What Ever It Takes…

Ok Guys I have started on my 4thchapter I hope you all like it I am so sorry I haven't updated in so long Gomen, but I have been going through tough times so as a partial vent I will write this chapter I hope you all love it, ok here we go

As soon as Akihiko walked through that door, he could not believe what he saw. Feeling so incredibly horrified and helpless, Akihiko's violet eyes closed, his body collapsing to the floor. All he could hear was the muffled screaming from his childhood friend and that same friend's lover.

"Akihiko!"

"Usami-san!"

When Akihiko came to, his head felt sore. As he rubbed his head, he thought back to why he had fainted in the first place. He had failed to protect the one he loved and, since Misaki was so broken, you could barley recognize him. He even had bandages masking his eyes. Misaki had been through so much, and Akihiko felt like he failed as a lover and protector.

Nowaki came through the door."Usami-san, how are you feeling?" he asked as he walked up to Akihiko.

The writer sat up and looked around."Yeah, I feel fine. How's Misaki doing?" Akihiko was anxious to know anything about his little lover.

Nowaki could only sigh."Well, he seems to be the same in a coma. We don't know how long it will last, either." Nowaki felt sorry for the man. He knew if it was his Hiro-san who was like that he would be the same. "You can see him again if you'd like," he said reaching out to help Akihiko up. The writer accepted his offer and got up.

When they entered Misaki's room, Akihiko looked at his lover with sad eyes. He walked over and sat by his bed side. While looking at how beaten up he really was, Akihiko took hold of Misaki's hand and held on to it firmly. "Misaki, just so you know, I'm here for you, and I am so sorry I wasn't there to protect you. I should have been there….but I wasn't. I hope you can hear me when I say that I love you, and I will no matter how shattered you become, I always will."

A couple months had passed with no change what so ever. Akihiko made sure he went to see Misaki every day. He would sit there until he had work. All of his free time belonged to his little lover. Hedidn't't eat at all, unless Hiroki forced it on him. He barley slept. The writer was too busy with Misaki to even care.

It had been six months since the accident, and Misaki was still the same. Akihiko was sitting there beside him, as always, holding onto his hand in hopes that he would open his eyes. As if by a miracle, slowly, Misaki's eye lids parted. He felt the presence of someone holding onto him, but he couldn't't see anything. It was like he was in darkness.

"Misaki, I miss you so much. Please come back to me," whispered Akihiko. That made Misaki's eyes begin to water. Akihiko took notice of this with shock. He looked over at his lover, seeing his beautiful green, shining orbs wide open. "Misaki...you're awake…" Akihiko sat up on Misaki's beside and wiped his tears away. "Why are you crying? You're too lovely to be crying. I'm here, so there's no need to be upset." When Akihiko finished talking, he took hold of his lover and held him in a sweet embrace. Misaki was in shock. He knew it was his lover, Akihiko, holding him, but everything was so "dark" that he couldn't see anything.

Misaki pushed Akihiko away and started screaming."Get away! Don't touch me!"

Akihiko's eyes widened in shock. "Misaki, it's okay. I'm here. What's the matter?"

Misaki's eyes were filled with terror. "Usagi-san, why is everything so dark? I can't see you!" Tears began rolling down his face.

Akihiko was probably in more shock than his lover.'What...is Misaki blind? He can't see me? He must be so scared...'he thought. "Misaki, I'm sorry..." Akihiko got up to fetch a doctor to check over Misaki. Nowaki was the one who came back in and gave Misaki a short look-over.

"I'm sorry to say that he is blind. It may go away after a while, but his eyes seem to have received too much damage. His right eye looks like it will never recover. It seems while he got beaten up, they poured some kind of poison into it. Luckily, it barley got the other one, so he won't and shouldn't be like this forever." Misaki sat there blankly, still in the dark, still in shock.

A couple hours passed. Misaki had passed out on the bed, sleep consuming him. Akihiko felt so terrible for ever letting this happen. His little lover was so frightened beyond belief that he didn't even know what to do. He was a little happy, however, that in a couple days, Misaki could come home.

The next morning, Misaki was awake, just sitting in bed, looking randomly around, seeing small bits of white. Akihiko walked into his lover's room. "Misaki, how are you this morning?" Misaki didn't even make an attempt to respond, he just sat there. Akihiko was worried on how he would even react to leaving.

A couple days had passed and Misaki was allowed to go home, so Akihiko helped Misaki get dressed, and held his hand on the way out, but as soon as they reached the door, Misaki went insane. He started screaming, trying to prevent himself from going outside. "No, no, please! Anything but that! It's too dark outside…I don't wanna...please don't make me!" He tried forcing his way out of Akihiko's grip. The writer realized that his lover wasn't just afraid because he couldn't see, but he was also afraid of be beaten again. He already was so broken by it the first time.

Akihiko decided to just pick his little lover up, princess style. "Misaki, it's going to be okay. As long as you're in my arms, I won't let anything hurt, or even touch you." In response, Misaki wrapped his arms around his lover's neck, and they headed home.

Meanwhile, at Takahiro's place, he had finally returned from a long business trip and had received the news about Misaki's condition. He rushed over to Akihiko's apartment, without a second thought. Barging in through the door, Takahiro could see Misaki on the couch, curled up childishly with Suzuki-san. He also pinpointed Akihiko in the kitchen fetching Misaki some water. "Well, I'm back now, so I will be taking Misaki back with me, so that Ican take care of him." Akihiko was in a blank shock, at the sight of his college friend. All Misaki could do was hold onto Suzuki-san more tightly, hoping not to ever leave his lover's side again.,

Ok guys this is where I am gunna cut you off, I'm sorry I had to end it there I know I hate cliffhangers my self but I couldn't help it. I am still sorry it took so long to update, I promise I will try my hardest for it not to happen again. I have been having a rough time, and I know I have been very mean to Misaki, I know Gomen things will get better I promise but I had this idea so I had to please forgive me. I promise to update soon and thanks again for KairixXxSora16 for editing it for me.