Book One: Searching.

A/N: YO~! Dun know what too say, other than that I'm sorry that I haven't updated in a while DX! lol...

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Disclaimer: Whaaaaat? Me own Harry Potter? Yeah right XD! I will nevar own HP! JKR will always own it!

Chapter 4.

Unknown Area; November 1st 1981.

Peter Pettigrew felt warm tears cascading down his cheeks.

He wished that he didn't have to do this... But he had too... He had kidnapped Harry, kidnapped him, and it was him who had sold Lily and James out... But, what else was he supposed to do? Was he supposed to not to tell the dark lord where James and Lily were, and let himself be killed?

'It's what they would do for you.' A voice said inside his head.

His breath caught in his throat.

"Nooo," He moaned lowly. "Please... Don't..."

'And I bet they thought that you would of done the same for them. But it looks like they were wrong. After all, they were fools to trust you. Everyone is a fool if they trust a rat.' said the voice, ignoring his request.

"Stop... stop it. Please." He begged.

'No, I will not stop, Peter. They trusted you, they were your friends, they cared for you. And you, you sold them out like they were something that could be replaced. But, human lives are nothing that you can replace, Peter.' the voice said, before disapearing from Peter's mindset.

Peter felt himself curl up in a ball on the floor.

He didn't know how much time had passed, but when a loud cry broke him out of this state, the sun was already in the sky.

It was morning.

Getting up, Peter had moved to find the child.

Where was Harry? He couldn't even remember.

As he got to his feet, the cries got distinctly louder, and he found Harry laying on a pile of dirty rags, the baby only covered in a blue blanket and the baby clothes that he had been wearing the night before...

Harry looked up to Peter, his emerald eyes glossed over with tears, and Peter felt another pang of guilt strike him.

Peter colasped in a ball once more, and looked away from Harry.

He couldn't help but feel guilty.

He was going to ruin this childs' life even more from here on out.

Hagrid's Hut; November 1st, 1981.

Sirius rubbed a hand over his sore eyes.

Maybe last night was all a dream?

Maybe James and Lily were alive, and Harry was happy and in their arms? Maybe Peter wasn't a traitor? Maybe he would go to Godric's Hallow today, and James would cheer him up and Lily would give him some tea, and Harry would come around on his toy broomstick, screaming "Padfo! Padfo!" once he saw Sirius.

But, knowing his luck, Sirius knew that it wouldn't be a dream, and James would never, ever cheer him up again... James... His brother, was... gone. He was really gone...

Feeling tears sprig up in his eyes, he hardly heard the grunt that Hagrid gave.

"'irius? Yeh up? Yeh remember what Professor Dumbledore said, right? Yeh're not alowed to be out of mine's or his sight."

"Hagrid?" Sirius said, before remembering the rest of last night's events.

After swearing that he would get Harry back, Dumbledore had told Sirius that he wouldn't let Sirius leave Hogwarts grounds for the time being, for reasons.

And Sirius automatically knew that Dumbledore hadn't wanted Sirius to make a mistake and to go kill the traitor.

Sirius couldn't help but be shocked at how Dumbledore knew what he was going to do... And Dumbledore had convinced him, saying that they had to find Harry, and once they did, Harry would be sent to live with Sirius.

"Yeh alright Sirius?" Hagrid grunted.

Sirius looked at Hagrid incredulously. Did, did Hagrid really expect Sirius to be okay after two of his best friends died, another one was a traitor, and his godson was kidnapped by said traitor? And...

Sirius' eyes widened.

"Hagrid? Can you take me to Dumbledore? Please?" Sirius said suddenly, making Hagrid jump back with a loud sound.

"Well, Professor Dubbledore's busy, and what do yeh need to ask?" Hagrid asked, he said it in a hurt tone, like he wanted to take Sirius right to Dumbledore.

"Remus. When can I see Remus?"

A/N: Blah... Truth is, I wrote this chapter, but my friend Usuilove21 like, gave it a nose-job... It was very different... And I blame her for something though. She got me addicted too the, "A Very Potter Musical" soundtrack... I can't stop listen to it DX!

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