Okay here it is took a little longer than expected but life happens. I hope you will enjoy it as much as I did writing it. Shizuo and Izaya are my gaybies and I love writing them.
Of course none of this is mine just my own crazy ideas. Italics are flashbacks...poor Shizuo.
"I know. I hate that you're right." He said softly and smiled at Izaya who could only smile back. Shizuo could see the love in the other's eyes and seemed to melt. Izaya was his everything.
"Of course I'm right." He said sweetly and kissed his cheek. Izaya slowly ate looking around. "This is a beautiful place for a prison. Did you enjoy the ocean while you were here?" Izaya asked smiling at Shizuo was eating happily.
"I did I got to see all these beautiful tropical fish that I don't even know the name of." He said smiling at him. "I even got to see their babies and they were so cute." He said smiling life sparking to his mocha eyes. Izaya could only smile wider at how beautiful his Shizu-chan was. "Why are you smiling like that do I have sauce on my face?" Shizuo asked wiping his mouth with a napkin.
"No you don't have sauce on your face you just looked so happy and it made me smile. I have missed your smile every day Shizuo it feels so long." Izaya said and smiled at Shizuo's blush and soft stammering. "You're already thinking dirty and I didn't even mean it that way Shizu-chan.
"Stop! No I didn't!" He said in a whiny tone. "I don't know where you got that from." He said and looked away blushing bright red because that's exactly what he had thought. After a minute Shizuo sighed. "You see right through me." He said softly and smiled. "But that doesn't mean you're getting any. I'm too close to having the baby for that you pervert."
"I still didn't say I wanted that did I Shizu-chan looks like you've got it on the brain though." Izaya teased and finished up his food. Shizuo blushed beet red and looked down at the floor.
"You're impossible. But I love you anyways." He said and smiled. One day he'd be able to tell Izaya all his feelings and fears that he had in this hell hole. He wanted to give him full disclosure. He knew his thoughts were too scrambled by fear and abuse to tell him now. He needed time to heal and breathe. But it would take time and Izaya was being unusually patient with him.
"What is your head swimming with Shizu-chan...?" Shizuo sat up with a soft blush.
"Oh just thinking when I'm ready to tell you I'll tell you. Thank you for giving me the time to recover.
"Getting over abuse isn't going to be easy. It's long and messy and you won't go back to be the person you were before because now you're stronger. You don't need to be the old Shizu-chan. Shizuo my love please don't cry." Izaya said and wiped his tears. Shizuo hadn't noticed he had been crying the damn flea. He thought and sat back holding his stomach. "I will love and grow with you Shizu-chan." Shizuo could only nod. He loved Izaya so very much.
Shinra walked in and sat next to them and sighed. "Now we need to plan how to take over the plane when it arrives it will have armed guards and also bringing in the shift change of guards. So we need to be stealthy without causing too much attention. Which is going to be hard. The others will be on high alert not seeing any of the guards from before." He said and nodded.
"We can remedy that with fake guards posted far away. Don't worry I already have a plan in place." Izaya said smiling.
"That doesn't put my mind at rest Izaya. You can't keep this plan all to yourself. What if something goes wrong because Shizuo or I messed up the plan."
Izaya sighed. "Fine." He said and started to tell them both what the plan was.
An hour later Shizuo's head was spinning. Izaya had completely blew his mind. Every single detail was explained and very well thought out. "I need to lay down." He said as Shinra kept asking questions. He got up and walked down to the bedroom. He got down in bed and started to feel sick. He barely made it to the bathroom before puking. He lay there crying knowing his brother wouldn't give up on searching for him.
""Even if you'll be able to get away from me I'll find you brother." Kasuka said smirking as Shizuo screamed into the ball gag again. "Don't keep screaming nii-san. Come on its not hurting that much." The other had torn Shizuo's hole and was relentlessly pounding into him. "I'm showing you my love why can't you see that. You're my everything nii-san." He panted hotly in the other's ear.
Shizuo started to cry and lay there motionless waiting for the pain to end. He didn't understand how his brother couldn't tell he was in excruciating pain. 'He doesn't care about me. He just likes hurting me. This is his love. This is what he's been hiding behind those blank stares and quietness. That mask was down now.' He thought terrified.
"Come on Shizuo you love it say it look how hard you are..." Shizuo looked down at his shameful body his brother had only tweaked his nipples and this is how he reacted. Disgust filled him to the brim. How could this be possible. ""
Izaya shook Shizuo who had been screaming. "Shizu-chan stop it's okay you're okay. You're safe." Shizuo looked around confused. He was naked, hard and covered in body fluid. He looked up at Izaya and Shinra who both looked concerned and worried. "You had an accident and we're going to bathe you okay. You're okay. I'm here and nothing is ever going to harm you again. I swear it."
Shizuo cried harder how could the other promise that it was a lie. He would never stop being abused. It was his life curse.
Shizuo barely registered being put in the warm water or Izaya sliding in behind him. Izaya washed his back kissing the other's neck and smiled.
"You're so soft and your hair is so pretty pregnancy is good look for you." He said smiling. Shizuo smiled. He was happy Izaya liked how he looked. Kasuka always sexualized him every inch. Izaya did too but not the way Kasuka did. He never felt dirty or wrong when Izaya did it. "You're blushing did I make you feel good inside. That's amazing."
"Where did my Izaya go and who are you?" Shizuo asked with a soft smile. Izaya chuckled.
"This is your Izaya I'm just showing you how loving I can be so you aren't worried. I am so excited for baby Akiko." He said smiling and tickled her so she would kick his fingers.
