Olivia woke her sleeping son in her arms, Brian's arm over her hip. She looked in his eyes and sighed. "GoodMorning" He said caressing the small of her back. "Morning..." She said dully. "what's up?" "remember Jeremy has to go to the D-O-C-T-O-R-S" She whispered. "Oh yeah! good luck with that he said playfully" She reached over Jeremy and hit him. "Just kidding...but it will be fine...you know how he is then when he gets out he's happy Jeremy again" She sighed. "I know I just hate seeing him hurting or crying". She Thought back to when she last took Jeremy to the doctors.
"NO! MAMA! NO! MAMA! HIM HURT ME! HIM HURT ME MAMA!" As he ran into his mother's arms. "It's okay sweetheart...does he have to get them today?" She said desperate. "No... we've already rescheduled it once.." Olivia looked at her son "sweetheart...it's going to be quick I promise" "No!" He mumbled into her chest. She nodded her head and the doctor moved closer taking the boys arm in his hand. "NOOO!" He screamed as the syringe penetrated his skin.
The ride home he said nothing. She looked back at him in her mirror. "Jeremy..talk to me baby.." He looked at her his cheeks pink and puffy and his eyes red. "Mama wuv Jermy?" Hurt flashed through her eyes. "Of course I DO baby!...I sorry that you hurt... but this helps you stay with Mama for a long time...don't you want to?" He nearly jumped out of his seat. "JERMY STAY WIF MAMA! wuv you Mama" She smiled. "Love you too bug!".
Jeremy stirred and opened his eyes and rolled on his back looking between her and Brian. Olivia looked down at him his big eyes beaming. "Hey baby" She said propping herself up so she face him. "Mor-ning Mama Briwan" "Moning Jay" Brian said resting his hand on his belly. While Olivia caressed his cheek. He smiled contently.
"Briwan..daddy?" They both froze silence filling the room.
Brian cleared his throat "uh...no bud...actually I'm not your dad"
"where daddy?" He said sitting up. He turned to Brian. "My daddy?"
"No...I can't Jer...because you already have dad...and besides you have your Mom" He said pointing to Olivia who sat in silence.
"Jeremy..." She struggled to keep the emotion from her voice. "Remember how I said your dad left...and he is'nt coming back?" He nodded.
"No daddy" He said his bottom lip quivering. She looked at Brian he wouldn't look at her. "No" She said with anger in her voice. Jeremy wiped at his eyes. "It's okay" she said as she pulled him into her arms looking at Brian as he got up and went in the bathroom.
Olivia cut cartoons on for Jeremy in the living room. She was so angry. He came out of the bathroom in a towel. Olivia sat with her back to him her head in her hands.
"Liv" He started. She cut him off. "No...what are we doing here!?" she talked low so jeremy wouldn't hear them.
"Liv what did you want me to lie to him?"
She was fuming. "YOU KNOW I WOULD NEVER ASK YOU TO DO THAT TO HIM!"
"SO WHAT DID YOU WANT ME TO DO?" He said raising his voice a little.
"TELL HIM THAT YOU'D BE THERE FOR HIM!" She looked down afraid she might hit him if she looked up.
"I'M NOT HIS FATHER!...AND I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS!"
She looked up slowly a wild look in her eyes "WHAT?...ARE YOU IMPLYING I FORCED YOU INTO THIS!"
"I meant it just...everything happened so fast" His voice soften.
"what didn't you say that from the beginning... all this time I spent on trying to make us a family and you..." She stopped trying to calm herself before speaking.
Brian continued "Liv I'm sorry I didn't mean that...I-" He put his head down but not because of anger.
"...did you even care?" She said not bothering to hide the emotion from her voice.
He walked towards her. "Of course I care...and you have to know that"
She looked at him tears threatening her eyes. "I wish that was enough now...I really do" with that she walked out of the room and walked to the living room.
"come on baby" She said as she scooped her son into her arms and walked to his room. She locked the door behind them.
"wat rong Mama?" He asked as they laid down. "Nothing baby" She quieted him and he snuggled to her chest. Then she heard Brian walk towards the door and stand there for a moment before leaving.
She got up once she was sure he was gone, and walked toward the bathroom. While Jeremy was in the bathtub she got suitcases out one for her and one for Jeremy. She packed Jeremy's suitcase first.
"MAMA!" She sighed and walked to the bathroom. "I weady"
She washed him up and got his clothes on. Then she got in the shower. After she was dressed she packed her bag.
After they ate, and were all ready and packed Olivia and Jeremy went to the car. She put the suitcases in the trunk after she put Jeremy in. She then got in the drivers seat. She drove to the doctors office.
They arrived at the doctors. They were there for forty- five minutes. Then they made their way to Jeremy's day care.
'Mama...we go?" She looked back at him though the mirror. "yeah sweetheart" "where?" "I don't know I guess you have to see when we get there huh?" She said smiling at him.
"Mama...Brian go?" She sighed. "No..not this time" "Why?" "It's just going to be just us two for now okay?" He smiled. "Tay".
She dropped Jeremy off, then drove to the precinct.
She walked in and she saw Melinda was talking to Nick, Amanda, and Fin. She walked up to him. "Hey" they turned to her with sad faces. "What's going on?". Nick didn't look at her. Warner cleared her throat. "Olivia During the autopsy...we found a 14 week old fetus...she-" "Oh...Just..give me a second and I'll go visit Yafreisi" Olivia walked towards the cribs. They all looked at each other concerned
She sat on the cot her head in her hands. Her head was spinning. All of these emotions she hadn't had time to deal with yet came rushing in. Nick walked in the cribs and he walked towards her. "Liv you okay?" She looked up at him and nodded. She went to stand up, but quickly started to loose control of her body and fainted into Nick's arms.
"SOMEBODY CALL A BUS!" He screamed. Fin in and saw Olivia's limp body in Nick's arms.
Just a little something because it took me so long to update.