DISCLAIMER: I don't own Harry Potter or Glee.
WARNING: THIS STORY IS SLASH. THAT MEANS IT FOLLOWS A RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN TWO MEN, WHICH WILL INCLUDE SEX. If this bothers you, please hit the back button.
Chapter 4
"As you can see, the arches in this structure are mainly decorative..." Harry found himself drifting into day dreams, lulled by the monotone voice of his History of Archirecture class. Professor Binns had never designed a building in his life, and he sounded like a ghost. Harry usually looked over his schedule, or looked over his work for other classes. Today though, he was thinking about Kurt. They had been texting back and forth, talking about anything and everything. Kurt told him about New Directions, about his friends, and about Blaine.
Harry couldn't believe what an idiot Kurt's ex was! He had an amazing, hot, funny boyfriend- and he threw it away. He personally felt that Blaine was immature, and didn't appreciate what he had. He knew he would. Kurt said that Blaine called him after a picture of them leaving Nobu turned up in In Touch magazine. He honestly thought that Kurt was dating Harry just to make him jealous! He couldn't believe how arrogant this guy was. Oh well, it didn't matter anyway. Kurt told him where to go, and that they would never be together again. Hopefully that is the end of that.
They finally made it to Monday, and tonight was their date. Harry was going to ask Kurt over to his flat to cook him dinner. However, Harry felt that Kurt might get the wrong idea. While he wasn't just looking for sex, he didn't think he would turn it down if it was offered. He decided to save that idea for another time. Instead, they were going to a small, out of the way restaurant that didn't have paparazzi outside. They had the best pasta, and the chocolate tort was delicious. He wasn't sure about after dinner, he didn't know if Kurt would want to do anything else on a school night.
Finally the class was over, and Harry was out the door. He lived in an apartment across from Central Park on the second highest floor. He recieved it as a gift from Sirius upon his acceptance into Brown. Yes, it was ridiculous, and way over the top- but that described Sirius to a T. Harry thought he was still trying to spoil him to make up for his Father not being there. Harry tried to tell him it wasn't needed, but he continued. Even though he knew Harry had a large amount of money from his Mother, (not to mention his Trust fund and the money he earned himself) Sirius was constantly depositing money in his various accounts. It irritated him but he knew Sirius wouldn't stop, so he just let it go.
He had just spent 30 minutes in his tanning bed. Unfortunately it was a neccessary evil. He was doing a swimsuit shoot next weekend, and he needed to be more tan for that. Now he was showering, getting ready to pick up Kurt. He had told Kurt that he didn't need to dress up too much for this date. He knew whatever Kurt wore, he would look amazing. God, he was becoming a sap! After fixing his hair, (as much as such a thing was possible) and putting on cologne, Harry got dressed. He decided on a pair of Diesel blue jeans and a light blue cashmere sweater. It was getting colder outside, so he grabbed a light jacket. It was black leather, and was butter soft. He also wore black leather boots that had a dull finish. They were low, and fit under his pant leg. He grabbed the present for Kurt, and was out the door.
Kurt had had a crazy few days since his first date with Harry. All his friends (and enemies) had seen pictures of them either on the internet, or in a magazine. This part wasn't so bad - though getting a text from Mr. Shue was weird. However, he didn't expect all of NYADA to know! He knew that this was short sighted of him, but he didn't. He'd had several congratulations on getting media exposure so early, which pissed him off. He was not dating Harry for press coverage! He wouldn't do that to anyone, much less Harry! Unfortunately, he also had to deal with Blaine. Blaine had been trying to get him back ever since he had broken up with him. It might have worked last year, but him saying it was Kurt's fault for being so far away, had been a deal breaker. He told Blaine not to contact him again until he accepted that they were over. Instead he called and told Kurt; "You got my attention. You don't have to date a model to make me jealous." He was so full of himself!
