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Lloyd's P.O.V

Why did this have to happen? We were all happy, Sheena, Colette, and me. We were all happy. I can't help but think that this is my entire fault. I can't believe I've caused Colette so much pain. I've never seen her so angry, so sad. She was even crying, and I know that's impossible for her. Maybe she still has her humanity? Maybe I've been so blinded that I haven't seen how much Colette has been suffering. I've been too preoccupied with Sheena that I haven't noticed. I haven't been with Colette in such a long time. I'm such a jerk!

I haven't forgotten how important Colette is to me. She's the most important person to me and I've been treating her horribly. I've always loved Colette and I still do, but I also love Sheena. I wish I could just make them both happy, but I can't do that. Why can't I sort out my feelings? Why can't a make everything perfect? Why can't I make everyone happy? Is this fate? Was all of this meant to happen?

I'm sick of myself, I'm sick of all of this. I've hurt Colette and I will probably end up hurting Sheena too. I'm a terrible person. I have to apologize to Colette. I have to make things right again no matter what. I want Colette and Sheena to be happy.

"Lloyd?" Professor Raine asks sitting down beside me, "Are you all right?"

"Yeah, I'm fine," I tell her.

"Lloyd everything will be fine," she says reassuringly.

"How can you say that?" I ask with anger, "Did you see how hurt Colette looked?"

"Lloyd, Colette has every right to be in pain."

"If you're trying to make me feel better you're not doing a very good job," I tell her.

"Lloyd have you even been around Colette lately or have you been too busy flirting with Sheena?" she asks. I remain quiet. I'm too afraid to answer her question.

"By the look on your face I'd say it's the latter one."

"Professor, what should I do?" I ask her.

"Well you're going to have to figure that out for yourself," she says, "But I know you'll make the right decision. You just have to look deep inside yourself."

"Thanks Professor."

"You're welcome, Lloyd," she says, "I think it's time we head back to the inn."

"Yeah, I think you're right," I say getting up from the sandy shore. Professor Raine and I make our way back to the others and I tell everyone that I am ready to go back to the inn.

Sheena's P.O.V

I hope Lloyd knows what he's getting himself into. Knowing Lloyd he is going to go straight to Colette. Talking to Colette now is a really bad idea. I think Lloyd should wait a little while longer before he speaks to her. Colette hasn't had enough time to sort everything out. She needs to be calm when he talks to her. If she isn't things could get heated up and I don't think Lloyd's ready for that.

I don't want to see anyone else get hurt. Seeing Colette like that wasn't very pleasant. It was…terrifying. She was a whole different person. If I were Lloyd I would stay away from her. She's insane. Lloyd shouldn't have to go through all of that pain because of her selfish acts, actually more like her selfish needs. She wants Lloyd all to herself. Well, I'm not going to let that little bitch have her ways. Lloyd has just confessed his love for me, which means that Lloyd is mine and if she does anything to ruin that I swear I'll make her life a living hell.

"Lloyd?" I ask walking up to him.

"What is it Sheena?" he asks.

"Are you sure about this?" I ask him hoping that he changes his mind, "What I mean is, are you sure it's a good idea to talk to Colette."

"Sheena you know that I have to do this," he says smiling at me. "I need to apologize to her."

"Lloyd you haven't done anything wrong!" I say raising my voice. "You shouldn't have to do this, Colette should be the one apologizing!"

"Sheena you're wrong,' he says with the most horrified look I have ever seen. "I've done everything wrong, everything."

"No you haven't Lloyd," I say with tears in my eyes, "You've done nothing wrong, you shouldn't put yourself through this."

"Sheena I have to!" he screams at me.

"No you don't!" I cry out.

"Just fuck off!" he screams as he walks away from me.

I hate to say this but even Lloyd has changed. If only he could open his eyes and see that this isn't his fault, it's Colette's fault. She's responsible for this. I just hope that little bitch learns her lesson.

Colette's P.O.V

Pain…I'm in so much pain. How could those bastards do this to me? I thought I was important to them all…especially Lloyd. They were all so nice to me before. Is it because they don't need me anymore? Or is it because they don't fucking care about me? Either way, they will all pay, every single one of them. Lloyd is going to regret what he did to me; he is going to feel exactly what I am feeling. I will make sure of it. Of course Sheena will also pay for what she has done. She's taken the only person I've ever loved away from me.

Blood is so sweet and beautiful, crimson like a beautiful rose. I slowly wipe my bloody hands over my soft face. If only it could rain blood today, then everyone would pay. I'm covered in my own blood and yet that's not what's causing my pain. My pain is caused from not being able to feel pain. It is more intense than any pain anyone could ever feel. This is pain that no human could ever handle. It is the pain of being an angel, the pain of not being…human. I only hope that everyone can feel this pain so then I wouldn't have to suffer alone.

"Colette," I hear Lloyd say as he knocks on my door, "Colette I need to talk to you."

Lloyd wants to talk to me. Why? So he can cause me even more pain? So he can ruin my life even more? Well I'll just have to see, won't I? I walk up to my door and open it slightly so that he cannot see me.

"What do you want?" I ask.

"Colette, I want to apologize," he says."

"You want to apologize now," I say opening the door all the way, "You want to apologize to me now!"

"Colette!" he says terrified as he sees me covered in blood.

"You can never be forgiven, never!" I scream at him.

"Colette…Why?" he asks petrified.

"Why Lloyd? Why? Because you make me do these things!" I scream pushing him backwards.

"Colette stop this!" he says in terror.

"Lloyd I hate you so fucking much," I say as I start hitting him.

"Please Colette stop this now!"

"Why did you do this, why did you lie to me!" I cry out, slapping him as hard as I can. He is covered in my blood, my crimson red blood.

"Colette!" he screams, slapping me across the face.

"Colette… I'm…sorry," he cries.

He hit me. I can't believe he…hit me. I place my hand over my cheek and I look into his eyes and see terror. I can't believe he hit me.