Forks

We arrived in forks. Everything looked the same. Apart from the people. Forks was still green, the houses were in the same places, as was Charlie's.

I wrote a note to Edward i didn't want him or anyone else to worry. The message said.

Be back soon, I have gone out for a while. Go hunting with out me, i will catch up.

Bella x

That should hopefully reassure them that i hadn't been abducted. Everyone apart from me went to work and school. I told them i wanted to be home for a while before i started school. Esme went out to meet the neighbours she made cakes. She wanted to act as human as possible.

I grabbed my rain jacket and ran through the forest towards the house i lived in before i was turned.

When i got a glimpse of the house i noticed that the lights were on. I went to investigate. The house was in the same condition as i left it in. Something was different. It smelt, odd. I peered in the window to discover what looked like... Jacob. How could that be?

Jacob told me that the werewolves aging froze, but then UN froze when they didn't turn into their wolf form.

Jacob's hair was cropped short. He looked exactly the same. Nothing was different about him but his smell. The smell of him burned my nose. He was shirtless, just wearing some grey tracksuit bottoms.

Why was here at Charlie's house?

I need to know, i had to speak to him, to find out the answers. To know why he hadn't moved on with his life and aged. I wanted him to fall in love and have the most normal life as possible.

My actions took over my mind. I rang the doorbell. What was i doing? Too late, the door opened. His eyes widened.

"Bella? It can't be!" He was trying to convince himself it wasn't me, i turned to leave. This obviously was a bad idea. I felt a hot hand grab my arm. "Vampire." He whispered in my ear. He was at the side of me now. Breathing on me. His hot breathe stinging my frozen skin. I turned back around to face him. "Jacob." I whispered back. I would be as polite as possible, even if he ticked me off like he used to. "Come in." He gestured towards the door. I stepped in as gracefully as possible. I took off my jacket and hung it up. I took a seat in the living room.

"So... you didn't die of a disease then." He smiled a devilish smile.

"Obviously."

"The Cullen's, did they turn you?" If i told him that Edward couldn't control himself and tried to kill me he would probably be out that door in a flash, on his way to find him. I had to think fast.

"I was dying of a rare disease, the only choices were to die or be one of them." Good thinking Bella, I praised myself. Jacob wouldn't have wanted me to die. He would much rather have me be one of them, than be dead.

"Alice convinced everyone that i should be changed." At the time when i was human, Alice was one of my best friends. Jacob would believe Alice would have. The lies were coming freely now. Was that good thing? I didn't know. Jacob nodded respectfully.

"Why are you still here? In forks, alive?" I asked.

"Another vegetarian coven moved here. I had to stay in my werewolf form. Just in case. More and more vampires have been moving in and out of forks. I could just be human and do nothing. So i have continued to do what i was born to do Bella." So he didn't meet anyone, he never fell in love. All his friends must of passed away by now. They all imprinted when i "left."Poor Jacob, he must have been so lonely.

"Why are you here at Charlie's then?" I asked. I was interested about everything that involved Jacob at the minute.

"I moved here about 25 years ago. It had been abandoned, no one moved in. I felt more connected to you this way also." Jacob began. He never got over me. I sighed.

"Jacob, i need you to stop changing into your wolf form. You need to have a life. Meet somebody. I am only passing through." Jacob had given his life for watching over the human's.

"Don't leave Bella! Please." Jacob begged.

"I am so sorry Jacob, I am heading somewhere else. Please forget i even came, please, for me." I terribly wanted him to forget i came. I needed to leave before i hurt Jacob anymore. This sadly reminded me of me. The way i felt about Edward. This gave me more reason not to tell him how i felt about him. I don't think i would be able to live if he rejected me the way i rejected Jacob.

I kissed Jacob on the cheek and ran, i ran as fast as my legs could let me. Then i saw something in the now darkness. A white painted house, deep in the middle of the forest.