next chapter will hotch come to his senses and redeem himself will emily listen to him
A/N: Hotch/Prentiss story takes place about 1 year after 100 story is based on 6 of the 11 songs on the album the script by.... you guessed it the script hence the chapter titles enjoy!
its been awhile since the two of us talked
'bout a week since the day you walked...
there was a time we would stay up all night
best friends yeah talking till the daylight
oh who would have thought it would end up like this
lets try to take it back before it all went wrong
before the worst
before we mend
before our hearts decide its time to love again
before too late
before to long
lets take it back before it all went wrong.....
Ch. 4: Before the worst
(Emily's POV)
two long lonely insufferable weeks had passed since i left Virginia. i have talked to JJ and Dave every day. they were worried about me and keep trying to convince me to come back. but i can't its too soon how was i supposed to face the man who broke my heart everyday. and why the hell do i still love him so much a part of me wishes he would show up on my doorstep and beg me to come back and the other part just didn't want to see or think about him but that was impossible i think about him all the time jack too. poor guy had just lost his mother and then i just took off on him he probably hates me. letting out a heavy sigh i decide its time i tell my mom the real reason i was here i knew she was wondering it wasn't like me not to eat and it was obvious i had lost weight. thank fully it was only 11:00 and i didn't have to leave till 1:30. quietly i make my way to her office when i get there she is just finishing up a phone call.
"mom" i say Knocking on the open door
"Emily, come in have a seat" she says motioning to one of the empty chairs before placing the phone on its base." what is the matter sweetheart"
"i was so stupid mom" i tell her trying to hold back the flood of tears that threaten to fall
"so your ready to tell me the real reason your here" she says
"i resigned from the BAU"
" start from the beginning em" she says dumbfounded she knows ho hard i worked to get that job.
" right, you remember agent Hotchner we were dating..." i tell her the tears beginning to fall
"isn't he married" Elizabeth Prentiss interrupts handing me a tissue
"god no he got divorced a couple years ago"
"oh go on" she replies apologetically
" well him and i have been best friends for years and then when his ex-wife was killed by that unsub a little over a year ago..."
"oh my god Emily why didn't you tell me?" she interrupts again
" mom if you you want me to tell you this story you need to stop interrupting me" i tell her trying to keep the irritation out of my voice.
"sorry" she says sitting back in her chair
letting out a deep breath i start again
"i didn't tell you because you would worry, any way after Haley was killed Hotch was a mess so i kind stepped in helped him and jack get through it before we knew it we became even closer i Say wiping the tears from my eyes " i fell in love with him, about five months ago we started dating and everything was perfect. i was scared going into it. he was my boss it was against the rules. but we decided not to tell anyone a month later i moved in. every thing was great then 2 weeks ago we got into a fight i broke it off and left he i told him i was tired of hiding our relationship he was like no body can know i felt like a dirty mistress so i just left then he came after me started yelling at me he said he knew it was a mistake a and th that he regretted the whole relationship" i Finnish tears streaming down my face.
"oh honey I'm so sorry" he says coming around the desk and hugging me
"what am i gonna do mom i miss him so much" i sob into her shoulder
"its going to be OK" sweetie she says" I'm here for you what ever you need"
" mom , i.. i .. I'm" i stutter
"your what" she asks
"p pprenannt"
" oh my god Emily why didn't you tell me, how long have you known how far along are yoú?" she says pulling away looking into my eyes as if trying to read me
" i don't know, i figured it out a couple weeks ago"
"does Aaron know what does he plan on doing about it"
" no and no one is gong to tell him, he already said our relationship was a mistake i will NOT have him saying my baby is a mistake, plus i have plenty of money i don't need his help.
i tell her not bothering to hide the anger in my voice. immediately i get up and start pacing the small room.
"you are staying here Emily I'm not going to let you go through this alone, you and the baby can move in to my condo down town when you are ready"
"thanks mom i tell her." i scheduled a Dr. appointment at 2 will you come WITh me i don't want to go alone"
" sure let me clear my schedule and Emily"
"yeah?"
"i love you"
"i love you to, I'm going to go get ready"
"okay I'll meet you downstairs at 1: 30"
"okay"
it was now 2:00 and i am sitting in the waiting room wit h my mom looking around it makes me sad to see all the loving couples. it just makes me see what me and my baby are missing.
"Emily Prentiss" a nurse says from across the room quietly my mom and i get up and follow her.
after getting my blood pressure and stuff taken i am instructed to lie down on the examination table till the doctor arrives.
"okay this may be a little cold Emily the doctor says squeezing the ice cold jelly on my stomach.
"a little" i say cringing as she begins to run the wand over my stomach in seconds the heartbeat could be heard in the small room looking over at my mom with tears in my eyes i notice she is crying as well.
"okay, look like you are about 12 week along baby looks healthy heartbeat is strong would you like to know what you are having?" she asks
"Yes please i say looking at the screen in awe?"
"okay it looks like a little girl congratulations let me print you some pictures and you can get on your way i would like to see you in 4 weeks though for a follow up.
"sure thank you i reply and begin wiping the gel off.
(Hotch's POV)
the last two weeks have been hell i still hadn't heard from Emily. though the situation with jack had gotten a little better the team was a mess we all missed Emily it just wasn't the same without her. we were currently on the way to Dallas Texas the time on the jet gave me time to think. i still couldn't believe what i had said to Emily of course i didn't mean it i loved her more then anything. i was lost without her. after we touched down in Dallas i toOK the chance to get jj alone i knew she had talked to Emily . so we were now headed to the station while the rest of the team headed to the crime scenes.
" JJ have you heard from Emily?" i ask breaking the awkward silence
"yes, but i can't and won't tell you any thing Hotch" she says never taking her eyes off the road.
why not she's being childish just tell me please " i ask her
" i cant believe you're asking me that" she says slamming on the breaks and pulling off the road turning off the car she turns to me " you broke her heart Hotch as if that wasn't enough you had the guts to come back yelling at her and effectively ripping her heart out of her chest, now you expect her to come running back cause poor Aaron fucking Hotcher got his feelings hurt when she left. news flash you pompous asshole we're all hurting Emily was the life of this team. i promised Emily i would treat you fair but you've gone too damn far so from now on if it isn't about the damn case don't talk to me she finishes in tears anger written all over her face. she jams the key back to the ignition and taking off again. i just sit there stunned unable to move never had i seen JJ like that .i had really fucked this up.
A/N: okay RnR any suggestions on baby names i want to use Elizabeth as the middle name. and should the baby's last name be Prentiss or Hotchner. PLZ REVIEW.