Turning twelve was... fun. I could be close to Zexion without it seeming too much more than platonic, but we both knew it was. I could remember having all my friends over, everyone playing "Sitar Saviour" in the living room. Sora, Roxas, Axel and I were insanely hyper. We'd had the most pop and chocolate chip cookies out of everyone. I'd been playing with one of the scarves my mother had gotten me for one of my performances with the drama club at school.

I'd looped it around Zexion's neck, pulling him into a standing position from where he was sitting, watching Hayner play "Two" by Glistena. He'd grumbled at me.

"What the hell, Dem?"

"What'cha gonna do about it? Huh? Come and do something about it!" I'd cried, fleeing to my room, upstairs. He'd followed me, closing the door behind him after realizing we were alone.

And with silent consent, he'd laid me on my bed, and kissed me on the lips for the longest time ever.

I cornered him today. I caught him in the bathroom, after seeing Axel walk out, looking pleased with himself. He'd glared at me, but I ignored him.

I put both my hands on either side of Dem's head. He looked at me frightened. "Why?" I asked. "Why did you leave me?"

"Please don't, Zexion." He whispered. I slapped my hands against the wall, scaring him.

"Why?!" I near shouted. "What did I do, Demyx?! Was I not enough? I was always enough! Always!! Was I not good enough to show off? Was I not good enough to display? Ashamed of me, Demyx? Afraid to be seen with my lips on yours?!" Now I was shouting. Now I was screaming. Now I was shrieking. People could probably hear me out the door, but I didn't care. Demyx was whimpering pathetically, not answering my question. That enraged me. I let out a snarl. "Fine! But I know you love me like I love you! You must!"

"Don't, Zex!" He cried, tears welling in his eyes.

And I slammed his hips against mine, threw his shoulders against the wall, and crushed my lips on his.

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A/N: So, Since you like it, here's more.

DAMN, Zex is scary when he does that whole freak out thing. :D I love him.
Poor Demyx though.

As always, REVIEW. Because you won't get Zemyx, or AkuDem.
And I'll be kinda mad too. And my rants are long-winded and V. boring. And full of big long words
Not fun.

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