~Elsa~

I take back what I said earlier. Making friends is going to be the hardest thing ever! I'm not even sure Rosetta and the other girls considered me a friend. They probably think I'm a snobby little rich girl and were just trying to be nice sense I'm new here.

"Elsa, do you really have to have your hair like that? Aunt Prim has been working on it for hours." Anna said, clearly getting impatient as our aunt was doing my hair.

Before I could respond to her my aunt answered. "Oh, Anna. Elsa, was right. You do exaggerate a lot. I've only been here for about less than 20 minutes. Besides, this is fun. I remember when you two were still in your diapers and how you loved to play dress up." She said.

A small smile appeared on my face as I remembered those happy days. It wasn't until I got a little bit older and was told by my mother about what happened to my cousin that I understood why my Aunt was always so eager and happy to see us.

She lost her daughter. Anna and I are the closest thing she has to a daughter, or daughters I should say. She'll never play dress up with her daughter so she has us, she can't go shopping or have any girl time with her daughter so she us there too. We're all she has to that, and I guess now she's all we have to, along with our uncle. They're going to be the only mother and father figures we'll have for a whole year.

"And we're done." My aunt says and looks at me.

"You two look absolutely beautiful!" She says to Anna and I.

While my hair was in an elaborate bun, like the way my mother always wears it, Anna's hair was in two braided pigtails. She always likes it that way. She says it makes her feel...free in a way. Me on the other hand, well I always have my hair in a bun. Whether my parents are around or not. I guess I'm just used to always having it like this that even when they're not around I wear it like it is anyway.

Anyway besides that, I'm wearing a short light blue summer dress that goes a little above the new, while Anna was wearing the exact same one but was a bright pink. We even had matching flip flops.

I'm not used to wearing stuff like this, it's always something formal, but I gotta do what I gotta do. Plus Anna would not shut up about how cute we would look.

After our encounter with Rosetta and the others, we went shopping and ended up getting these dresses, and then after that we went to a French restaurant called Gusteau's. Which was amazing by the way. I can see why it has 4 stars.

After that we headed home. We didn't meet any other people from our school, but that was fine by me.

I turned to look at myself in the mirror and felt a pang of sadness wash over me. I look so much like my mother it's crazy. People literally mistake us as twins, and it's happened more than once, believe me. The only difference is our hair. While mine is almost completely white, her's is brown. She a brunette just like my aunt. What's funny is that Anna and I don't have our parents' hair color. Well, I think Anna has my dad's hair but I don't know for sure.

Also from what my mom told me, our cousin doesn't have her parents' hair color either. My aunt and uncle both have brown hair, but my cousin was born with golden blonde hair. She did have my aunt's green eyes.

The whole reason I'm sad is because I missed them so much, and I'm practically a clone of my mother, especially when my hair is up the same way she always wears it. And just seeing myself right now makes it even worse, especially after all the things I said to them.

~Flashback~

"I can't believe you guys are doing this!" An angry Elsa shouted to her parents as they told her about their news.

Both parents were quite surprised at their eldest daughter's outburst. "Elsa, you do not raise your voice to your parents. Understand?" Her father said very sternly.

Elsa on the other hand was filled with rage. "Understand? Oh I understand perfectly! You're abandoning us! What kind of sick parents does that to their children?" Elsa shouted at them.

"Elsa, this is so unlike you. We're not abandoning you, or your sister. We're just going to be gone one year. It's not like we'll be gone forever." Her mother said to her.

Elsa rage only grew. "Mom, it's one whole fucking year!" Elsa along with her parents were shocked at what she had just said. Never had she her entire life said such a strong cuss word. Sure she occasionally said 'damn' or 'shit' once in awhile but never had she said something like this in front of her parents. But she went on.

"Do you know how hard it is making friends? I'm not like Anna! Everyone at school calls me the Queen of Isolation because I'm never social with anyone! Sure I might have one or two friends, and sure I might be a little popular, but that's only because we're rich. I also know damn well that Anna's friends aren't friends with her because of our money, they're friends with her because she's...well she's herself! I can never be myself! I'm always obeying your orders, studying my ass off so I can graduate and get the job you want me to have." She shouted all in a hurry, nearly taking the breath out of her.

Her parents were both speechless at everything their daughter was saying that they just stared at her for a few short minutes trying to comprehend on everything she just said.

