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**Further Flashback in a Flashback**

"In-Inuyasha" I stutter quietly, tears sliding down my face

"I'm sorry Kagome" He mutters back

"Why did you tell me now? You could have told me months ago, and now you suddenly just announce you're leaving?"

It hurt, really hurt that I, Kagome, Inuyasha's girlfriend was the last person to find out that my boyfriend was moving away on that very day.

"I didn't want to hurt you" He replies sadly.

"Well, if that's the case, I thank you that you took my feelings into consideration." I'm so forgiving!

"I'm glad you understand" He still looks sad but not surprised because he knew that I forgave so easily.

"But… you'll still call right?" It is here, that I am so uncertain. "We're still girlfriend and boyfriend right?"

"…Of course." There is uncertainty in his eyes but I try to ignore it and be happy that we were still together. After all, distance wasn't what separated people's emotions

right?

With that I hug him and watch as his car pulls away.

**End of Further Flashback in a Flashback**

I watch quietly as the two figures play outside.

I knew well who the other person was.

Kikyo.

The girl Inuyasha chose over me.

The first time my heart broke.

Not my last.

It occurred to me that was the girl Sango had been talking about over lunch, the girl who looked like me. I was zoned out and only vaguely listening. I now remember her

saying that Inuyasha was part of their group. The one that I was now in. But I had been too busy staring at the rain to listen.

Mean, scary and selfish. Those were the words Sango had used to describe Kikyo. I had nothing against her because I couldn't blame her for liking Inuyasha- who could? I

knew it was natural to show jealousy, but watching them outside together I could tell Inuyasha had changed. He looked sad, tired and lonely. Almost like me. Time had

changed both of us greatly. I knew that Inuyasha would never skip classes, yet, here he was watching his girlfriend play in the mud.

Kikyo reminded me of, well, me. Although her face showed no emotion, I used to love to skid around in the mud and Inuyasha and my other friends would join me. But

now Inuyasha, didn't even smile. He was looking right at her but right through her. He seemed to be looking at someone else entirely. Me? No, it couldn't be. Besides, he

was the one to break it off…

**Continuing the Further Flashback in a Flashback**

"What?" I yelled. Falling on my bed.

"I'm sorry Kagome" Lately, this was all he seemed to be saying

"You can't break up with me." I replied shortly.

"You can't understand"

"Are you trying to push me to my limit? First you move away without telling, next you stop calling me and I have to be the one to do it and now you're breaking up with

me? I thought you were more than that. I thought you liked me!"

It is then, I realise that he already hung up.

Two weeks later, he called. I had horrible bags under my eyes through the sleepless nights I had been through. He told me he was dating a girl named Kikyo and my

heart finally reached it's limit: it broke.

A few months later, I was finally able to except this fact and I prayed that Inuyasha was happy. I had to accept that I wasn't the one for him. It took a few more months

for my heart to mend again but there would forever be a scar despite my numerous attempts to cover it up. But I could never forget his amber eyes and they would

imprint in my heart permanently.

**Ending the Further Flashback in a Flashback**

I pull out of my memories and am surprised to see the eyes that I spoke of, staring right at me.

Finished! Just to tell you, there are no demons or half demons, it's just that for whatever reason, Inuyasha still has dog ears and silver hair and amber eyes, ok?

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