Disclaimer: I don't own a thing, except the character(s) that I made up. Bold italisized words are thoughts. This chapter is going to explain what happened to make Mika leave Tohma. The song is Unfaithful by Rihanna. The song doesn't really fit, considering it is Tohma that is cheating on Mika, but just please look past that. I don't want to change the words to the song because I don't own it, either.

Chapter 4:

Story of my life

Searching for the right

But, it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Because it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

He's more than a man

And, this is more than love

The reason why the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And, to him I just can't be true

And, I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't want to do this anymore

I don't to be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside

I don't want to hurt him anymore

I don't want to take away his life

I don't want to be a murderer

He went to see Yuki again. He knew he the sneaking around had to stop, he knew he couldn't get away with it forever, but he couldn't quit himself from the golden eyed blonde. Even though Yuki never acknowledged any love or care for him, he kept coming back for more, savoring whatever he could get out of the novelist.

"No need to knock, Tohma, you come at the same time everyday." Yuki said annoyedly, opening the door just as Tohma lifted his hand to knock.

"It's just common courtesy, Eiri-san." he answered with a small grin.

"Yeah, sure."

Tohma saw himself in, following Yuki to his study and taking his usual seat in the chair beside the desk as Yuki sat behind his laptop to begin his work once again. He was silent, watching Yuki do his work until the novelist got fed up with Tohma's green eyes stare at him. Yuki sighed and pushed away from his laptop and massaged his temples.

"Is it really necessary for you to just sit there for hours on end and watch me?"

"Well, I don't really have much to say, anymore." Tohma answered, cocking his head to side, looking at Yuki with indignation.

"That's a shock. Seguchi Tohma can't strike up a conversation with his wife's brother." Yuki said sarcastically.

Tohma blushed and looked at the floor.

"I-It's not like that..."

Yuki rolled his chair in front of Tohma and put a hand under his chin so he could stare him in the eye.

"I feel really special." Yuki said to Tohma, a smirk on his lips. "I am the only that Seguchi-san can't stare straight in the eye with that I-always-get-my-way stare. I must be some kind of god."

Tohma blushed deeper as Yuki leaned in towards him and pressed his lips against his own. Yuki broke the kiss after a few seconds and stared at the older blonde in the eye.

"I find it odd I can have such power of someone who is supposed to be more powerful than me...and not to mention older. Tell me, Tohma... The reason why you come to 'visit' me everyday, you don't come to just have the pleasure of my company do you? There's something more here isn't it?"

"Uh..I..."

Yuki stood from his chair and leaned down, staring Tohma in the eyes.

"Do you have feelings for me, Tohma? Does that mean that you just cheated on your wife...my sister? That you are playing her? You are married to her, but love me? Is that it, Tohma?"

"I...I'm sorry. I can't help it..."

Yuki smirked.

"I feel bad for you, Mika." Yuki said, lifting his head to stare his sister, who was leaning against the study's doorway, her eyes wide in sadness and suprise.

Tohma let out a gasp and turned to see Mika.

"Some husband you have."

Mika turned, tears in her eyes, a sob escaping her lips, running out of Yuki's apartment.

"Screwed that for yourself." Yuki said, sitting back down behind his laptop, cigarette in hand.