Anyway, it had been a crazy few days. Now he was getting ready for his date. He decided to wear some True Religion jeans, and a Micheal Korrs sweater. Mercedes had "just stopped by" -yeah, right- and was waiting to meet Harry. The doorbell rang, and Kurt jumped up. He caught his reflection in the mirror by the door, then opened it. Harry was standing there, looking downright edible. The light color of his sweater looked gorgeous against his tan skin. Harry leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek in greeting. "Hello, Kurt. You look amazing, Gorgeous." Kurt kind of melted at the nickname. " You look amazing yourself, Harry. Come in." Harry walked in, and handed him a gift. "It reminded me of your eyes. I hope you like it." Harry said. " You shouldn't have, but thank you. Harry, this is my best friend
Mercedes. Mercedes, this is Harrison." Kurt said, then started to open the box. "It's very nice to meet you, Mercedes." Harry said. "You too." Mercedes said somewhat breathlessly. She knew he was hot, but damn!
Kurt opened the box, and found a cashmere scarf that was a teal color with a gray under tone. "Oh, Harry. I love it! It is so soft. Thank you." Kurt said sweetly, then gave him a hug. Kurt couldn't believe Harry had been thinking of his eyes! And he was so thoughtful. "We should be going. Bye, Mercedes." Kurt said. He wanted to thank Harry properly, and he couldn't do that with Mercedes in the room. "It was nice to meet you, Kurt talks about you all the time." Harry said. "Nice to meet you too. You guys have fun." Mercedes answered. "Ok, bye!" Kurt said, then rushed them out the door.
"Why are you in such a rush?" Harry asked. "This." Kurt said, then put his arms around Harry's neck, putting his fingers in the hair on the back of his head. He leaned forward and kissed Harry, hard. Harry immediately wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist, and responded eagerly. Their tongues battled for dominance, and Harry was victorious. He took control of the kiss, causing Kurt to melt against him. His hand found the skin of Kurt's back, under his sweater. It was silky smooth. He lightly bit Kurt's bottom lip, then pulled away slowly, gently tugging it. Kurt moaned. He couldn't help it. " Mmm, not that I mind, but what was that for? I want to make sure to do it again." Harry said, smiling sexily. " I wanted to thank you properly for the scarf. It was sweet of you to think of me, but you don't have to bring me something every time. That would be outrageously expensive." Kurt said. It made Harry happy to know that Kurt didn't expect exspensive
gifts.
"I want to woo you." Harry said as they walked to the car. "I want you to only think of me, so that some other man won't
steal you away. I travel a lot for work, and I may miss important dates like birthdays and holidays. It will be hard to date me, Kurt." Harry said seriously. " I will be around attractive people at work. You may get jealous about that. I have never cheated on a partner, but they were constantly thinking or worrying that I was. If we continue this, I want you to know that I am only thinking of you. I will need you to trust me." Harry said.
As they rode to the restaurant, Kurt thought about what Harry said. He hadn't thought about those points, and he knew he had self esteem issues. This would probably cause him to be jealous sometimes. But he felt in his gut that this relationship, that Harry, was worth it. " I may get jealous sometimes. I already had self esteem issues, and Blaine cheating on me only made those worse. I do think that what we could be is worth it, and I feel in my gut that I can trust you. I promise I will try. If you miss my birthday though, there will be groveling! And presents." Kurt said. Harry laughed. "I will go down on my knees for you." Harry said playfully. Kurt was struck by the image of Harry on his knees, only he wasn't begging. "You said it that way on purpose!" Kurt exclaimed, crossing his legs. Harry, sadistic bastard that he is, just laughed again.
They arrived at the small restaurant, with no photoghraphers in sight. Harry helped Kurt out of the car, and put his arm around him. "Welcome to Lucia's. Do you have reservations?" The host asked. "Yes, for Potter-Black, at 6:30." Harry said. "Yes sir. Right this way, please." The man led them to a secluded table, not even batting an eyelash at the fact that they were obviously together. Kurt loved being out of Lima! "Enjoy your meal, gentlemen." He said. They looked at the menus, and picked their orders. After the orders were placed, they started talking. "So, you said you had problems with previous partners due to jealousy?" Kurt asked, Harry nodded. "How many partners have you had?" Kurt asked nervously.
"Are you asking how many relationships I have had, or how many people I have had sex with?" Harry asked. "Um... both?" Kurt asked. "I have had two serious relationships, and three sexual partners." Harry aswered honestly. Kurt was relieved there were not more sexual partners, but he was still a little insecure that Harry had three people to compare him to. "Can you tell me about them?" Kurt asked. "Okay." Harry said as the antipasti was laid on the table. "The first lover I had is not a pretty story. I was devastated by my Father practically disowning me. I had just turned fifteen, and my godfather had convinced me to go to a party at our cousin's French estate. I had hardly been out in society since the disownment, and he was adamant that we would go to the party, and stay with them for a weekend. We would then go to our home in France, and stay a month." Harry said, then paused to take a drink.
