When I had finished talking Nessie laughed. I felt like crying.
"I knew you wouldn't believe me I just knew!" I shouted at her. With that the laughing ceased and I felt guilty.
"ClaireBear... I already knew. I thought you knew. I'm a half..." She said as though confessing a life long damnation.
"You're a half werewolf? Damnit! Why didn't you tell me Renesmee?" I said and she knew I was mad because I used her real name.
"Claire, listen, I'm not half wolf. I'm half vampire."
Vampire? What the fuck? How could that happen?
"Vampire? Uh huh, right." I said sarcastically.
She looked at me very seriously, giving me the 'I'm not bullshitting look'. Great, my best friend was the enemy of my other best friend, Quil. And I thought my life was simple.
"So… you're a werewolves enemy right?" I asked cautiously praying in my head that the answer would be 'no'.
"No I'm not. My family isn't either ClaireBear. We're the Cullen's. The good vampires. Only I'm a half." She smiled and I couldn't help but let out a little sigh of relief. This was good right? She would live forever and so would Quil… while I died.
"Tell me about werewolves and vampires." I said trying to get some information.
"Well… werewolves are children of the moon… on the reservation they're called shape shifters. The form of a wolf was just co-incidence. It could have been a panther or a mouse for all we know. The thing is though, we don't hunt humans. Other vampires do… and because of Jacob imprinting on me, well, the pack made a stronger alliance with us and now they can't kill us because of how Jake feels about me."
She said all these words and I didn't really take it in. Jake was her imprint. They were together. Does that mean I was suppose to be with Quil?
"What is imprinting?" I asked her quickly.
"Damnit ClaireBear, Quil never told you that either? Imprinting is like… true love at first site but stronger… and uhh. It can happen between a wolf and a baby. But before you be judge mental, the wolf becomes what ever the imprintee wants him to be. It can be a brother, a best friend, a protector…"
"So Quil wanted me to be with him. Were soul mates and I have a boyfriend. Shit Ness, why didn't he tell me?" I felt so awful that I hadn't realised it earlier.
"ClaireBear, listen, don't feel bad." Nessie said to me, "Do you want to go out tonight?" She asked with a smile.
"If its to Seattle sure! I can't be bothered with LA Push and the shitstorm that's headed my way." I explained to her.
"I'll tell my family to go hunting with out me then. I can live off human food and I had dinner today so I'm not hungry." Nessie said with a smile as she picked up her phone and talked to her dad.
Today had been horrible. I couldn't wait to go out with Nessie and have a bit of fun. I needed to decide on something. Would I be with Leon, my super amazing boyfriend, or Quil. The boy who had always been there for me, and, I gulped, My soul mate.