Disclaimer: I don't own Glee, if I did Kurt and Blaine would be getting together within the next two or three episodes.
There weren't many Kurt and Blaine stories out there. I thought they needed one. They should have gotten together after 'When I Get You Alone' but they didn't. But in my mind, they did. This is how I wished it would happen :)
This story is dedicated to: Rachel, my friend who inspired me all throughout and helped me make sure it stayed true to the characters.
Blaine's point of view again.
Text messages are in italics.
That next morning I knew Nick had Free Period the same time I did. I knew Kurt had it as well, but I made it a point to catch Nick before Kurt. I saw Nick walking down the hall. Taking hold of Nick's arm I dragged him down the hall to the deserted end. Dropping his arm forcefully I crossed my arms across my chest, "What the fuck do you think you're doing?"
"What do you mean?" Nick asked looking at me confused.
"You're dating Kurt. He's mine! He's fucking mine!" I shouted at him.
Nick looked at me with his head tilted to the side, "Oh so you like him then?"
"YES! I do, I really do. And you're in my fucking way. Back the fuck off!" I was fed up, so incredibly fed up with all of this.
Kurt was mine, and I was going to make sure it ended up that way.
"No, I'm not going to stop dating him, do you want to know why?" He asked leaning close to me.
I pushed him back a few inches, "Why is that you piece of shit?"
"I love him. I love Kurt!"
Just looking at Nick I wanted to beat the living shit out of him. Kurt was mine, he was, and I wasn't at all happy with this situation. How did Nick love him? They hadn't even been together for a week. How the fuck was this possible? I wanted nothing more than to just punch him right then and there. At the moment, I was on the verge of doing it.
"No you don't! Take it back or I swear I'll punch you!"
"I'm not taking it back! I love Kurt! I love him so much!"
I couldn't take it. I whipped my hand up, closed my fist and punched Nick square in the nose. Hearing a noise similar to a crack I freaked out. He moved his hands away from his nose and I saw the blood. I had caused his nose to break and to bleed. My hands were immediately over my mouth, shocked.
Taking them down for a short moment I tried to apologize, "Oh my! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to! I'm so sorry!"
"You did mean it! FUCK YOU BLAINE!" He shouted at me as he ran away probably down to the nurse to get his bloody nose fixed.
As I watched Nick run away from me I couldn't wrap my head around what I had just done. I, Blaine Anderson, had just punched someone. And not to mention, it was someone Kurt seemed to care about. I couldn't even fathom what he'd say or do to me when he found out. Would he disown me as a friend? Would he ever even be mine? I was so afraid.
There was a part of me that didn't want to tell Kurt, but I knew that it was the right thing to do. I had to talk to Kurt, I had to explain, it was all I could do. Not even knowing where he was I pulled my phone out of my pocket and sent Kurt a text message, Meet me in the study lounge, I have to tell you something.
Almost immediately I received a text back, Okay :]
Smiling at the little smiley face he had sent back with his response made me feel better. As I shut my phone I headed down to the study lounge hoping just seriously hoping that Kurt wouldn't be mad at me for punching Nick. I mean I didn't mean it. It just sort of happened. He was pissing me off. I got jealous and I had to act. I couldn't just stand there and let him tell me that he loved my man.
Yes, Kurt was mine, he really was. I realised this now. I had fallen for him, I really had. And I wanted him to know; I really did want him to be my first boyfriend. It would be something special the two of us shared. As I sat down in a couch in the study lounge I wondered what would happen when Kurt walked in the door. Would I swoon and giggle or would I remain calm?
That door opened to Kurt walking in. He sat down in the couch across from me, trying to remain calm, "Hey, what's up Blaine?"
I wasn't sure how to tell him. Sighing I ran my hand through my hair, "Kurt? I did something bad."
"Bad? Like what?"
"Really bad, if anyone found out I'd get in trouble. Please don't tell anyone okay?" I asked quite worried.
"Blaine, it's okay. What did you do?"
How was I supposed to word this correctly? I didn't want him to be mad. He liked Nick, I know he did, "I punched Nick."
Kurt looked at me, just silent. I bit my lip and my legs started to quiver. I was so nervous he was going to never talk to me again. My poor little heart couldn't handle this. He was still silent, just looking at me, expressionless, "Kurt, say something please."
"Why? Why'd you do it?"
"I just don't like Nick."
Looking at me confused Kurt didn't like my answer, "Why? Why do you care so much Blaine?"
