disclaimer i dont own ANYTHING but if i did it would be LOGAN haha.. Authors Note: Im deffinatley having writers block big time so this chappie might not be any good im sorry! this will mainly be about logan in this chapter im sorry im trying to figure out what to do with Dana!

"The last thing i remeber is i started coughing up blood...then everything went black" -Dana

Logans Pov

I really need sombody to talk to..Sombody who will listen to me wont judge me..Im so afraid to let my guard down in front of my friends nobody knows me. My Dads this huge Movie producer Whos never home let alone cares shit about me or thats how he seems. My mom ran out on us when i was three Just because she sends a check in the mail every month does NOT make her my mother. Dana , Dana shes different though..I can be myself around her without being scared of being judged or ridiculed. Chase Zoey Micheal and Nicole think that they know me. And i want them to, But all they know me as is a Jerk and that will never change maybe thats what i am. A selfish Jerk. I dont know i just dont want to be by myself in the world..The One person i Love , who loves me is Almost not here anymore.

Doctors Pov

"Clear!...Clear!.." the docter screamed as he pressed the things into Danas Chest ..

"Its not working its no use docter we have been at this for 45 minutes..its not helping.

"Time of Death 4:51 Pm Thrusday January 10th 2007."

Logans Pov

I've decided to talk to Chase about it all. Hes the only one out of them i trust enough i guess." Hey Chase can i talk to you a minute?" He looks at me with a worried Glance.

"Uhh sure Logan thats fine" They leave the rest of the gang and find a spot where nobody is around.."What do u need Logan?"

"Chase i dont know what im going to do.. I love her so much and i cant even be myself around you guys im not who you think i am its all my fault this happened."

"Woah Woah one thing at a time bud..lets start with the you love her part..Weve all know that for years..and im really soo sorry that your going through all of this its not right. Now what do u mean you cant be yourself around us? Were your friends and your always yourself.."

"Will Friends and Family of Dana Cruz Please come to the front dest please" a loud booming voice came over the intercom system. Chase and Logan Run to the counter to see Zoey already there her face streaming with tears..I knew what happened but couldent accept it..

"Shes gone Logan...Im so sorry..shes gone.." Zoey triend to give me a hug but i pushed her oughta the way..

"NO SHES NOT.. shes not gone..she cant be i just saw her we were just sitting there talking...shee..cant.."..I broke down in sobs right there in the middle of the hospital..Right then i looke up and i see the group Sitting there watching me..."WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT??? WHAT DO U THINK I DIDNT LOVE HER? THAT SHE WAS JUST ONE OF 'MY GIRLS'?? WELL SHE WANSENT OK?"..

"Logan we werent looking at you for that reason we know that you loved her...we have never seen this side of you...its suprising.."...Nicole confirmed..

"None of you know me so please dont pretend you do ok?..Just leave me alone the only one that matters is gone..Just go away..Everybody?"

I dont even want to live anymore...its not worth it..I just want to be with dana.."Dana..ill see you later..i promise we wont be apart much longer"..i whispered so nobody could hear me.

SORRY ITS SO BAD YOU GUYS!...I HAD MAJOR WRITERS BLOCK..AND IM SORRY I KILLED DANA OFF...OR DID I?