Loki felt much better. True, he finally admitted to himself that he loves Thor, but of course that was momentary madness and he was over it now. There is nothing like a fresh start, as soon as he managed to detangle himself from Thor and get out of his bed, he promised to himself, he will stop with this Thor-loving craziness. Loki was on his left side, with Thor pressed on his back and embracing him around his waist with his warm, strong arms, with fine golden hairs. Loki took a moment to admire those god-like arms; he felt the warmth and the weight on his waist and it felt nice. He felt something move in his stomach. Oh boy. It better not be butterflies.
Slowly he tried to remove Thor's arm, and just as he was about to ungracefully fall out of bed butt naked, something pulled him back on the bed.
"Good morning Loki" said Thor "quite a view for a pleasant start of this day" he joked while Loki turned, embarrassed and covered himself completely. With his high cheekbones and raven black hair he looked ravishing with pink blush. Thor eyed him like Loki was a delicious piece of buttered toast with eggs and coffee and he was hungry for some breakfast.
"Stay away from me, whatever I may have said in my sleep doesn't matter! I will get on my feet again and be free from your orders and then, dear "brother" you better watch your back." spat Loki while getting out of bed, not caring anymore if he has clothes or not. He stood up in his naked glory and glared at Thor "Oh, and also don't think just because you think I love you that I wouldn't do anything to you or worse just because we fooled around that I will be subdued. I am a God of Mischief and rightful ruler of Asgard and Jotunheim… Umph!" he was interrupted in his important speech by Thor manhandling him again and pulling him down in his embrace.
"Loki, my love" said Thor gently in his ear "I never underestimated you. Yes, your plans usually fail" Loki turned in his embrace to deliver a glare for the insult, but Thor continued "and yes, we love one another and we are physically compatible." Somewhere along the way Loki lost the will to glare and his stare turned soft at the sight of love in those kind eyes with sparks of something he knew so well. It was mischief. Thor's hands glided along Loki's side. He sucked in a breath, it felt good.
"But, Loki, none of that will ever make me lose my guard with you, I could never forgive myself if you hurt yourself or others. I am aware you are a force to be reckoned with. But, you know, in the end, if you hurt me, you hurt yourself." Loki was confused; he even let Thor's hand to advance all over his body in gentle strokes.
"What do you mean? Don't tell me something so cheesy it makes me sick" Loki felt in his bones the weight of that statement. This was weird. Could it be Thor knew something he didn't?
"Don't tell me you don't know?" said Thor with an expression of pure wonder and surprise on his face "you are brighter than I am, and I realized it years ago. This pull." He shook his head and continued "well, I guess this is more a matter of body and instincts and I am far more superior in that, maybe it is not that shocking that you don't know"
"Know what?" asked Loki, now alert and irritated. How was it possible for him to miss something obvious and important, and Thor, the blond idiot, didn't? "Don't laugh and tell me! You said I can't hurt you because that would hurt me. I don't understand. Did you put some kind of spell on me? If I hurt you it comes back to me?"
"No, and I am not going to tell you. You need to figure it out on your own." Thor was again serious and with a last deep look into Loki's eyes, he sighed and got out of bed. Loki wanted to protest but he was already lost in his thoughts, rushing to find an answer somewhere in his mind. When Thor was already dressed in his tight, leather armor, which fit him like a glove on a very muscular and fine hand, he turned to Loki and smiled. Oh no, those are definitely butterflies.
What could it be, Loki wondered, the pull and stuff about hurting himself if he hurt Thor. It was familiar somewhere in his mind but unreachable. He read every book in the library and knew the answer wasn't there. Also if Thor knew something, it probably didn't come from the library. He smirked and chuckled.
"What is so funny?" asked Thor, closer to him then Loki realized
"What are you doing?" Loki pulled back, trying to regain his personal space and ignoring Thor's question
"A goodbye kiss, of course" answered Thor while leaning down even closer
What the actual Fuck. A goodbye kiss? Like they were lovers. Loki was lost for words but he knew one thing. If his plan is to get rid of those damn butterflies in his stomach and to get over his infatuation with Thor, they are most certainly not going to share a gentle kiss and make it their routine. He started to pull back, till his head hit the wall. Well, it almost hit the wall, but instead Thor put his hand out and protected Loki's head. Now he was in trouble, with his head in Thor's hands and Thor advancing without any obstacles.
"Thor wait!" yelled Loki desperately, he wanted the kiss so bad, but that was what was scaring him the most. Also the warmth he felt from Thor's hands and love he felt from his eyes. He shut his eyes to block everything out and just in case there was love visible in his eyes too. He felt Thor's warm breath and such gentle, soft pressure on his lips. There was something so sweet about it, it made his teeth ache.
