Constantly crying. Everything in me has shut off but these stupid tears. I haven't been to school in almost two weeks...not like anybody besides Cat would miss me anyway. She stops by everyday after school to make sure I'm still breathing and to give me my homework. Cat's been around a lot so the mansion doesn't feel as lonely. When she's at school I go snooping around my parent's room. I have a question for you...how would you feel if you found out that your parents are adopting a new baby boy and they're moving to New Jersey without you? I'll tell you how you should feel... Crazy. Unimportant. Unloved. Like a disappointment...Relieved.

Jade West 1.27.14