"You're my friend Kurt, I just want you to be happy. And I don't think he can make you happy."
Kurt sighed and stood up from the couch, looked at me and turned to leave, "I am happy Blaine, I am and if you don't like it, do something about it. Tell me how you feel, just tell me why you care so much."
"I just care okay?" I said as I saw Kurt nod and leave the room.
That did not go as well as I had planned. I wanted Kurt to say he was going to dump Nick and come crawling over to me. But no, of course to me, Blaine Anderson, things like this never happened. I was never so lucky. At this moment there was only one person I could talk to, only one person who knew me better than anyone else, my angel.
I left the study room and made my way up back to my room as I pulled my phone out of my pocket. Pushing one I let it speed dial. Holding the phone to my ear I waited patiently as the phone rang. As I slowly walked down the hall I saw Kurt with Nick. They were holding hands and laughing with each other. I was fed up.
Leaning up against the banister I watched them walk down and crossed one of my legs over the other as the phone finally stopped ringing with the person on the other end answering, "Blaine, are you okay?"
"No, I'm not. I need you right now, I don't know what to do and I need my angel."
"You're okay, you're going to be okay Blaine."
"No! You've got to help me. Come here, come now please."
The person on the phone sighed, "Give me ten minutes honey. I love you."
"You love me? No, I love you my angel." I said ending the call with a grand smile on my face.
I looked up to find Kurt standing in front of me with his arms crossed over his chest. He was shaking his head at me and from what I could sense was genuinely hurt, "You're so confusing. First you act like you seriously care about me and then you go tell some person that you love them, someone you call your angel."
"Calm down Kurt, it's not what you think." I tried to explain.
"You said you've never had a boyfriend, you better not fucking have a girlfriend. I swear if you're bi, I… I just…"
"So what if I do? You jealous?" I said smirking and crossing my arms over my chest as he did.
"Maybe."
I pursed my lips and looked directly into his eyes, "Her name's Victoria, she's gorgeous and I love her."
Kurt looked at me, expressionless. He honestly looked like he was about to cry. Just as he was going to rush away the front door of the school opened up. Standing at the door was a girl with long wavy brown hair and hazel eyes. My face lit up at the sight of her. Running over I hug attacked her holding on tight. She merely laughed and hugged me back, lifting me up and spinning me around with her.
"TORI! You're here!" I squealed.
She merely laughed, "You're so cute Blaine, you asked me to come."
"I know, but it's just so good. I missed you."
"I missed you too, so what's got you so bugged?" She asked.
I took her by the hand and dragged her up the stairs to my room, glancing down at Kurt for a moment. All he could do was stare at me, shocked. Just as we were about to ascend the final steps I could have sworn I saw a tear fall from Kurt's face. My head fell and I dropped Tori's hand from mine, quickly rushing down the stairs.
Looking into Kurt's eyes I reached up and wiped his tear away, "She's my sister Kurt. Just take a look at her, she looks exactly like me."
I saw him glance up at her and look down at me, letting his head fall, "I'm sorry, I didn't know."
"Don't worry about it hun, it's okay."
Kurt let out a small smile as he watched me go back up the stairs and around the corner with Tori. When I let her into my room and we sat down onto my bed she looked at me with the biggest smile I had ever seen, "What's going on Victoria Walker?"
"Well I had without a doubt, the most amazing two weeks of my life. We went to Rio. Oh my goodness Blaine, it was perfectly wonderful. I've never seen a better place and the water was so beautiful."
I grinned one of the biggest grins I had ever had. My older sister had married one of the best people I had ever known in my life, Ben Walker. He was always so nice and supportive of me. In fact he sometimes would sit and watch cheesy movies and comment on the men with me. I had to admit it was really weird but it was a good thing. I knew though that without a doubt he was straight, he loved my sister more than anything.
But he was so great for her, he was absolutely perfect, an architect and built some of the most beautiful buildings I had ever seen. When he proposed I knew my sister was in good hands, and I had never seen her so happy, "So Ben is treating you well?"
"Oh you have no idea! I feel like a princess with him." She explained.
Just looking at her I knew something wasn't right. There was something else she was holding back. My sister had a little secret. Leaning towards her I took her hands in mine and smirked lightly, "Tori, what else is going on?"
"What are you talking about Blaine?" She asked looking away from me.
"Tori has a secret, and she's not telling her incredibly awesome brother."
She looked up at me, beaming. The only other time I'd seen her even remotely this happy was when she married Ben. Something was happening. And it was big and I mean really big. I kind of had a sense of what it was. There were only a few really big things that it could be.