"Elsa, listen..." Her father started, but she just cut him off much to his dismay.

"No, you listen! I am sick and tired of all this bullshit! You know you always did favor Anna, and don't bother denying it. She gets to do whatever the hell she wants to do. She gets to spend the night at her friend's house, she doesn't have to worry about getting straight A's all the time and get a lecture for having one B. She's completely free! Why can't I have the freedom she has?" Elsa said, and she could feel tears welling up in her eyes for a reason she doesn't understand.

"Because you're the oldest. It's your responsibility, and I'm sorry you feel that way about your sister." Her father replied, trying to control the anger in his voice.

Elsa just scoffed. "Well, I'm sorry it's the truth. You know I gave up skating for you two?"

"You willingly gave it up! We never forced you!" Her father reasoned and Elsa scoffed again.

"How blind are you? Skating was my dream! I gave it up because I knew that was the answer you wanted to hear! Sure you said all those years ago that I was going to be the best ice skater in the entire world, but I knew you wanted me to be some stupid business woman. I know you want me to take over your stupid business one day, and I also know the only reason why you had Anna was because you were hoping she would be a boy. But much to your dismay she happened to be a girl like me so you had no choice, but to give your business to me." Elsa shouted.

Her parents were surprised that she knew that. Yes, it was all true but they loved they daughters with all their hearts. They would do anything for them. But her mother couldn't take it anymore and said something she would regret for the rest of her life.

"Elsa, this attitude of yours as got to go now. You are acting like a child and you're throwing a tantrum. I honestly don't even know why you're complaining about moving and not Anna. It's not like you have any friends that are going to miss you." Her mother said before she could stop herself and she gasped.

Elsa stood there frozen, and hurt. What she said hit her very hard. She couldn't believe her mother just said that, neither did her mother or her father expected that.

Elsa's tears fell before she could stop them, and she quickly ran towards the door. Her mother also had tears in her eyes and she grabbed Elsa's wrist, stopping her from leaving.

"Elsa, please. I didn't mean it. I'm so sorry." Her mother pleaded.

Elsa jerked her hand free and stared her mother in the eye, both whom had no control of the tears that fell. Before she didn't want to leave. She didn't want to be the new girl, or go to a new school, but right now she didn't want to see her parents' faces. Right now she wanted to get the hell away from there. And for that one moment she was actually glad she was leaving.

"I'm sorry too, for having parents like you." She managed to say.

"Elsa..." Her mother said in a sad, tearful voice and reached for her daughters hand again.

"No! You've already done enough. Just stay away! I hate you!" She cried and was out the door within seconds.

Once Elsa was in her bedroom, and the door was locked. She plopped herself on her bed and cried. After what seemed like hours her crying had stopped and she just laid there.

She didn't want to leave because she didn't want to be the new girl. She didn't want to be the center of attention, because if you're rich and got looks you're definitely going to be the center of attention. She was comfortable where she was at, she was scared of what it might have in store for her, she was scared that she was going to get too comfortable over there and then just move back here a year later.

But most of all she was scared of returning to the place where a man died because of her.

~End of Flashback~

"Hello? Earth to Elsa! Are you there?" Anna asked as she waved her hands in front of my face.

"Huh?" I asked, slightly embarrassed.

My aunt chuckled. "We've been trying to talk to you for the last five minutes. You just zoned out." She said.

"Oh, just...lost in thought I guess." I replied and Anna shrugged before getting excited.

"Well, come on! I can't wait any longer!" She exclaimed and was out my bedroom door and down the stairs faster than lightning.

My aunt and I chuckled before we exited out of my room too, following Anna.

As we made our way to the car I was once again lost in thought. I was so ticked off at them for abandoning us, and I still am a little bit. But after thinking about it after I cried my eyes out, I thought that it'd be best if I did leave. I didn't want to see their faces again, but now here I am missing them.

Why am I so complicated?

a/n: Okay, I know I said that the bonfire would be in this chapter, but I absolutely promise you that it will be in the next one. I have a limit on how many words I write in one chapter, so I hope this is long enough for you. I also hope you enjoyed the chapter. The next one is when Elsa and Anna will meet everyone.

The restaurant Gusteau's is from Disney/Pixar's Ratatouille