I swallowed hard, waiting for him to realise and tell me what an evil bitch I really was.

But he never said it, he just looked at me and said 'It was for the best'

I had also thought that when I decided to do it. But then after I did it, I wasn't so sure anymore. But maybe I was right?

We were all worried sick when Scar had announced to us that she was pregnant.

And then we all worried tenfold when she said she had got pregnant by a vampire.

Don't ask me how she managed to end up getting pregnant because I couldn't tell you.
Obviously I know how, but I don't know what the reason for no protection was.

I screamed at her and called her a stupid, stupid girl and yelled some more at her when I found out.

But then after the wave of anger, came the dread and the worry.

We all knew what was going to happen, so add that onto her being a half vampire - meaning that if she does come close to death there will be no emergency full vampirerisation because it's not possible - you have yourself one very worried group of vampires and half vampires.

Well I wasn't going to sit around and watch my friend die in front of my eyes, for a child she clearly didn't want, but didn't have the heart to abort.

So I took it upon myself to crush up two of those pills and put them in her drink.

She started bleeding soon after.

But it wasn't enough I had to be sure. I had to make her better.

So I crushed up another one and brought her the glass of water.

You could see the relief in her eyes, as she bled out onto the bathroom floor, but she did still try and hide it.

The bleeding steadily got worse, until Carlisle had to intervene.

I felt terrible after watching what I had done unfold in front of me.

I told Jacob all of this, every last detail. He just sat there listening to me intently.

He finally pulled me onto his lap and into a bone crushing hug and whispered in my ear.

'You are a brave girl Catherine. You did what Scar wanted to do, but couldn't. You saved her life.'

I blinked back the tears as I clung onto Jacob.

I had, I'd saved her life. Scar was going to survive. That's all that mattered right?