**an hour later
After really thinking over what Randy thought his options were, and what I was willing to do, I had made a decision.
"hey Randy, love?"
"yeah John?"
"come sit with me. Let's talk."
"yes sir,"
"so, I've been thinking and I know you need something to get rid of the guilt and I will get you that but I feel like you may be rushing into this, letting the guilt fuel you, so what I want to do is wait until we get back to our house. I know that's not for another 4 days but it will give you enough time to really reflect on everything and decide if you do want this. Also, until we get home I will be making the protocol much stricter until that point." He nodded. "that means asking permission for everything except work related business, but I do want to know what you're doing. If I give an order it is to be done immediately. When I have not given an order and you have nothing work related to deal with you will be kneeling or standing in perfect position. It will give you plenty of times to think about what you want to do regarding relieving your guilt. This also means I will punish for any and all broken rules during this point; however, since you are debating your own punishment already, I will be keeping track of infractions and they will be dealt with at home, after the first."
"yes master,"
"did I give you permission to speak?" I asked, eyebrows raised, daring him to answer. He lowered his head. "answer,"
"No Master. I'm sorry. May I speak?" yes "with respect, can you define asking for everything?"
"I mean everything. When and what you eat and drink. When you shower. When and for how long you sleep. When you use the restroom. When you use your phone and computer. What you wear. I really do mean everything you do for the next 4 days. The only exception is work. Your phone rings and it's Vince or Hunter, you can answer, otherwise show me and I will use my best discretion. When we are at the arena or media events, outside of the locker room, you can do whatever you want, as normal, I won't control you there as per our contract. Inside the locker room you are still under my control but I will loosen up the rules for that time because I understand you have a specific way you do things and a specific ritual you do to get in the right mindset for your matches. I won't mess with that, but you will still behave. You can respond."
"Okay Master, I understand. I will try to be good for you. Can I go take a real shower now? Arena showers just don't cut it."
"I thought we were going to relax in the tub for a while? You can try to rinse off one more time while I fill it up but then I want you in there with me. I will give you a nice massage while we soak then after, on the bed, you will give me one. Then it will be time for bed. We will begin with the strict protocol in the morning, but you still need to behave tonight."
"yes sir,"
"come here pet," he scooted closer to me, I grabbed his neck and pulled him in for a hard, demanding kiss. "mmm, so good baby! Okay, if you're going to shower first you should do that. I will set the tub. You have until its finished to join me." Yes sir, I'll be quick. "good pet." We both got up, him hopping in the shower to try to get more of the oil off and me to start filling the tub.
True to his word, Ran was out by the time I had finished filling the tub. "Finished sir," he said, turning off the shower
"wonderful, the tub is almost finished." A minute or so later it was full and I turned it off. "care to strip me babe," always. *randy strips him slowly, admiring his body as he removes shoes and socks, pants, underwear, and lastly his shirt. Finished, he kneeled down, waiting on his next order.
"Okay, help me in then you may join. Sit with your back to me and lay back on my chest." Yes sir.
**small talk while John gives Randy a massage. (permission given to speak freely)
**30 minutes later
"Okay my love, how do you feel?" asking about the massage, not his guilty conscious.
"so relaxed, feels so good…"
"I'm glad. I think we should get out, I'm sure we're both exhausted."
"that's for sure! Thank you for my massage Master, I don't know if I would've been able to move tomorrow!"
"you are so welcome Ran. Okay I am going to get out, dry off and go lay in the bed. You can tend to draining the tub, drying off, and then come join me."
"okay, can I have a kiss before you get out?"
"of course my love, turn around for me," he did, kneeling facing me as that was really the only way we could both fit facing each other. "My beautiful pet, my love, I love you so much, please remember that. I know these next few days will be really hard but know that they only serve to make us stronger, right?"
"yes my Master,"
"good boy, come here," he leaned forward as I grabbed his face between my hands, kissing his soft and slow, continuing until we ran out of air. "so perfect," I gave one more quick peck to his lips before gently pushing him away and standing up, getting out of the tub and going to lay down. I could hear Randy draining the tub and knew he would be in soon. He entered the bedroom a few minutes later, coming to my side of the bed and kneeled. I knew it was because I had said to join me but I didn't specify if that was the room or on the bed with me. This is generally reserved for when we do use the stricter protocols but I won't say anything. I know he is just trying to get in the right mindset so that we don't go from one extreme of being relaxed to the other in the morning. We only had to go through that once to realize that there needed to be a window of time for him to mentally prepare, otherwise there was more than a couple instances of disobedience. "good pet. Please join me on the bed." He happily agreed.
"permission to speak Master,"
"granted,"
"may I give you your massage now? What area are you sore the most? I can focus on that then give you a full body in the morning if you would like?"
"yes you can give me a massage. As for where, I think if you focus on my back and shoulders, that would be fine! And although I never turn down your massages, we both have Make A Wish in the morning so that one will have to wait for now, although I really do appreciate it love!"
"yes sir. Roll over for me?" I did. *randy giving massage (moans/ feels good/ etc.) "how does that feel master? I think I got the knot out from your shoulder."
"it felt amazing randy. I am so relaxed and I'm sure I will be asleep in a few minutes."
"I am glad John. Do you want me to keep going or are you ready for bed?"
"I think its time for bed. Your magic fingers did an excellent job. Please remember to set your alarm for 7am, we need to be at there by 9am."
"of course hun. Good night my Johnny."
"good night randy, I love you so much." With that both met fell asleep, not waking until the alarm the next morning.