"He's been in there a long time." I said, stating the obvious.
And, as if by magic, Sean appears.
"Yo Cameron, let's go!" Jay hollard.
"Staying."
What? So many things were going through my head at this point. Sean was staying. I just got him back in my life, and he was leaving again. This sucked. He gave Jay a man-hug, and recieved some choice words from Ellie, and I just got in the car. I could not deal with this, not now. We left, and Sean stayed behind.
Jay dropped Ellie off at her apartment, and then turned to me.
"Hey Blondie, hop in the front."
"Alright." I said while shrugging my shoulders.
The ride to my house was kinda quiet, except for Jay strumming his fingers on the steering wheel to the beat of the radio. He kept on sneaking glances at me, and I finally broke the silence.
"Jay, will you quit staring and pay attention to the road?" He scoffed at me.
"I am not staring." He said, shaking his head.
"Yes you are."
"You are very concieted."
"Oh, I'm concieted." I said laughing.
"Yes, I think you are."
"Well, you were staring."
"I was not!"
"Fine." I laughed. "You weren't staring."
"I wasn't."
"Ok."
"I wasn't staring." he mumbled.
"Jay?" I said after a minute or two of silence.
"Yeah?"
"My house was five blocks that way." I laughed while gesturing back the way we came.
"Dammit." He hit the steering wheel, and I laughed at him more.
"This isn't funny." he mumbled under his breath when I kept laughing.
We got to my house, and Jay turned off his civic. We looked at each other for a few minutes.
"Thanks Jay, today was... interesting."
"Come on, admit it Greenpeace, today was fun." then he paused. "for the most part."
"For the most part." I said agreeing.
I turned to get out of the car when Jay stopped me.
"Greenpeace?"
I turned back to him, and our lips met. I was startled at first, but then I got into it. The kiss got deeper and more passionate, and then his hand went to my thigh. A flash of Jordon went through my mind, and my breath caught. I put a hand on his chest, and gently pulled away.
"It's... it's getting late." I looked away from him. "I should go." I opened the door and got out. "Bye Jay!"
"Bye." he said quietly, and sat there shocked for a minute before driving off.
No one was home when I got inside, so I went down to my room, and curled up on my bed, under the blankets. I felt so stupid, it was over three years ago, and that night still haunts me. I cried myself to sleep.