"I must go now" said Thor after their brief lip-touching "but don't worry my love, tonight there will be just the two of us"
"What?" Loki opened his eyes and confused by the lack of heat, swayed a little "Just the two of us? I do not accept something like that."
"It is the tradition, how can you forget? When there is a blood full moon we drink the vine and you do your spells. And it is tonight, my love, don't forget your duty towards your people" Thor was serious for once
Loki blushed and said angrily "I didn't forget I was just distracted by your lousy short kiss, I will see you tonight then. Go away, I can't look at you anymore."
Thor walked back to the bed, he leaned and put both of his hands on Loki's cheeks. Loki was swayed, he trusted Thor more than anything and that was very confusing for him. Their eyes locked, just looking at each other. They were so close it was unbearable, the butterflies in Loki's stomach did somersaults.
"If that kiss wasn't enough for you, just tell me, darling" whispered Thor and leaned in, kissing Loki, gently moving his lips. They kissed for a while, like they were teenagers exploring. Loki was lost, but at last they separated "Goodbye, see you tonight" said Thor and left, quietly closing the door behind himself. Loki still didn't manage to compose himself, he sat in his bed for a while before he realized Thor had already left.
God. He needed to snap out of it. First, he needed to go to Heimdal and try to figure out what Thor was talking about. Heimdal not only knew and saw everything, but he was also Thor's close friend, Loki needed to trick him into telling him the secret.
"Hello Heimdal" said Loki as he was entering the Bifrost where Heimdal worked "Do you have a minute for me?" Loki was sweet and smooth as honey
"I was expecting you young prince" said Heimdal not even looking in Loki's direction but somewhere deep in the galaxy
"Ha! Yes! You after all see everything, so you must know that Thor and I have close relationship now, so close that if I hurt him I hurt myself, so I wanted to discuss with you more about the nature of that kind of relationship. I mean I know everything, I realized it years ago, but I just need another point of view on this."
Heimdal looked over his shoulder at Loki and rolled his eyes "You can do better than that Loki. I won't tell you anything. It is not mine to say. I'm sorry."
"What!? Heimdal, please, my old friend, I don't need information. What I needed was a talk with someone else. From the fiasco at Earth no one is talking to me, they treat me like a monster… Even my brother, who was my best friend, only wants something from me that I'm not sure I can give him…" Loki lowered his gaze towards the floor, illuminated in the glow of rainbow bridge his handsome cheekbones were on point and his beautiful blue eyes were sad.
"I'm sorry Loki, I didn't know you were feeling that way, my eyes see a lot but they still can't see what someone is feeling from the inside. I jumped to conclusion… Please, sit down and let's talk."
Loki hid a small smile as he sat down right across from Heimdal "Thank you old friend, I understand that it's not easy to admit your own mistakes, especially if you are so smart."
Heimdal burst into laughter. Loki was confused, as he watched the other man barely compose himself "I can't do it… Loki, I tried to go with your charade, but I just couldn't hold it together… You went too far in your attempt at flattery."
"Fuck!" Loki burst out as he jumped to his feet "And fuck you! All right! I admit, I tried to get the information about Thor and I. How the fuck that blond muscle man managed to know something I don't? Tell me!" he was pacing the room in anger over to the boxes that were on the floor of the Bifrost.
"I already told you, I can't tell you. It's not that I want to watch you suffer, it is not mine to say. Loki, you probably already know the answer deep in your soul."
"Oh please! Don't bullshit me with such cliché" Loki took a bottle of some kind of drink from the crate and distressed look at it, almost throwing it to the floor in rage
"Loki, don't mess with that drink, it is from elf's and I believe it's some kind of vine that makes the person who drink it not be able to control his or her actions." And then he saw a look on Loki's face and continued "No, no, Loki! Don't get any crazy ideas. Put that bottle down and I will put extra protection on this boxes."
"Calm down…" Loki said calmly and bent over to put the bottle down, he smiled and turned to Heimdal "I need to go, I see I won't get what I need from you. Good bye."
Heimdal looked at him, suspicious and looked at the crate, the bottle was there. It was a grave mistake to tell Loki what it was, he will put extra protection on these crates as soon as Loki leaves. Oh, and he needs to warn Thor… It was never a good idea to underestimate Loki.
