A/N: I honestly have no excuse for why I haven't updated in so long, and I'm just going to apologize.

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Nina's POV

I sat on the edge of the bed in my room, just pondering. I can't believe I did that to him. I didn't know that I could hurt someone so much. I just feel dirty. Way to go Nina, you managed to ruin both of your first times. I'm a collosal jerk.

A rapid knock came from my door. I walked over towards it and saw an out of breath Sara. "I got your text. What is the emergency?"

I walked away from the door gesturing for her to come in. She closed the door behind her as I patted the space next to me on the bed. She sat down and looked at me expectantly. "I slept with him." I spoke softly.

Her jaw dropped at my words. "Oh my god. Are you okay?"

I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know. I think I may have broken two hearts in less than 24 hours." She looked at me. "Mine and his."

Sara looked deep in thought. "Did he say anything that would have made you think? Anything that you didn't know before?"

I didn't have sex with May! How do I know that he isn't just lying? Just to 'protect' me again? I looked down and twiddled my thumbs. "Yeah, he might have said something." I whispered.

Eddie's POV

What the hell did I just say to her? Lies. That's all that pours out of my mouth. I don't have a freaking filter, but what she did wasn't right. What I said wasn't right. I need to come clean.

I left my room and walked across the hall to Nina's. I knocked gently on her door. She opened it and looked at me. "I'm not here to yell. I just want to talk." She opened the door to let me in. I shook my head and spoke. "I think its better that I stay out here."

I ran my fingers through my hair and said. "I lied. I did sleep with May. I don't know why, but lies keep pouring out of my mouth, and I'm sorry for that. You are like a drug to me. I can't seem to get enough, but I think I might have had an overdose."

She looked me in the eyes and replied. "I agree."

I shuffled my feet around on the ground. "I guess this our real break up huh?"

She spoke softly. "I think so."

My phone went off and I saw a text from my bud Alex who is playing Marco. "Um, the rest of the cast is hanging out in the lobby. They want us to join. You coming?"

She shook her head, and replied. "No. I uh just have some people that I need to talk to."

I nodded and walked away. Away from love, away from pain, and away from my drug.

Nina's POV

"Hey, its me. When you get this just call me back. There are some things that we need to talk about, with everyone else. Yeah so, call me back Amber."

I sighed and set my phone down on the bed and fell backwards onto it. Ugh. When did life become like a soap opera? My phone rang and I saw Mollee's face pop up on the screen. "Hey Nins!" she happily said.

"Hey Molls." I said sadly.

Concern laced her voice. "Is everything okay? Is there something wrong on set?"

I quickly perked up. "Nothing. I'm just-" My eyes darted around the room, and I spotted my dance bag. "Really sore from practice." I finished.

"Okay." she said convinced. "Look, I have to go, but I'll for sure text you later. Kay?"

I first nodded and realized she couldn't see me. "Yeah."

I hung up the phone and stared at the ceiling. Deep in thought about everything. From Anubis, to L.A. On how everything got so messed up. The sound of my cell phone broke my thoughts. "Hello?" I answered.

A familiar voice answered, "Just come to the south center in down town Pittsburgh. We'll be there. Bring Eddie."

I took a deep breath, "Amber, just know that I want to fix things." I heard dial tone meaning she hung up on me.

I sighed and left my room. I walked down to the lobby and saw the rest of the cast downstairs. They all greeted me and continued talking. I signaled Eddie and pointed outside. I walked outside and waited for him to come. "What's up?" he asked.

"Anubis, they want to meet up with us down town. I called and said that we should all talk, and now they do. They wanted both of us."

He nodded his head, "Alright. Let's go."

We walked into the building that Amber said she wanted to meet in, "Hello?" I called out. I looked at Eddie and he just shrugged. "We're here, and we're ready to talk."

"Nina?" a voice called out.

We turned around and saw Patricia standing there. I shuffled my feet nervously, "Hey," I breathed. "Where are the others?"

Patricia nodded behind us, and Jerome, Amber, and Fabian came out. The group of four came and stood in front of us. Amber spoke first, "You said you wanted to talk Nina, so let's talk."

I played with my hands. "Um, I honestly don't know where to start."

"How about this," Jerome began. "Why did you lie? Why did you keep your lives a secret?"

We both stayed quiet. "Answer the question," seethed Patricia.

"Because it was what we believed was best. That getting to experience a normal life was what we needed, but I have only realized that it wasn't what was best. Maybe we didn't need that normal life," Eddie stated.

"Just so that you couldn't meet us?" questioned Patricia.

"Its not like that," I breathed.

"Then what's it like Nina?" asked Amber.

I racked my brain for a moment, trying to figure out how to word this correctly. "Maybe if we didn't come to England, and you know go through all the mysteries, and relationships we could all be happy. Because I know as sure as hell that I'm not happy anymore, and if me telling exactly how I feel fixes things then so be it."

Eddie, detecting my discomfort jumped in, "What about you Fabian? Do you have anything to say? Any more ways to ruin my life?"

I touched Eddie's hand, "Eddie, don't," I warned.

Fabian stepped forward and assured, "No, Nina its okay. He has a right to be mad, and you do too. I ruined what was a great relationship between you too. It was like I wasn't in the mind set of who I truly am, and for that I'm eternally sorry."

"Yeah, its too late for that," muttered Eddie.

Patricia stepped forward. "Okay, now that you guys are done. What now?"

I spoke, "I don't know."

A/N: So they talked and reconciled. Tell me what you think! Review!