Hey guys!!!!! I am sorry it took me so long to put this chapter up. I hope you like this chapter, it has more of Jacob and Renesmee. This chapter is important you get the idea where Edward's overreaction came from. You get to see into Nessie's life before moving to forks. Her life is sort of dark. The reason why I made her be such a dark character is because she grew up without Jacob. Jacob is suppose to this light who takes her out of the darkness. I hope you like it though. Review to let me know what you think. PLEASE REVIEW. REVIEWS Make me happy. The more review I have the more I am encourage to write. SO please review with cherries on top. Thank-you for reading....

He came closer to me and I couldn't help but smile. "Jacob" I said softly. I tried to memorize every feature on his beautiful Carmel skin. His beautiful silky black cropped hair.

"Nessie, I haven't seen you in such a long time" He said pulling me into a warm embrace. Being in his arms felt wonderful, it felt like I belong there, home.

"I know I haven't been well lately" I said honestly and I pulled away from him. I never miss anyone like I missed him.

"What are you doing here?" I said looking at him and I couldn't help but chuckle at the face that he became nervous.

"I should be asking you that. Aren't you supposed to be in school?" he said curiously and arched an eyebrow towards me.

I got nervous because I was supposed to be in school. But I couldn't be in that stupid school, where people hated me.

"You said it, suppose to be" I said looking down nervously. "What's wrong honey?" he said stroking my cheek. I looked up at him; I felt that I loved him. Why did I love this stranger? I didn't even know him but I knew that I would die if I couldn't be near him. "Whats wrong with me?"

I felt my heartbeat pick up every time that he touch me. "Nothing, just being the new kid sucks" I said truthfully. As I remember what I found out about my parents. My parents hate me and were forced to love me.

"Things could get better Ness, is that the reason why you ditched school?" He asked curiously. I looked up at his beautiful dark brown eyes and I saw a wave of concern in his eyes.

"Yes" I said. Then I came into realization that I hated my life at the moment. I hate the school. I hate being with liars I have as parents. I felt lonely and lost. I was just overwhelmed with negative feelings.

I felt tears become present in my eyes and I quickly looked away. I hate when people see me crying. I don't want to be them to consider me as a weak.

I pulled away and looked away. "I have to go Jacob" I said wiping the tears away. "Renesmee you can trust me, I am good listener" He said with a sweet voice.

I looked up and I knew he was sincere. Though I wanted to trust him, but I couldn't. I don't trust people easily. I barely knew him. The only thing I knew about him is his name and that he was my mom's childhood best friend.

Other than that there was nothing. How could I trust someone I barley know? "Jacob, I know you are sincere but I barley know you" I said honestly.

"I know its me being complicated but I have hard time trusting people" I said truthfully.

"I hope you don't get offend" I said touching his cheek.

"No, Its understandable Ness, we barely know each other. Though I like the chance to know you so how about it do you want to go eat lunch somewhere" He said with a smile on his face.

If he would always smile like that I couldn't deny him anything. I just nodded my head. "I would like that" I said with a goofy grin in my face.

"Well, where do you want to go eat?" he said with a grin on his face too

"I don't mind, anywhere is fine by me" I said shrugging my shoulder.

"Well there is a diner up the road, we could go there" he suggested. I just nodded and I put the books I brought in the car. We walked to the diner.

"What would you like to eat?" said the waitress looking at Jacob. I couldn't help but to feel jealousy because of the way the waitress was eyeing him.

I knew I was being irrational. Jacob and I were barley friends and I was being jealous. I was never the jealous type. I never got Jealous with Jason.

Jacob orders his food and then the waitress asked me what I wanted to eat with less enthusiasm. "Just a chicken salad for me" I said

"That's all?" He asked me

I looked at him and he looked at me curiously. "That's all?" I repeated his words. I didn't know what he was referring to when he said that.

"Just a salad? I thought you would have some junk food honestly. Isn't that what teenagers into these days. " He rephrased himself. As he said that it reminded me of when I was 14. I called that my dark days.