"I'm pregnant." She said softly.
My jaw dropped to the floor, and my eyes widened bigger than they ever had, "Oh my goodness, you're pregnant, this is so incredibly awesome. I'm so happy you!"
I quite literally squealed. She jokingly covered her ears before bouncing up and down lightly and slowly. This was definitely good news. I had always wanted a little niece or nephew and when Tori got married I knew there was hope. This made me almost ecstatic. Laughing at me Tori smiled again, "The baby is due in November and you HAVE to be there, and I was kind of hoping that you know maybe you could bring your boyfriend along."
"My who? I don't have a boyfriend Tori." I said looking at her really confused.
If she was referring to Kurt she was really confused, because we were not together. As much as I had wanted to be, we weren't But one day it would happen, I just wasn't sure when. I kind of seriously hoped that it would be before November. And by the way things seemed to be going, I was hoping it would be before the end of this week was over.
"That boy who's tears you wiped, he's your boyfriend right?"
"Kurt Hummel?" I asked as I could feel my heart quicken and a smile grow across my face.
"Yes, Kurt, aww, that's so cute. You guys are adorable together."
I shook my head, "No, he's not my boyfriend."
"But you want him really bad don't you? I can see it. It's the way you look at him. I think you should just tell him that you like him."
Nodding, I knew she was correct. She looked at me and bounced up and down, "I got it! You should hug him! Hug him and tell him how you feel. Yes, this is good. Do it! I want to hear you did."
Once again I nodded. She stood up and hugged me, smiling, "I have to go, but call me later okay?"
"Definitely, I love you my angel!"
Tori laughed, "I love you Blaine."
She left the room and left me sitting there. But she was right, as always. I really should have just told Kurt already. The next chance I had I was going to hug Kurt and explain to him just how I felt. I really honestly cared about him and the next chance I got he was going to know. Kurt Hummel was going to know that I, Blaine Anderson, had a monster crush on him.
Oh shit. Did I just admit that? I let my body fall back onto my bed. Looking up at the ceiling I started counting the spots on it as I wrapped my head around what I had just said. Yes I did and I was now going to say it out loud because I knew no one else was listening, "Kurt Hummel, I like you, I like you more than a friend and I want to be your boyfriend."
YES! I grinned like a little kid and I knew I was whipped. There was one thing I thought of to do, just one. Pulling my phone out of my pocket and went to the messages. I sent a simple message to Kurt, hoping he'd get it, hoping he'd understand or even care, you make me :D
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The next day at practice Kurt was looking more and more wonderful. Every time I looked up at him the more and more I wanted to hug him. Smirking at him, I let him know I was enjoying it. Smiling, I let him know how happy he made me. And when he noticed, he blushed.
The smile on my lips should have been obvious enough that I was enjoying Kurt's blush. But who wouldn't? It was the perfect shade of red, strawberry. I wanted to kiss those cheeks and hug that perfect body.
We were taking a bathroom break so I fell back down into the couch right behind me. From where I was sitting I could both see and hear Kurt very clearly. He had his body turned towards Nick fiddling with his hands. Looking up into Kurt's eyes Nick blushed, "I love you Kurt."
My jaw dropped and my eyes widened. Did I hear what I just thought I heard? Did he say it again? He said it to Kurt this time. Oh shit, I was done for. I was. All of my chances with Kurt were done for; it was over. Over, I say! I stopped freaking out and tried to lean in towards them slowly and inconspicuously so they wouldn't know.
"I adore you Nick." Kurt said with one of his adorable killer smiles.
I could feel my heart sink into my chest. This was not okay. After everything I had been through that was a bit much. Letting my heart sink my body it fell back into the couch. It felt like I was literally sinking down deeper and deeper into the couch. I kept my eye on Kurt, just in case. He stood up, and started practicing his solo once again. Nick merely smiled.
Kurt sounded incredible. It was even better this time. I wasn't sure if it was because I realized that I had fallen for him, whatever it was I had to seriously do something this time. I stood up, grabbed Kurt's hand and pulled him towards me into a hug. Holding on tight I whispered in his ear, "E is even more than anyone you adore can love."
Pulling away from the hug I smirked at him and sat back down just as the rest of the Warblers came back in for practice. Kurt had turned strawberry red once again, and was grinning like a little kid. Success. He was mine.
Awww! It's the E from LOVE! :D Gasp what now?
Kurt's point of view in the next chapter.
-xActDanceWritex