Chapter 4
suggested song for this chapter would be Young the Giant _God Made Man (love this band! )
originally I thought to go with Coldplay's Paradise but I think this is better :))
As to what Clary was expecting from Jace and his dancing skills was unclear, but clearly something different more extraordinary, if you were to count on his perfect music or looks but he just took her hand and slid his other hand around her waist and started to move just like any other person.
It felt like he was just prolonging his time to get as much of Clary as possible before she would just vanish from him again and leave him in the state of misery once again, alone to find his way through the darkness that seemed to suffocate him all the time he was not any way close to Clary.
Even the thought of this scared him how could Jace wayland feel this way towards anyone at all. Women come and go all the time not come and pierce his heart.
Shaking his head he looked at Clary's face and he felt his heart get heavier then it already was. She was looking at him with her emerald green eyes , waiting for him to lead the way. The rest of the universe was lost for them both, nobody but they existed at that moment
And Jace started to move spinning and twirling Clary in graceful, elegant steps holding her close to his body so much so that they become one somewhere in the middle of the dance. Clary's dress shuffling with them and creating a beautiful shield between the two and the rest of the world.
After few moments of graceful ball room dancing Jace slowed down the pace started to mumble a melody under his breath.
"What are you humming?'' asked Clary curious,out of breath.
Jace hold her eyes opened his mouth and sang the song while still holding Clary's body to his melding them together. Wishing for the moment to last.
"you never know the wake of your crime
but when all the gates have closed and you're tired
you stand a while by the fire and it burns bright
a while, while sit quiet
inside your soul
your eyes open up
to the silent, through the silence
far, far from here
I never know the state that you're in
but it's obvious your climbin' in your skin
but I know i will walk across
when inside feels right
inside your soul
your eyes open up
to the silent, through the silence
cause i want you to know that I don't (God made man and his reasons)
cause I want you to know that I don't (God made man and his reasons)
cause i want you to know that I don't (God made man and his reasons)
cause I want you to know that I don't (God made man and his reasons) ''
While singing the song for her his eyes never left hers telling here so much with the song. Telling her everything about his feelings and that she could trust him even if that surprised him.
"I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night . But deep in my heart I truly know you are the one that I love and I cant let you go now I got you in my arms." (this is not me I took it from a picture of holding hands. I kind of like it :P )
"Promise me that you will never let me go? " said Clary through her tear filled eyes wishing so much that she could just trust him and let her self feel " i can't deal with someone breaking my heart again " she said while blushing furiusly
"I promise you that I will hold on to you for rest of my life because, funny how it is, I cant breath without you or keep my mind together. I love you. "
" I love you too " whispered Clary. She could not do anything else before Jaces lips were on hers sweet and loving just like the first real kiss should have been. Full of emotions and all sorts of hope for the future.
Thanks everyone who reviewed the story and i hope the ending was not to disappointing:))
Here now I am never going to make any promises about updating anything in my life. I am convinced that my school is trying to kill me and we have this huge battle going on at this moment with three more exams this week. And what do I do? Choose this moment to finish this story! what a wise decision to make I want someone to pat my back XD