I hid my hand as I knew that the evidence of my self-destructive behavior hid in the knuckles of my hand. I put the hand that was in the table and placed in my lap.

I shivered as I remember those dark days. I felt those negative feelings coming again. "Are you fine?" He said worried.

"Yeah, I just remembered something" I said.

"So where do you live in this beautiful town?" I said sarcastically. I wanted to change the topic because I did not want to remember about my dark days. Especially not talk about them.

"I live a couple of miles from here. It's a reservation called La Push" He said smiling.

"Interesting, what are you doing here?" I said curiously.

"I own an Auto Shop up the road from here" He said.

"That's cool" I said playing with my napkin and taking a sip of my water.

"Yeah, about you Nessie, what are you interested in?" He said changing the topic.

"I don't know."I said truthfully. I was not interested in much in Portland. The only one thing I was ever I interested in was Dance but that was in the past"

"You don't know?" He said looking at me weirdly.

"Yeah, I am not interested in many things. I don't like art or music" I said truthfully.

"You don't?" He said surprised.

"No"

"I figured you would since Edward is piano obsessed person" He said jokingly. I noticed a ray of sun hit his beautiful face. He seemed like a angel coming down from heaven.

"Well, my father talent in the piano made interested in dancing. Ballet mostly" I said absent mindly. As I took a sip of water.

"You dance?" he said surprisingly.

"Yes, use to, but not anymore" I said as I remember the love I had for dance. It hurt me not to be able to dance anymore. I haven't realized how much I have missed it.

"why not?" He said. Then I knew I couldn't talk about it anymore.

"Its a long story" I said with broken voice. I felt tears come swell in my eyes again.

"We have time" He said eagerly.

"Jacob how about another time?" I suggested so I couldn't be rude to him. This was the time were I usually went off angry and rude. I tried to be much nicer to Jacob.

"Sure, I am just happy there is going to be another time?" He said with a smile and I couldn't help but smile as well. His happiness was so contagious.

"Yeah" I said with a goofy grin in my face.

"How old are you Renesmee?" He asked me curiously. I hesitated because I didn't know if he knew about vampires and the mystical world I am apart of.

"UMMMM" I said not knowing what to answer. I felt my heartbeat pick up because of my nerves.

"Don't worry Ness, I know about your family" He said quietly.

"Reality I am 7 but I look like a 17 year old" I said shly.

"How old are you?"I asked after i told him my age.

"23" He said blushing.

The lady came with our food and we kept on talking about our hobbies. "So you hate it here?" he brought it up again.

"Yeah, totally people are so stupid" I said with a hint of anger.

"Stupid?" He asked

"Yes, well people pick on me. Girls do, which I have no idea why because I haven't done anything to them" I said innocently.

"Well, I think I might have an idea why" he said chuckling.

"Oh please do share with me" I said curiously, as I stare at him.

"You are beautiful" He started and I immediately started blushing. "Girls feel intimidated by you. Can I ask you something?" He said seriously.

"Ask away" I said with my tomato red face. "Have you seen boys stared at you? Have they tried to talk to you?" He said seriously looking at my eyes all the time.

"Yes" I said shyly. He was right. "though I don't want their attention. I don't want nobody attention. I wish I could be invisible and go to school" I said sadly.

"Do you parents know how much you hate it ?" He asked. He was acted like if my parents even cared about me.

"No, of course not. They wouldn't care anyway Jacob." I said sadly with a hint of anger.

"Why do you say that?" He asked as he finish the last of his fries. I was eating the lettuce and chicken, I still had a couple of bits left.

"It docent even matter why. I just know." I said looking out the window.

"what happen to your forehead?" He asked me as I noticed that my side bangs barley cover the bruise I had from yesterday. It was evidence of my father's crazy eposide.

"I fell" I said closing my eyes. As I remember my dad shoving the bread in my mouth and us battling with each other.

"You are half-vampire you have good balance" He stated as he knew I was lying to him.

