AN: SOOOOOOOO Sorryyy for the long update I know, no excuses but please don't kill me It's just that y'know, with the Olympics and new movies and my best friends birthday, I even got surgery! yes, in the mouth (wisdom teeth) but still! I just started classes and OMFG first day and already an essay? Plus, exams start next week! c'mon give me a break here teachers! Oh! and thanks to all your reviews! yey! but hey good news I will update a lot sooner like every week, tops 2, but promise I won't mess up again sooo, enjoy the story, review, and keep reading :)
Disclaimer: Nop, iCarly is not mine
" I look like a fucking pregnant cow!" I exclaim, at the, way too short (and tight) black dress Wendy's sister, Becca, lent me.
"No, you don't! Look at yourself, you look hot!" Wendy says.
"Erm, Wendy I think you took a lil' bit too much of that spliff, I look hideous! Besides, your sister is like a cup or more bigger than me"
"Ha! If I didn't know you I would say you're being too modest, c'mon Sam, you can do better, with that dress, these stilettos and my kit of makeup, you'll be the most beautiful if not the hottest, girl at the party. Think of the expression Freddie will make!" She says as she fakes a shocked expression.
"It's just.. hey! But what about my cuts? The dress is too short, people pay attention you know." What I lame excuse, for what I know I lie better!
"Well, isn't that what make up was invented?Besides the party is at night. Now don't be such a pussy about it and let me finish your hair!"
"Fine" I say reluctantly, "But if I don't get laid, stoned or even a smooch, it's entirely your fault!"
Everyone was drinking, partying and going crazy; Kathy's parents must be out of town or somethin', cuz this party seemed it would last for days. Some boys were on the roof, others above the cars and even climbing up on the trees!
"Good luck her closest neighbors are 2 miles away" I say. Kathy lives in the part of the city were there is almost nothing besides this little part of the forest behind her house, near the graveyard; if you cross it, you can reach to the poor side of Seattle, kinda like were I live, only a little bit poorer.
"I know! And hey, those guys I told you about are coming like around 11:30, so keep an eye out!"
"OK"
"Sam!" Carly from behind me yells. She is wearing a pink dress, high heels and an updo bun with sparkly makeup all over her face that was almost too perfect to be true.
"OMG OMG! Sam! Look at yourself! You look terrific! Has you date seen you? What… what was his name again?" She says as she hugs me.
"David?"
"Oh yes! David well, is he with you?"
"Em, no, he was just-"
"He hasn't arrived yet" Wendy interrupts "He messaged Sam to tell her that he's stuck in the jam, so it isn't probable if he will make it"
"Very well then, I guess he doesn't know what he is missing, I mean come on Sam! You look so pretty, and even if David doesn't make it, I'm sure you'll have a lot of fun dancing with someone else."
"I guess so" I could almost hear her pity in her voice. It's not her fault someone as ugly as I would get dumped by any date.
"So, what are we waiting for? The party is inside and we, here outside in the cold!" Wen exclaims.
"Ha ha, go on you guys, I'm waiting for Matt here, he went to park his car."
"Ok, let's go Sam, lets see who we meet" Wendy says as she grabs me by the shoulder.
"See ya Carls!"
First, the house was so huge, you could fit 3 elephants in just what is the living room, second, the music was so loud you couldn't even hear you own thoughts, and lastly… yes, Freddie and that bitch of Tareen were dancing together so close that it looked like just one person! It was almost as if they were dancing in front of my face on purpose.
"Why don't we pass by their side pretending we didn't see Freddie and get a drink?" Wen whispered to me. I guess Wendy must have seen my face.
" Yeah, I need some booze in my organism to calm down this fucking nerves" I whisper back
"Hey Sam!" Fuck! Just when I thought I got past him he grabs me by the arm and greets me as if nothing had happened between us.
"Freddie!" I say, trying to sound like if I didn't saw him. "Hi, what's up? Sorry, I didn't see you!" I really hope my fake cheerful voice worked.
" Nah, it's ok. I barley even recognized you! You look so, so, different! That's nice" Bingo! Right on the blank. "Why's that?" I question, I can feel the embarrassment coming up to his cheeks, Ahh! It's so dam cute! Why did he have to go with that shithead like Tareen?
"Erm, well as I was saying, you look.. different! Yeah, different is cute- I mean good!" Wendy and I looked at him in surprise while Tareen just looked furious.
"What do you mean by that? Freddie! You're supposed to be MY date! Not some ragged-like girl like HER!" Tareen interrupts as she looks at me like if I were a minority.
"Who are you calling ragged you dim-witted moron?"
"Freddie? Are you gonna stand there and just look!?" "Freddie?"
"I, err well-" Freddie didn't know what else to say, the only thing he did was blush.
"Oh bother!" Tareen says as she storms out of there in full fury mode. Ha! Run away you idiot! I guess Freddie knows best.
"Sorry girls, but sometimes Tareen has trouble with her emotions, so, yeah, I must go but it was nice seeing you girls, and Sam please don't go swearing to the people wherever you go."
