Just this, cause it is a little emotional

Once they had gotten Alec adjusted to the fact that they would have to go to Magnus's they plans for when.

"Yes, but why are you living with him?" Alec asked for what seemed the hundredth time.

"Because there isn't really anywhere else I can live is there." Simon finally snapped, only then did Alec stop asking about his ex-boyfriend.

"You all should get some sleep I didn't mean to wake everyone up and keep you up this early," It was several hours later when the plan was finally set and the entire group looked tired. Clary hugged him good-bye as she left with Jace, and Alec politely nodded as he joined the couple on the elevator.

"I will see you soon," Clary called as the doors closed.

"Will, you should go upstairs I believe your son is looking for you." Isabelle said as her gaze met Simon's. Will looked apprehensive leaving his aunt with a vampire, "Go." And Will left, grumbling, but he left. As soon as the doors closed the two were back in each others arms.

"Oh, Simon, I missed you so much!" Isabelle whispered into him.

"I missed you too, Izzy," He whispered back, "so where is your husband?"

"Never married," She said calmly, but Simon's eyes got big.

"Why not?"He was surprised, Isabelle just smiled and stroked his face as she had when she was a girl, but hadn't since then.

"Simple," She said as she gazed into his eyes, "I never loved another man." Simon pulled back as though her words had stung.

"Izzy, I had no idea." Her face hardened and she broke their embrace for the first time.

"Of course you didn't," Her voice could cut and her look could kill, "you were never here. You left and never wrote or came by! For all we knew you were dead! How do you think Clary felt?!" Isabelle spun away showing that she wasn't quite concerned about Clary's feelings. Simon stayed where he was knowing it was smarter than trying to physically comfort her.

"I don't care how Clary feels," Simon's whisper sounded like a shout in the silent room, "Izzy I care about how you feel and the reason I never came back was so you would move on and find someone you would live, love, and die with. I have always loved you but you needed to move past me."

"Simon I could have lived and died with someone, but I always would have loved you." Her words were soft, but they hurt Simon exponentially, "I did wish you would have changed me when I was younger." They smiled at each other and were quickly in the other's arms once more.

"I didn't know if we would work out and if we broke up I didn't want you stuck as this. I wanted to Izzy I did, but you would be stuck drinking blood forever!" She tightened her arms around him pulling him closer to her.

"Easy solution then," Isabelle said softly in his ear, "we don't break up."

She shifted the position of her head exposing her neck to him and whispered for him to go a head. Simon licked his lips and leaned over the exposed skin, but he kissed her neck instead.

"No Izzy," He whispered into her neck, "not like this." He pulled his face back and had Isabelle look at him, "You still have life and a life here. I am not going to take that from you." He looked down at his feet not meeting her eyes.

"Simon," She said bringing his eyes back to hers, "that is why I love you."

They held each other for a very long time until Simon whispered to her that she should get some rest, but all she did was tighten her grip and reply that wouldn't without him.