you to know that. It's weird but I can't take it anymore. Everyday I see you. And you lit up my day. Also, I know that you're tired tonight. So, I did this. I hope you like it.

'Who in the blue hell sent this? Can you just show up and let me know who are you? Oh well… this is perfect. I'm just tired as hell.' With that, she slumped on the bed.

"Whoever you may be, thank you." She thought aloud, not know that 'he' passed by her room.

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"At last! Away from my family!" Ashley sighed as they landed on the airport.

John and her were going back to work. And unfortunately for Ashley, she didn't get to see her boyfriend till next week or that was the thing she knew.

They hopped in the limo that was waiting for them. They were not really talking inside. And Ashley was confused. As far as she knew, John was an active and funny man. He's not the quiet and shy type. He's more like a joker man himself. And that was making her confused.

"What's up with you?" She questioned him.

John looked at her from the window.

"Don't mind me." He shrugged.

"Wait. Do you have a problem?" She suddenly asked.

"We're already here." He said, opening the door. "And to answer your question, Ms. Inquisitive person, all of us have our own problems." He added.

"Okay." She nodded. "But, that was weird." She muttered.

'I can't never have her. She'll always be with her damn fuckin' boyfriend. But, if she's happy with that, I accept it. Just going to make her happy through small things. Yeah. That'll be fine.' He thought and hopped in the elevator.

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After they both dropped their things in their hotel rooms, John and Ashley went to the arena. And when they already there, some of the superstars greeted them.

As they were walking, someone called Ashley causing her to stop. When she turned around, she happily saw the guy of her life. She ran to him and finally, she hopped to him. She pulled him to a kiss. A kiss that was too deep and too passionate. She was glad that she's with him again. He's just the person she needed.

Meanwhile, John saw the whole situation. Jealousy replaced his blood quickly and it was flowing now in his veins. 'I don't have to be jealous though. I don't own her. She's not mine. And she can't ever be. This is just wrong. But, it's crashing me deeply.' He thought, looking forward and left.

"I missed you." Ashley told him.

"I missed you too." He just smiled.

"I love you, Randy Orton." She smiled and kissed him.

"I love you too, Ashley Massaro." He said back in between kisses.

Ashley laughed and finally hopped out.

"I will see you later. I'll talk to Trish for a while." She told him, giving one last peck.

"Okay. You know where to find me, right?" He asked, looking at her.

"Yep." She nodded.

Randy laughed and let her go. So, she went to the Diva's locker room and quickly saw Trish reading a magazine. She smiled at the look of her best friend.

"Hey, Trish." She greeted.

Trish looked up, seeing her best friend. She quickly hopped up and ran to hug her.

"Ashley! Gosh! I missed you!" Trish squealed.

They both broke the hug and Ashley smiled.

"I missed you too, Trish." Ashley smiled at her.

"So, any news?" Trish raised an eyebrow.

"I have to tell you something." Ashley sighed, sitting on the couch.

"Spill." Trish nodded as she sat down on the couch as well.

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After Ashley told Trish the whole story on what happened to her break, Trish was just smiling. She knew that Randy wasn't the perfect one for Ashley. And it just happened that John was paired up with John. It was just the couple she wanted to see. And now, it was like coming true. It's not that she wanted Randy for herself. Hey! She had her Dave. But nonetheless, she's happy on what she'd heard.

"Why are you smiling? You're supposed to be mad with that, right?" Ashley asked, confused.

"Ash, you know I don't want Randy for you. He's a jackass. And sooner or later, he'll hurt you. Trust me, Ash. He'd hurt a lot of Divas here. And I don't want you to feel what they felt." Trish looked at her with a concerned face.

"Thanks, Trish. But, it's just that… I love Randy." Ashley looked down, fully knowing what Randy had done to the other girls.

"Look at me." Trish lifted her chin up. "I'm your sister here. And you know it. Ashley, when you love, you shouldn't make only your heart work. Make your mind work too. Those two are connected. And to top it all of, I've been in a lot of relationship here in WWE. And now, I got Dave. That's because I know that I will love him." She explained.

"Trish, I know that I love Randy." She defended but didn't shout.

"But, do you know if he loves you?"

That was where Ashley's guard broke down. Trish was right. She didn't even know if Randy 's serious bout her. And it just broke her heart to know that.

"Ashley, I'm sorry, 'kay? I just want the best for you." Trish apologized.

"It's fine, Trish. But, I just can't believe that of all people… you think that John is the best for me when we all can see that he hates me." Ashley breathed.

"Ash, have you heard of the saying 'the more you hate, the more you love'? That's what I think… John's doing."

"All of you say that!"

"It's what we can see."

"And it's not good. He can't like me."

"But, we all know he does."

"No, he doesn't!"

"He does, Ash. He does."

With that, Trish left her.

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Few days later, Randy was out. Ashley last saw him the day after she came back. And it was fine for her. He had to work too. But, she missed him.

Ashley and Trish were walking around the town. And it just happened that both of them landed their feet on the park. They bought their drinks and went to the playground. They started to talk about any topic and were laughing just then. After few moments, Trish saw two familiar figures. 'Randy and Stacy… so, the rumors are true.' She looked at Ashley who was sipping down her drink and looked up at her.

"What's up?" Ashley asked her.

"Let's leave." Trish said, standing up.

"Wait! I want to stay for a while." Ashley pouted.

"Fine. But, if you see something not nice… don't run away and leave me." Trish rolled her eyes.

"What are you talking about?" Ashley looked at her, raising her eyebrow.

"Yeah. I'll shut the fuck up." Trish shook her head.

Ashley looked around to see what Trish was talking about. 'What is she talking about? It's not John. It's not Randy. Damn it! What is she talking about? Damn it!' She was still looking around until she saw a figure. She saw Stacy Keibler eating Ice Cream. 'She's with someone… she's not with Randy… that's for sure.' She nodded at herself.

But, was shocked when she saw a man draped an arm on her shoulder. He was dressed in a casual shirt, pants and some shoes. That's how Randy dressed himself. But for Ashley, it was impossible for that man to be Randy Orton.

Then, the man pulled her into a kiss. When they broke it that was the time Ashley proved that it was Randy Keith Orton. Ashley dropped what she was holding. Her heart broke. Her soul crashed. It was like… she was thinking that it wasn't true. She was in another world. 'It's not true! This is not true! This will not be true! I hate this!' Ashley stood up.

"I told you not to run away." Trish stated.

"I need to go. Have something to do." Ashley said and finally, ran away.

She ran away, away from all people. She turned into directions she didn't even know. She just wanted to be away from all those people. Maybe in some point, Trish was right. Randy wasn't the one for her. But, she poured a lot of effort to love her. Why couldn't he appreciate it? She was there for him for all the time. And him, did he ever think that he wasn't there? Did he ever think about him saving from John? Ashley just screamed, knowing that she was alone in the place. Then, she was about to punch the wall in front of her but someone stopped her.

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