"My cousin Narcissa was married to Lucius Malfoy. They have a son my age. However, theirs was a political marriage. After Draco, their son was born, they essentially seperated. They each kept various lovers, and barely interacted. Draco and I never got along. He was jealous that I was named the Black heir. At the party, Lucius had been watching me, and giving me special attention. It felt good to have the attention of someone other than Sirius. Someone older and influential seemed to value me, and I was desperate for affirmation. After the party, he cornered me in the library. I felt strange about the situation, and tried to leave. He backed me up against a shelf and started telling me how handsome I was, how hot. That he was going to show me pleasure, and teach me how to pleasure a man."
Harry stopped speaking when he saw the entree's coming. Kurt felt sick. He didn't mean to bring up a horrible topic. "You don't have to say anymore. I can imagine what happened." Kurt said. Harry's cheeks were mottled red. Kurt didn't know if it was in shame, or anger. "He didn't technically rape me. Lucius is a very attractive man. I was naive. I thought he wanted a relationship. I agreed to it. I enjoyed it. I felt loved at the time. We ended up having sex numerous times over our month in France. I had realised that we never talked, never went anywhere except a hotel to have sex. So I asked him what was going to happen when we got back to England. He said nothing would happen. That I was a Summer distraction, a fling. I was crushed. I realized that he had been using me the whole time, and taking advantage of my youth and the situation. I didn't date for a year after that. I focused on my modeling career and school." Harry said.
"That's awful! He sounds like a predator. I wouldn't be surprised if you were not the first, or the last." Kurt said. He was angry that this happened to Harry. They ate for a few minutes, enjoying the meal. "To finish my story, I started dating Justin Finch-Fletchly when I was sixteen. He was a really nice guy, we are still friendly today. We knew when I applied to Brown that our relationship would be over. He had had a lot of problems with me modeling. He thought I may have cheated, so we seperated when I got into Brown. After I had been here about six months, I met Cedric Diggory. He was a senior at Brown. We started dating, but Cedric was possesive and jealous. He tried to forbid me from modeling! I laughed in his face. After a few months, things seemed fine. He didn't like when I was out of town, but he dealt with it. I came back early one day, and I went to his dorm. I had been visiting Sirius and doing a shoot for Zegna over Christmas break. I found him having sex with another senior who was a friend of his.
He said to me all of the things Blaine said to you. It was only sex, it was because I was gone. If I wasn't gone, he would not have had to look elsewhere. Then he said he was sure I was "fucking all those other whore models" so he could fuck anyone he wanted. So I kicked his ass to the curb. I have gone out on several dates in the interim, but they usually just want sex, or my money. So I just decided to power through school, and focus on that and my career. But then I met you, and I couldn't resist. So here we are." Harry finished.
Kurt was flattered that Harry had lifted his dating ban because of him. He had just one question though. "I know you get offered sex all the time. Why haven't you taken them up on it?" Kurt asked. "I promised myself after Lucius that I would only have sex with genuine feelings involved." Harry answered. "And I despise being used. Using other people is not something I would do." That made sense to Kurt. "Thank you for sharing all of that with me. I won't break your trust in me." Kurt said.
"I am stuffed!" Kurt said, dramaticly. "I can't believe you talked me into dessert." "While I know you are sweet enough without it, what is a decadent dinner without dessert?" Harry asked. Harry paid the bill, then the two exited the resaurant. In the car, Harry pulled Kurt close. He cupped Kurt's cheek tenderly. "Thank you for having dinner with me again." Harry said, leaning in for a sweet kiss. " Can I see you again either tomorrow or Friday?" Harry asked. "I already put Friday on hold for you." Kurt replied. "Why don't you come over to my place, let me fix you dinner? We could watch a movie afterwards." Harry said. "You can cook? Now this I have to see." Kurt teased. "That sounds like fun actually." Kurt said. Harry walked Kurt to his door. After a few more kisses, Kurt went inside. Harry could hardly wait till Friday. Maybe he needed to talk to his agent about slowing down.
