Chapter 4
- won't keep my mouth shut anymore part 1

After what felt like years of what Alice likes to call beautifying we were all ready to go to the party. We decided to take Rosalie's BMW and Alice told her to drive slow so we would arrive fashionably late, I just rolled my eyes at her. We were half ways to Emmett's house when I got a text.

I really need to talk to you as soon as you get to the party its really important-jazz

Sure where are you?-Bella

In the kitchen-jazz

Kay I'll be there in a few-Bella

I finished my reply just as we pulled up to the house we headed inside and I walked straight to the kitchen. Jasper was standing there with a drink in his hand, when he saw me he smiled the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. Edward's crooked smile included.
"Hey tinker Bella" he said
"Wow already with the nick names jazzy poo"
"You know you like it, tinker Bella" he said with a smirk.
"Okay how many drinks have you had" I asked
"1,2,5,6,9...what does it matter"
"Okay let's get you home give me your car keys" he handed me them and said
"Bella we need to talk about something"
"Later okay let's get you home first" I said.
We started walking for the door when I heard my name being called and turned around and saw Alice heading toward me.
"Where are you going?"She asked looking between Jasper and me. Alice knew how I felt about Edward and she told me from the start that I shouldn't date Edward if I felt like I did for Jasper I am really starting to wish I would have just listened to her, Rosalie always said never bet against Alice.
" I am just going to give Jasper a ride home" I said
"Well Edward is looking for you" she said
"just tell him where I went I'm sure he'll understand"
"I guess bye Bella" she said will waving and skipping back into the crowd.

After I pulled up to Jasper's house I looked at him and he was sleep leaning on the window. I walked around and knocked on his window he jumped and looked around dazed.
"Come on jasper lets go inside" I said he just nodded and we headed into the house. We went up to his room and he just stared at me.
"Are you okay...does your head hurt" I asked worried. He shook his head and said
" I really have to tell you something"
"Okay" I said
"I love you Bella and I have since the first day I met you and I know that you with Edward but I have to get this out now before something happens-" I cut him off by crashing my lips to him and kissing him passionately.
" I love you to Jasper but you're really drunk and you probably won't remember any of this in the morning" I said.
"Well in the morning I just tell you again" he said
"We'll see, but maybe you should get some rest" I said. He nodded and lay down while I got up from the bed.

"Can you stay with me tonight?"he asked giving me that puppy dog face I couldn't resist.

"Sure" I said as I lay in his bed with him and put my head on his chest and fell asleep dreaming of him in all his blue eyed glory.

A/N: okay so I been very busy lately my family and I are moving to Florida and the only reason I even put this up tonight is because the reviews, story alerts, and so on and if I know people are reading it makes me want to update faster and I was actually getting really frustrated because I had to rewrite this 3 different reasons.

Also next chapter you will get a jasper and Edward POV which will explain why jasper drank so much and so on it will kinda be like a rewind from this chapter.

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