"But I didn't! You saw her, she started it!"
"Yeah, well, I must go fetch her, see you!" He says as he pats me on the shoulder.
"Well, that was some scene Tareen made there. Dude you saw her? She was raving with anger, I swear I could almost see her eyebrows pop, hahaha!" Wendy laughs
"That bitch! You saw him? He is like her dog! "Hey Sam, don't go swearing to people wherever you go, blah blah blah!" Ugh! I hate him, I hate him, I hate him!" I angrily say
"But you love him?"
"That's the problem! I will get a knife Wen, I will"
"Just, calm down a little and it'll be fine, here I packed some of them in case of emergencies; guess this is one"
"Smartass you are Wen" I say as I chomp 3 ups with my drink.
"Oh, look Carly's there with her Ken"
"Hahaha, yeah let's see how long we can make a conversation without them making out"
"Hello? Oh hey! Sorry, I didn't recognize you at first, yeah I know hahaha- um guys, I'll be back in a sec, I just have to answer this call" Wendy says to us.
"So Sam, have you sort out things with Freddie?" Carly asks.
"Yeah, well kinda, speaking of which have you seen him?" I try to keep my speech clear and slow and try to act uninterested , but deep down inside me there is a war, a war between love and hate. Why, oh why did Freddie had to be, why? Doesn't God love me? Isn't life supposed to be roses and happiness?
"Sam? Saaaam! Earth speaking to Sam" Carly makes signs at me taking me out of my thoughts.
"Wha-? O yeah sorry Carls just thinking about my mom that's all, you were saying" Carly looks at me doubtfully but still buys it.
"I was saying that just a minute ago I saw Freddie going with Tareen out in the front terrace"
"Oh, really? Is just that Freddie told us that she has "issues" so, that's why" I try to fake a smile.
"Ok"
"Hey Sam!" Wen comes excitedly and grabs me by the arm. "Guess who called?" Wendy asks. "Who? You mean-" "Yes! Let's go"
"Where are you going?" Carly asks
"Oh, well Sam's date came with some other friends and we're meeting them outside, but you better stay here with Matt, I mean you don't know these guys and they really don't socialize much with the others" Wow! I don't know if I taught her to lie like that or what but that's why she's my best mate.
"Nah, that's ok, besides Matt and I had other plans, so don't worry about us really" Sometimes, when it comes to sex, Carly just doesn't know how to dissimulate.
"Yeah right, well c'mon Sam let's go"
"I don't see them, are you sure?"
"You're going the wrong way silly, we're meeting Leo and the others at the graveyard y'know, in order not to attract much attention."
"Yeah, fine I guess." I say with chattering teeth, apart from the weather (and I only have one lame sweater) I can't help but feel nervous, this whole plan to forget Freddie… it gives me bad vibes.
"Hey, relax Sam, if you don't like them we can go, you know that"
"It`s not just that y'know? It's somethin' more"
"Ha hah and after that you're going to tell me how things might change and other philosophic things no? Haha it's ok mate"
"Dee! My sweet little pixie!" One of the guys, Leo I suppose, approaches us and embraces Wendy. The smell of spliff is so strong, I don't even know how it doesn't reach the party.
"It hasn't been long and you know it" Wen says as she gives him a peck.
"Hey, hey, I see you brought a little pixie friend like you?" Hey I'm not that short, am I?
"Leo, this is Sam, remember the one I told you about?"
"Oh, Sammy yeah I remember, well Sam, as Dee just introduced me I am Leo the Great but you can just call me Leo"
"Ha, cool"
"Oh, and here's the gang, this is Chaz, Lil, Kyle, Zuzie, Alec and myself" He says. I looked at everyone as Leo introduced them to me and I felt my heart was filled with adrenaline when I saw him; Kyle I think it's his name but it didn't matter, He was SO handsome! I mean like his hair was like chestnut and those eyes so emeralds wow! I'm sure there was attraction in him too, I can feel it. I don't know if it's because I'm weak right now or if I need someone right now, but I'm sure he felt that connection too.
"Your dress is tots wicked!" Lil, I think exclaims, well her hair and clothes are totally wicked too! And well, I will definitely recognize her by that amount of tattoos and piercings she has.
"Thanks, same to you"
"Say, can I tell you Sammy goldilocks?" I turn to him and just stare, like literally just stare I must have looked so retarded but whatev.
"Haha you look so cute, if you don't remember I'm Kyle" He smiles. OMG he called me cute, I'm so happy that I'm so not gonna cut this weekend.
"Of course I remember you- I mean your face- I mean that, I'm sorry yes I do"
"So Sammy have you ever gone tripping?" Kyle asks me, after hours have passed (I really don't know, I think it may have been only 30 minutes) of talking , joking and spending a good time.
"No, but I have gone to some places haha" I say starting to get funny
"Well, I can take you on a trip if you like, and I can take care of you goldilocks"
"Yeah, that would be fun!" I say
"Here" Wen says as she passes Kyle some sheets with funny pictures.
"Let me show how fun life can be" he says.
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