"Jacob" I said as I saw him trembled from apparent anger he had. "Whats wrong?" I asked him covering my bruise with my bangs.

"What happen Ness?" He asked again as he breathed in and out so he can calmed down. "My dad overreacted yesterday and I hit my head aganist the table" I explained...

"I am sorry what happen?" He asked.

"He just lost it Jacob. Its fine. Honest" I told him placing my hand over his hand. As I did that his hand got underneath mine and placed one top of mine. His hands intertwined with mine as he stared at me.

I felt the heart increase its heartbeat as he did that. Soon after that the waitress came to gives us the check. I pulled out my wallet, so I can pay my share of the bill. When Jacob saw that he looked at me seriously and said "Dont even think about it".

I knew not to question or even fight with him so I just said "Thanks"

I got up and we headed towards the car "So where are you going now?? you still have three hours more to kill? He asked casually.

"Well, I dont know.. I guess drive around?" I said questioning what I was going to do.

"I was wondering if you want to come with me to the auto shop?" He asked and I just nodded my head. I said "Lead the way"

We walked around 5 minutes as we entered an auto shop called "Black Auto Shop". I saw someone familiar and I noticed it was Seth.I haven't seen him in a while. Seth smiled and waved at me. I walked up to him and gave him a hug.

He was a very nice and friendly guy. "Hey Nessie, How you been?"

"Okay and you?"I said as he patted my hair. "Good, Good, How come you graced us with your presence?" He said jokingly.

"She is cutting school and needs a place to hide" Jacob said in a serious but trying to joke his way through his seriousness.

"So you are a bad ass?" Seth said looking at me. "No, I am an angel " I said trying to joke.

Seth and Jacob just laugh. "Well, I have to go back to work" Seth said and I said " Talk to you later"

I followed Jacob towards his office. "Oh, this is cool. It is a nice office you have here" I said trying to cut the wave of silence that overcame us.

"Thanks" He said as he sat down in his chair behind the desk and I sat in this long comfy couch.

"Make yourself comfortable" He said as he looked in the computer, I pulled my bag to my lap and read a book that I brought in the store.

I fell asleep no matter in a minute. I felt something move me slightly but I did not bother opening my eyes. I entered a deep state of sleep.

"Nessie wake up honey?" I heard a sweet angel voice call for me in my dreams. "uhh" I said sleepily... "Nessie is around four o'clock your parents have been calling your cell none stop"

As soon as I heard that I jumped from the couch into Jacobs arms. "Oh my lord I have to go" I said as I reached for my bag.

"Nessie I would drive you, you are too sleepy to drive" He said and I just nodded as I got my bag and headed towards my car.

I went to the passenger seat and I looked in the mirror. I was wreck my hair looked like a birds nest. I fixed my hair pulling it to a bun and fixed the smudge make-up.

As soon as he parked the car, I said thank you and jumped out of the car. I ran towards the house and I felt him run after me. "Nessie, there you are" MY grandma Esme pulled me into stone cold embrace.

I was freezing, I need to be in Jacob's arms to be warm again. What am I thinking? I felt grandma hug Jacob and I walk to the living room.

"What are you doing here" I said as I dropped my bag in surprise. I felt my breathes become heavier and heavier. "That is a nice way to say hi to me. I haven't seen in so long" Jason said walking over to hug me. I let him hug me but I did not know how to react. I felt his lips kiss mine but I pulled away in a matter of a second.

I did not want him kissing me. "What is wrong with me"?

I was too confused. Did I like Jacob or Jason? what was I feeling towards Jacob? Did Jacob even know I had a boyfriend?

I felt Jacob's presence crept behind us. I turned over to see him and I saw sadness with a hint in his beautiful dark brown eyes.

"Who is this?" Jason asked me as he placed his arms around my hips. It did not feel right anymore. It did not feel right to be this way with Jason.

"This is Jacob Black. A friend. Jacob this this Jason my boyfriend" I said terrified to know Jacob's reaction. I knew that Jacob would never see more than a friend after this.