"Good bye Loki" Loki heard Heimdal say, but he was already crossing the bridge, smirking, looking at the bottle in his hands. This was a chance he waited for. He barely contained his happiness and brain from storming through million different ideas. If his plan finally succeeds not only will he find out what Thor meant this morning, but he will make him pay for everything.
It was family dinner and perfect time for Loki to start his brilliant plan with elf vine as his main star. Thor was happy and carefree as always, eating and drinking like he was three people in one, and god, he was big. Dominating in Loki's space, his large hands all over his back and thighs, their shoulders touching and his deep voice trembling deep inside Loki.
"Thor, stop touching me!" Loki shouted trying to get away from him, Thor just looked down into his green eyes and said with a smug smile "Why, when you are clearly enjoying it?" Thor looked down at Loki's hard on, it was embarrassing how his body betrayed him. Unacceptable.
Loki blushed hard and still he didn't stop trying to get away from the firm and warm body beside him. But, the more he wiggled, the more he got closer to Thor and finally he ended up in Thor's lap. Loki stilled, mortified. He looked around and nobody was paying any attention to them. Strange, they all looked as they didn't expect anything else from them. Loki pushed that thought aside and then it happened so swiftly, that it was impossible to catch the movement, he poured the elf vine into Thor's cup of vine. When Thor drinks the vine he will not be able to control his actions, not only will Loki finally get the truth out of him but he could dominate him in bed as a nice plus.
"Loki, why are you so quiet? Are you planning something again?" Thor's deep voice rumbled against Loki's back and made him shiver "Are you cold?" Thor pulled Loki closer and embraced him with his strong hands. Loki was most certainly not cold since he was a frost giant but for a moment he lost the will to fight. Feeling Thor's heat and muscles under him was heaven, his whole body relaxed, his sunny manly smell was like catnip and Loki was a cat, almost purring.
Suddenly he got to his senses and snapped back at Thor "I just want to leave as soon as I can, drink your vine and leave me alone" he tensed as to show his dislike to being held like that and also kept his eye on Thor's cup, waiting.
"You can leave if you want" Thor frowned "and I will leave with you, I don't need more food or drink"
"No!" Loki insisted "You stay and drink, I will wait for you."
Thor narrowed his eyes suspiciously but did not say anything other than "I will stay and drink if you drink with me." He waited and watched closely for Loki's reaction, but Loki hid his emotions and smiled and said "All right, it was ages since we drank together. But first let me down! I will not sit in your lap in public."
"Why not, it's not unusual for m…" Thor stopped mid sentence "for lovers to be close" this time Loki narrowed his eyes "You wanted to say something else."Loki started "Does it have anything with what we talked about this morning?"
"Loki you were always smart, but this time you can't see something even children can see." Thor sighed and put a cup of vine in Loki's hand and took his own cup of vine.
Loki was angry but he focused on the cups, this time he will not be a failure. Once he was sure Thor was holding the elf vine, a wicked smile spread on his face "All right, maybe right now I'm still in the dark, but I have a feeling I will find out soon enough." Thor was surprised with his lack of anger "So now Thor, lets drink and talk about something else" Thor released his hold of Loki and watched him slip to the chair beside him still smiling and raised his cup
"To the one I love" Thor toasted and drank.
Loki watched him for a moment and then he said "To the one you love" and drank the whole cup.
That was the last thing Loki could remember, he was lying in Thor's bed, feeling like he was burning from the inside. Thor was looking down on the bed and sighed "You thought Heimdal wouldn't worn me about the vine you stole… I mean really, I switched the vine in the cups and also Heimdal told you the elf vine makes the person not able to control his actions but it's just fancy words for making a person horny as hell"
Loki whimpered "I just wanted to make you tell me the truth about what you refuse to tell me" he felt like he was dying he needed something. No, not something, he needed Thor now more than ever. His caresses and most of all he needed to have sex with him. As soon as that thought came to his head he jumped from the bed and pulled Thor down with him "Forget about it. I don't care. I need you. Now!" He kissed Thor desperately, it was so good, Thor wandered with his tongue in ways Loki never experienced, and it was still not enough. God damn, that elf vine was a real bitch.
"Loki, I now you are burning with desire, but I will not have sex with you" said Thor as soon as they stopped kissing and Loki started to undress Thor's shirt and sat on top of him. "What? Why? Isn't this what you wanted?" Loki was confused but still in too much haze to stop moving on top of Thor, he was gliding with his hands all over those firm muscles and grinding his pelvis in a delicious rhythm.
If he looked into Thor's eyes he would see his blue eyes hard as steel "No, I want you to be sober when we do it for the first time" he flipped them over and restrained Loki's movement completely "I'm sorry" he said and made Loki look into his eyes.
