Here is chapter 4 :D let me know what you think, and yes Dylan is sam's father (though I think everyone knew) :) I got from idea from re watching a SAMs first episode and Zoe asking Dylan how the knew each other and she suggested he was her father...
Sam took a deep breath, she knew what she wanted to do and slowly moved her shaking hand to her pocked, she pulled out the little blue book and ran her hands along the spine. She opened the book and turned it two the date she knew by memory...
13th August 1996
i am in this car with a lady, I don't know who she is as I haven't bothered listening to her, she is acting all sweet so I am doing my best to ignore her. She just asked me what I'm writing but I ignored her, so much has happened today so I am going from when I just got home from school. Today will scar me forever.
I had just got home and walked into the kitchen and saw my mum stood there with a very strange look on her face, I went to walk away but she grabbed me by my school blouse, I turned around to see her evil face staring at me, only then did I see she was holding a massive knife. She looked at me and said
"you are stupid you are a **** ****** I have never been proud of you and never will, you are the DEFINITION OF REGRET, I mean I never knew that a girl could be so stupid, you have no one that loves you and no one ever will!"
Sam could see the old teardrops on the page and felt new ones land too she shakily continued reading.
mum looked at me and held the knife up in my face,
"you and you're prick of a father have caused this, you are just like him, I am glad I won't get older to see you fail at life. I am sure you're whole life will fail I mean, you are a slut, you are only 12 and you are definitely a slut, I do not regret getting me and Kevin to rape you, you deserve it."
she then took the knife and plunged it into her stomach, her scream piercing in my ear and blood flowing over the floor some of the blood got on my clothes but I didn't care. I called the police and went to my room crying and unable to stop, now I am in this car.
my life is a fail and so am I. I am stupid and worthless my mum and dads screams ring in my ears and the sight of her blood fills me when I close my eyes.
I am stupid.
Sam couldn't control her self she had sudden flashbacks and broke down, she heard Zoe's voice and her banging on the door Zoe then somehow got into the toilet and Sam felt the urge to run, she broke past Zoe and Linda who appeared out of no where and Tried to exit the toilets but ended up collapsing in the corner by the sinks. Zoe picked up the blue book and started to read the pages left open dated 12 &13th August. Linda you beta look at this Zoe said signalling to Linda,
"oh god Sam I am so sorry" Zoe said while Linda stood there frozen.
there you go xx please r&r xxx