Thanx guyz all ur gr8 reviews. The next few rimes I continue this story it
may take a little time. Since summer started, June is jammed-packed for me,
so it may take a little while, but I promise I'll keep going if y'all want
me 2!!
It was the end of the year swim party at the Gordon's house and every junior was there, including Miranda, all having a great time. Miranda's doctors told her she shouldn't swim, but could still hang out and talk to people. She was getting all sorts of questions about her condition, and answered most of them calmly and cool.
The McGuire family was also at the party for supervision. Matt, being the freshman he was, was running around crazy and trying to be all cool. He had also been there for Miranda. Being her former boyfriend, he still really cared about her and helped her a lot.
Miranda, Lizzie, Gordo, and Kate were all talking when Miranda suddenly had a wave of pain that shot through her head. She tried to hide it, but it was so painful that she left the group and went inside. Matt had noticed her walking in and decided to follow her.
When he got, he couldn't find her. He walked through the house until he heard a thump from the bathroom. He knocked on the door but there was no answer. He opened the door very slowly and walked in. There sat Miranda on the floor in pain. Matt ran over to her and held her.
"I'll go get help!"
Miranda stopped him and said,
"Nono, please, stay here with me. This is normal and I have medicine, it just needs to kick in."
"No, you need help!"
Miranda took his hand and said, "Matt no, I'm fine really, just please, stay here with me."
Reluctantly, Matt stayed, holding Miranda in his arms and kissing her on the forehead. He knew that she knew that he still cared for her deeply, and he was surprised that she was letting him hold her and kiss her.
After 10 minutes had passed, the pain still hadn't gone away. Miranda was hurting even worse. Finally, she screamed out,
"Why is this happening to me Matt?! Why did God let this happen to me?! I HATE THIS!"
Miranda sobbed in Matt's arms and he just held her close.
"Miranda, maybe God has a plan for you."
"How can this be a plan? Why did he put me here if I was going to have so much pain?!"
Matt wasn't very religious and he knew Miranda was Catholic, so he tried to give the best answer he could, and he did.
"Miranda, if he didn't put you here, so many things would've been different. Without you, I know Lizzie could have never made it through some of the crap she's been through. Without you, you're parents may have wound up with some drug-using boy instead of a wonderful, beautiful daughter."
Miranda giggled as Matt continued,
"And. without you, I would have never known what true love is. Miranda, you're the best thing to have ever happened to me. And, whatever happened to us in the past, I'm sorry for being such a jerk and losing you. I was stupid to give you up. You are the one for me, and I love you"
Miranda looked up to Matt with tears in her eyes, reached up, and kissed him softly on the lips.
"I love you too."
After she pulled away, Matt just sat there amazed and said, "Wow."
After a few minutes, Matt said,
"Why haven't you told Lizzie and Gordo how you really feel? Lizzie cries almost every night because she thinks that you don't care if you live or not. She thinks that nothing is worth living for to you, even her or Gordo. Why don't you tell her how scared you really are?"
Miranda hung her head and quietly said,
"She really does think that?"
Matt nodded and replied, "Yeah, and I'm sure Gordo and everyone else does the same thing."
"The truth is Matt, I'm scared. I scared at what it'll be like when I die, and I'm scared to leave Lizzie and Gordo behind. I can't imagine going anywhere, even heaven, without them."
Matt kissed her on the forehead and said, "Miranda, maybe I'm not the one you should be saying this to. You need to tell them."
They smiled at each other and held each other. The, all of the sudden, Miranda, shouted out in a wave of pain. Matt looked at her and said,
I'm gonna get help!"
Matt ran outside to the party and shouted,
"HELP! HELP! MIRANDA NEEDS HELP!"
Lizzie and Gordo were the first to take off to help their friend.
It was the end of the year swim party at the Gordon's house and every junior was there, including Miranda, all having a great time. Miranda's doctors told her she shouldn't swim, but could still hang out and talk to people. She was getting all sorts of questions about her condition, and answered most of them calmly and cool.
The McGuire family was also at the party for supervision. Matt, being the freshman he was, was running around crazy and trying to be all cool. He had also been there for Miranda. Being her former boyfriend, he still really cared about her and helped her a lot.
Miranda, Lizzie, Gordo, and Kate were all talking when Miranda suddenly had a wave of pain that shot through her head. She tried to hide it, but it was so painful that she left the group and went inside. Matt had noticed her walking in and decided to follow her.
When he got, he couldn't find her. He walked through the house until he heard a thump from the bathroom. He knocked on the door but there was no answer. He opened the door very slowly and walked in. There sat Miranda on the floor in pain. Matt ran over to her and held her.
"I'll go get help!"
Miranda stopped him and said,
"Nono, please, stay here with me. This is normal and I have medicine, it just needs to kick in."
"No, you need help!"
Miranda took his hand and said, "Matt no, I'm fine really, just please, stay here with me."
Reluctantly, Matt stayed, holding Miranda in his arms and kissing her on the forehead. He knew that she knew that he still cared for her deeply, and he was surprised that she was letting him hold her and kiss her.
After 10 minutes had passed, the pain still hadn't gone away. Miranda was hurting even worse. Finally, she screamed out,
"Why is this happening to me Matt?! Why did God let this happen to me?! I HATE THIS!"
Miranda sobbed in Matt's arms and he just held her close.
"Miranda, maybe God has a plan for you."
"How can this be a plan? Why did he put me here if I was going to have so much pain?!"
Matt wasn't very religious and he knew Miranda was Catholic, so he tried to give the best answer he could, and he did.
"Miranda, if he didn't put you here, so many things would've been different. Without you, I know Lizzie could have never made it through some of the crap she's been through. Without you, you're parents may have wound up with some drug-using boy instead of a wonderful, beautiful daughter."
Miranda giggled as Matt continued,
"And. without you, I would have never known what true love is. Miranda, you're the best thing to have ever happened to me. And, whatever happened to us in the past, I'm sorry for being such a jerk and losing you. I was stupid to give you up. You are the one for me, and I love you"
Miranda looked up to Matt with tears in her eyes, reached up, and kissed him softly on the lips.
"I love you too."
After she pulled away, Matt just sat there amazed and said, "Wow."
After a few minutes, Matt said,
"Why haven't you told Lizzie and Gordo how you really feel? Lizzie cries almost every night because she thinks that you don't care if you live or not. She thinks that nothing is worth living for to you, even her or Gordo. Why don't you tell her how scared you really are?"
Miranda hung her head and quietly said,
"She really does think that?"
Matt nodded and replied, "Yeah, and I'm sure Gordo and everyone else does the same thing."
"The truth is Matt, I'm scared. I scared at what it'll be like when I die, and I'm scared to leave Lizzie and Gordo behind. I can't imagine going anywhere, even heaven, without them."
Matt kissed her on the forehead and said, "Miranda, maybe I'm not the one you should be saying this to. You need to tell them."
They smiled at each other and held each other. The, all of the sudden, Miranda, shouted out in a wave of pain. Matt looked at her and said,
I'm gonna get help!"
Matt ran outside to the party and shouted,
"HELP! HELP! MIRANDA NEEDS HELP!"
Lizzie and Gordo were the first to take off to help their friend.