"Hey you stop that you don't have to deal with the kicks and pushing on my bladder." Shizuo pouted but Izaya kept on it till two little hands pushed back on Izaya's fingers. Izaya cooed and nuzzled into Shizuo.
"Make her grow faster. I wanna hold her and kiss her and make her so happy." Shizuo was more than a little smitten with how cute Izaya was being about the baby.
"Okay love birds hurry up. Shizuo needs all the rest he can get. This time here has taken a bad turn with stress on the baby so no more stress or he'll have to be on bed rest. Because that baby will come way too early."
"You're just jealous of us Shinra because we're having a baby before you and Celty. Just so you know she wanted to be here so badly but she had to stay back and provide me with intel." He said smiling.
Shinra pouted at that. "I miss her." He said softly but looked down obviously in mental anguish. Shizuo and the baby weren't the only ones who experienced hell in paradise. Shinra walked to his room and got into bed thinking of his beloved.
"I think you struck a cord...he's feeling the same way I am...dirty." Shizuo said softly.
"I didn't mean to be upsetting. I will lay off being asinine with him as well. You both didn't deserve the things you endured here. I plan to make it all better with you but I can't force that on Shinra. Celty will have to do that if she can accept him."
"Celty loves him too. She just doesn't show it like humans do. Like I don't." He said and leaned back into Izaya. It was so easy to talk to him. After all this time being together he was able to talk easily with him. 'Maybe...maybe it won't be as hard as I thought...loving Izaya it's becoming second nature.' He thought and smiled.
"Yes...but she probably won't be happy finding out that Shinra's father was the one that stole her head. Shinra even helped in the experiments. It's what he does...he dissects things." Izaya said and Shizuo looked up at him shocked. "You really didn't put two and two together. Of course it was Shinra's psychotic father."
"Celty will be so heartbroken..." He said softly. "Celty can't know."
"The only one who would give it away would probably be you because you're horrible at lying. She's bound to find out eventually." Izaya said realistically.
"I don't think I can face her now." Shizuo said and started to tear up. "Goddammit why am I so fucking emotional!"
"Baby it's just the hormones..." Izaya started to say before he was cut off by the angry growl from his lover.
"Oh no you don't blaming shit other than you. You did this to me! You don't get to explain everything so perfectly all the time shit I can't even think! Why are you being so annoying!" Izaya just chuckled and nuzzled into his neck teasing Shizuo's nipples. Shizuo tried to fight it but it was obvious it was pointless in fighting Izaya.
"Because I'm your lover it's my job." Izaya said smiling enjoying Shizuo's girlish moans.
"Don't I'll get hard..." He said but it was far to late for such a comment. He was hard as a rock. Izaya smirked one hand trailing down the other's stomach to the pulsing member.
"Moan for me Shizu-chan. Don't you dare stop or I'll have to punish my bad boy." Izaya said smiling. Shizuo shivered at the other's voice and didn't disappoint with his moans. He arched his back as Izaya teased the head. His thumb rubbing over the top of the slit. Shizuo was excessively leaking precum. It all felt so amazing and loving he didn't care about anything else in the world. Right now Izaya was making him feel good. Sending him further and further down the rabbit hole of pleasure. He screamed Izaya's name as he came all over his hand. "Good boy Shizu-chan." Izaya smirked and drained the water before getting out.
Shizuo lay there in complete bliss as Izaya wrapped him in a warm robe and carried him to bed. Izaya was ten times better at inflicting pleasure than his brother ever was. He loved every second of it.
Shizuo slowly came down from his high as Izaya was rubbing his feet with lotion after dressing him.
"Are you sure you're my Izaya...?" He asked again.
Izaya shook his head. "You're too silly Shizu-chan. Of course it's me. No one else could give you all this love." He said smiling and climbed into bed as he finished up. He pulled Shizuo close who automatically nuzzled into him and laid his head on the other's chest.
"You have scars...someone was able to hurt you. I'm impressed. I thought it was impossible." Shizuo said softly and started to trace the marks.
"I made a few mistakes before finding you. I had to bribe this doctor. He sucks no one is as good as Shinra. He didn't even numb me first. He told me I was just too much trouble to do so. Isn't that so cruel?" Actually he didn't trust the doctor and didn't want the doctor near him with any kind of drug fearing Kasuka was trying to get him killed. Though it was impossible that Kasuka would know of the small town doctor hours away from Ikebukuro.
Shizuo just shook his head. "Yet I'm the silly one." He said smiling and looked at Izaya with a warm smile that melted the informant's heart.
"You better be careful if you aren't I'm going to have to tickle you." Izaya chuckled.
"Not unless you want to invoke the wrath of Shinra for not letting me be stress free." Shizuo said earning a pout from Izaya.
"Not fair." Izaya said and kissed Shizuo's nose. Shizuo could only smile and closed his eyes getting ready to sleep. He was exhausted and it didn't take long for it to come over him.
Izaya watched him sleep carefully before slowly getting up and went to go search the office. He wanted to find out any information that Kasuka was keeping about anything and everything really. He wanted to know for sure what they were up against and how much funds Kasuka had. He knew buying an island had to be pretty pricey even for a celebrity. When Izaya found what he was looking for he was even more shocked by what he found and knew it wasn't good. He wasn't sure either of them were going to make it out of Kasuka's reach. He would be killed certainly and he knew his enemies far out numbered his friends.
Tune in for chapter five and get all the dirty little details of Kasuka. Or do you want a flash back chapter of all the horrible things that Kasuka has done. You caught a glimpse review if you want more of it if not it'll be a later chapter at the end or a skip chapter.