Ok so here is chapter 4 sorry it took so long to update but i only got 3 reviews on the last chapter and i wanted to make sure that this chapter was better then the last. I really like this chapter it was really fun to write, and its finally in Embry's point of view, just like you asked for :-)

Embry's point of view

Sitting on the cliff next to my angel- the most beautiful person ever, the perfect person for me, my other half, my imprint- I was really enjoying my self. I could hear her heart beat and how it spend up every time I would smile at her. I could smell her sent every time the wind would pick up whipping her hair around in its ponytail. I was hopelessly in love with this girl, I would do any thing for her, and she only wanted to be friends, if that. Sitting there on that cliff it took all my self control to not just tell her that I was in love her, to not tell her what i really was, to not tell her that she was my perfect mate, my other half. I wanted so bad to kiss her, to hold her and the scary part was that if I did hug her, hold her, or even kiss her there was no way she could stop me. But I couldn't tell her, I couldn't even touch her, I knew it was much too soon. This girl was the most important thing to me in the world and I was terrified that if I were to tell her every thing she would run screaming from her seat on the rock. If i was to lose her I...I didn't even want to think about that it was just way too painful.

When Megan had told me that were could be friends, in a sense, I felt like that if i was to jump off the cliff I would be able to sore up into the sky. It was really enjoyable sitting there on the cliff with the sun set, almost romantic; we were getting along for the first time that I could ever remember. It was fun; at least until I heard the noise I had really hoped I would not hear a wolf howl. At that point I knew that it was time for me to go it was a horrible feeling being a way from this girl, she was like my oxygen, but I knew that it was my duty to the pack to go and help my brothers. So instead I got up careful not to startle her then said, "I really have to go good seeing you again Meg. I'll talk to you later right?" The desperation was evident in my voice even I could hear it, it would have been embarrassing if i didn't need to see her again soon.

It made me feel a whole lot better when Meg said in the most beautiful voice I have ever heard, "yeah I'll see you around I guess". Knowing that if i didn't leave now I would never be able to leave, that I would just sit back down next to this amazing girl and ignore my families needs. So I ran out into the woods at as normal pace as I could do, I was shaking hurriedly as I stripped down the second that i was out of her sight.

I did hear her mumble "it was nice seeing you too." but it seemed like she had mumbled it to herself and not me. The only reason that I had heard her was my heightened sense. Once I was stripped down I tied my clothing around the band on my ankle and a second later I was a wolf and could hear the voice of my brothers in my head; of course they all groaned the second I phased.

Oh come on can't you think of any thing else? Thought Brady he's one of the youngest, hardly even a teenager and yet here he is fight blood suckers like the rest of us.

Hey you might not like this but i sure do i love this whole wolf thing...well except hearing your thoughts Embry. We can see the way you look at her we don't need to hear the way you think about her. That had been Collin the other young wolf

Oh great another love sick puppy that was of course Leah, when we were younger I actually used to think that she was pretty, but ever sense what happened with-

Enough Embry no more Sam commanded

Sorry and that was the signal for all of us to shut up and listen to what Sam had to say

Ok we are all here because there are more blood suckers in the area, and it seems like they plan on not just passing through, it would appear that they plan on hunting here for a while. It seems that way because their sent is all over the south side of the trail, I think that they are poising as back packers but I'm not sure. We are going to have to double up on the patrols just as a precaution just in case.

When Sam finished his little speech every one in the pack moaned. We hardly got enough sleep as it is, and a double shift meant that we would be working on even less sleep than before. It would be even harder for me, because of my mom; she was continually grounding me for sneaking out but its not like she could keep me in. I had to do my part to help my other family, my mom had never even been that much of a mom anyways when I was younger. She was one of those people that doesn't give a crap until she has a reason to. So when I used to fight all the time I was always getting her attention maybe that's why I did it. Maybe that's why I'm so screwed up. My mom cares now though, back in those days she could keep me in, but now a days there is nothing really that can stop me from leaving. I think the reason that my mom started caring recently was that she thought she lost something or me she thinks I'm in a gang. Before the whole werewolf thing I could come and go in the house when ever I wanted but now that I can change into a wolf and need to be able to come and go, she sets up rules and restrictions, the best part is that she has no idea that I can explode into a horse sized wolf. Man I would love to see her face. Not that it would make living at home any easier.

Thanks for the life story Embry but I think we need to get a move on it growled Leah, she hates the fact that she's the only female and that every one in the pack hates her and there in nothing that either party can do to fix it. It's not our fault that she's so annoying but what happened between Sam and her isn't her fault either.

Patrols can be fun depending on who you patrol with if your with, if your with Jake and Seth you will get you ear chatted off so its good to patrol with them when you don't feel like talking. My favorite to patrol with is Jake and Quill the three of us have been friend's way before we were all part of the pack. The worst patrol group is to be with someone who has imprinted and is involved with their imprint because then it's not so fun because that's all they think, about their imprint. Even Quill is getting harder to patrol with because all he thinks about is TV show theme songs based for little kids.

Its even worse when the whole pack patrols together and we can hear all 16 thoughts at the same time and no one wants to shut up. It really gives you a headache after a while. So I'm sure you can guess that the patrol that night was not fun, the only thing that got me through it with out hurting some one, was the thought of Megan and that I was doing this to make sure she is safe. As you can guess the guys didn't like that much, but hey we are family we're supposed to piss each other off at times.

That night when I got home from patrol I climbed up the side of my house and into my room. I can only avoid so much trouble by not going in the front door, but hey every bit counts when you're in for life. When I was in my room I walked silently down the hall into my moms room to turn off the light that I know she left on when she was waiting for me. It's kind of like a routine almost. She knows I sneak out and waits up for me to come home so that she can yell at me, and then I come home to find her asleep. The next morning I'm still asleep when she leaves for work, and she is yet to wake me up to yell at me.

When I finally did get to bed and ended the longest and best day of my life, I dreamt only of the person who was my new reason for living. In my dream I had told Megan the truth about what I really was. Of course she freaked out big time and then ran way. In my dream I followed her into the woods and all the way to the cliffs was we had sat this afternoon. When I finally reached the cliffs I found Megan in the hands of some blood-sucking demon and he has his mouth to her neck when I had gotten there. Upon seeing me the bloodsucker grabs Megan then jumps of the cliff, I can hear her screams all the way down until they hit the water. I look over the cliff and there is the love of my life, my other half, my sole mate, with her head at an unnatural angle under water. The bloodsucker is swimming away with my dead imprint in his arms.

Sorry it's so short but i have to save some stuff for the next chapters. Ok so at this point i know what i want to happen with the story but i need some ideas to help fill what is the skeleton of my story. I have the next chapter written but after that I'm stumped. So if you have any ideas at all it would be greatly appreciated. Also the more reviews i get the faster the next chapter will be posted. Plus i really love hearing what people think about the story, so please review, it's really apprenticed