Loki was over it. What in the name of Odin's saggy pants? He tried to get more friction but Thor was holding him so tight he couldn't move an inch. "Ok, I will do whatever you want! Please! Fuck me!" he yelled at Thor
"I wanted to hear that for so long" Thor smiled with sadness in his eyes "but as much as I like to see you so bold in bed, I will not fuck you."
Loki whimpered again and looked like he was on the verge of tears. Never in his life did he feel such burning and need. Fuck! He will not cry!
Thor looked down and said "However that doesn't mean that we can't do other things, to make you feel better" he released Loki and pulled back "Take off your clothes and get on all fours" Loki was dumbfounded but he quickly complied and started to strip off. One small part of his brain told him to stop and save his pride, but bigger part of him was burning so bad he didn't give a shit about pride anymore. When he was completely naked he stood on the bed on all fours, shaking with anticipation.
"Good" Thor said gently as he caressed Loki's back. Loki leaked pre cum at that light touch. He just closed his eyes and let go. He felt safe in those large hands and he needed help. "Thor, hurry" he whispered and put his ass in the air even more. The next breath he felt was at his entrance. He was so shocked he collapsed down on the bed and trembled with his ass still perked up.
"I told you to stand on all four but if you can't do something as simple as that then turn around, open your eyes, you are going to watch me" Thor continued gently but firm, he manhandled Loki on his back and put himself snugly in between Loki's thighs.
Loki was lost for words, he looked at Thor, his powerful frame and his beautiful ocean blue eyes "Take me" this was not elf vine talking but he would never admit that to Thor, who looked like he was for the first time, taken aback "You really fight dirty" Thor shook his head "all right, prepare yourself" and Loki felt fingers push around his entrance and a wave of electricity shot under his skin making him squirm.
Thor leaned in and kissed him again, probing his fingers even deeper. Loki was in heaven, he wanted more. There was a hand gently gliding on his stomach towards his aching dick and fingers almost touching his prostate. And as soon as that hand found his dick and the fingers pushed all the way in, Loki saw stars and his whole body convulsed. He was so sensitive, and he was cuming all over himself. As he felt Thor get up he also felt the need for more. "Come back. I need more" said Loki as he sat up and looked at Thor
"Drink this first" said Thor with an unusual smile, Loki couldn't quite recognize it.
"What is it" he said as he took the cup from him and drank fast, the sooner he drinks whatever that is the sooner will Thor come back to bed
"Antidote for elf vine" said Thor, Loki just put the cup down and appeared not to heard him, but as soon as he did, there was visible horror on his face and he was pale again, blush leaving his body.
"You had that all the this time and you let me make a fool out of myself and said some bullshit how you wanted to help me!?" Loki leaped from the bed, grabbed a knife from the nightstand and charged at Thor.
"You did this yourself, you wanted to give it to me, so this was your punishment" said Thor calmly as he disarmed Loki, and held him close to keep him on his feet. Loki was still weak from the effects of the vine.
"I love you and I would never hurt you on purpose" continued Thor as he laid Loki back on the bed
"Yeah right" spat Loki "If you loved me you would release me from this prison"
"All right" said Thor
"As I though, you lying bastard, you keep me…" Loki stopped abruptly "Wait, what? You will?" Green eyes met the blue ones and widened in shock
"I wanted to do that since the first day, but you always have something up your sleeve. Now I think is a good time for you to get your powers back and to be released from my orders. I want you to be yourself. And I want you to have all the advantage you can have. Because, Loki, be aware, from now on I will pursue you in earnest. I want you to be my lover by your own free will." Thor said as he bent down towards Loki, they were face to face "And I guarantee you, you will be mine"
Loki was so shocked but he said "I won't. " but he sounded weak as he felt Thor's breath mixing with his own.
"You already are" said Thor with finality in his words, he gently bit Loki's lip and pulled away
"What do you mean?" Loki asked
"You will find out tomorrow, oh and also tomorrow I will take your virginity so be prepared" with that Thor left the room
"Whaa… You fool! You most certainly won't!" said Loki to an empty room
As he realized he was alone, he wanted to get his thoughts in order, but he was so sleepy from the vine and other things… Ok, tomorrow he will get his powers back, he knew Thor will do as he said, after all he was a man of his word. Shit. That means he meant when he said he will take his virginity. First he will wait to get his powers back, and to find out all the information he lacked. Then he will worry about other things. He was so tired.
Oh well, I'll think about it tomorrow. And Loki fell asleep.