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This chapter is named after Attack by 30 seconds To Mars. I wanted to show you Edward's point of view of Bella's first day in Forks Highschool.

Disclaimer: I do not own twilight. It all belongs to the GENIUS Stephenie Meyer. I am just playing with the characters. I also do not own appple ipod or Prozac.

So on to Chapter four. Enjoy!

Chapter 4: Attack

Edward's POV

The whole school had been buzzing with gossip for the past week about the arrival of chief Swan's daughter, Isabella Swan. I didn't see why a single girl would have such an impact on the whole student body, but there were questions on everybody's mind. Most of the students' thoughts were like this: 'why did she just decide to come back?' 'I wonder if she will be hot.' 'Maybe, if she is good-looking, I will be able to take her out.' 'I wonder if we will become friends.'

It was quite annoying. But I could only imagine what there thoughts would be like today. It would be Ms. Swan's first day in Forks Highschool and I am sure that the thoughts of the whole student body will not be calm, or well, as calm as you could really get when hormonal teenagers are involved.

I was waiting in the car with Emmet and Jasper for my sisters, who always took forever to get ready. You'd think only human girls did that. Finally, they slid into the car and we sped off towards the school.

Throughout the morning, I heard everyone's thoughts even louder and clearer than usual. As if they were shouting them at me. 'Oh. My. God! She is super hot!' Eric's thoughts blared in my mind. 'She had to have had some work done. She is way too skinny and what is up with the emo look?' Lauren is most definitely one of the most envious and cruel girls in the school. 'Wow, Bella is really pretty.' Jessica seemed to have Isabella with her for a few classes, babbling on and on about herself. That poor girl must be about ready to pull her hair out, I thought.

When it came time for lunch, I decided to go to my car for the period. I had had enough of those thoughts and just needed to get away for a little while. Alice and Jasper accompanied me. Seeing as Jasper was the newest to our life style, he wanted to get away from the scent of the humans for a while. We stood outside for most of the period, talking and laughing about the absurdities going through the students' minds.

About midway through the period, I heard the most amazing sound that I had heard in all of my existence. It sounded like an angel, singing. Jasper and Alice turned towards the direction of the singing, but I couldn't seem to move. I was in a state of complete awe. That heavenly voice seemed to hold me in place. I forgot about all the thoughts in my head. Then it stopped, abruptly.

I turned to the direction that my siblings had turned to and saw the most angelic face that I had ever seen. She was completely divine. She had pale skin, for a human and dark chocolate, eyes that were practically hidden by the bangs of lovely dark brown hair that swept diagonally across her face. She was blushing a pleasant crimson color and I realized that she had stopped singing because she had caught Jasper and Alice staring at her.

I tried to reach out to her mind, but came up with nothing. Just blank space. I concentrated a little harder, but, still there was nothing. I became frustrated. She turned away and started humming, quietly. Probably thinking that we wouldn't be able to hear her.

"So that was Isabella Swan," Alice mused. "She has a lovely voice."

"Lovely doesn't even begin to describe her voice," I started, before I could realize what I was saying. "It is exquisite." Not even exquisite. It is indescribable.

Alice cocked her head and arched her eyebrow. Wondering what had just come over me. I wondered the same thing.

"So, what does she think of us?" Jasper asked. "I sensed your frustration, so I'm guessing it isn't pleasant."

"I couldn't hear her at all," I explained. "I tried to reach out for her mind, but came up blank. There's nothing there where her mind should be."

'That's odd.' Alice thought. "We need to tell Carlisle when we arrive at home."

I agreed with her and we went off in different directions when it was time for class. I had biology. It was always such a bore. I'd been through that class so many times that I would be able to teach it twenty times better than Mr. Banner. I took my seat and my mind began to wander back to Isabella- or Bella as she seems to prefer- and what her voice had done to me.

I smelled her before I saw her enter the class. Bella had the most intoxicating fragrance coming off of her. It was floral. Like freesia. Absolutely mouthwatering. My mouth filled with venom as she started towards the only empty seat in class. The one next to mine. She tripped and the class began to giggle, Lauren louder than the rest, making her face flush and my jaw clench.

When she had taken her seat, I moved to the corner of the desk. As far away from her as I possibly could, in the little space that the desk provided. She blushed even more and I took hold of the edge of the desk. This period was sure to be hell. I wanted nothing more than to attack her right then and there.

Her scent seemed to get stronger whenever she moved her arms, which struck me as odd because usually, the scent coming off of a human is strongest at their throat. Since that is where the jugular veins are.

She kept her head down and let her bangs cover her glorious face that I could not seem to stop staring at. I searched for her mind again and still came up blank. I was completely irate. I could quite possibly destroy all that my family has worked for all because of this girl.

She turned to meet my gaze. Though her expression was indifferent, her sad eyes told another story. They held such depth. I though I'd get lost in them. She turned away from me and I'm sure I must have looked like a lunatic to her.

Bella began to twirl her pencil between her fingers, absently. With every flick of her wrist, her scent just got even more irresistible. What the hell is happening?

My mind started going through different scenarios of how I could take her sweet, delectable blood and quench my thirst. I could simply ask her to join me after school and she would come willingly. I could do it in the class, but that would leave too much evidence.

I can't do that to Carlisle or the rest of my family, I tried to convince myself. It began to work a little and I was able to take control of my mind before it was completely lost to my vampiric instincts. I would just have to get through this seemingly endless hour and it would be over. I'd be away from this girl.

I clutched my head in my hands. I couldn't wait for the class to end. She just kept twirling that damned pen, her wrist sending that wonderful scent out to me in waves. I had to get out of there. Fast.

"Mr. Banner, may I be excused? I am not feeling well," I managed to say.

"Yes, go." and I rushed out of that class- a little too fast- and over to my car to wait for my next class. Why does she have to smell so appallingly delicious? was all that I kept thinking.

I tried to pay attention in class, but it was a wasted effort. I knew that I had to do something to stay away from the girl. So when the bell rang, signaling the end of the day, I headed towards the main office. I was going to change my biology class to a different hour. If I stayed in that class, there would be consequences of immense proportions.

"What can I do for you, dear?" asked the receptionist when I walked up to her desk.

"Is there anything that you could do to change my biology class?" I asked persuasively.

"I'm sorry, dear, but all the other science classes are completely full," she said, to my extreme disappointment. Then, a breeze blew through the open door. I caught a whiff of her delicious fragrance and turned around to glare at her. It would be far too easy to just lead her away from this room. I could effortlessly take what I wanted. I contemplated my options for a quick second.

I was about to say the words to make her follow me, when Alice's thoughts rang in my mind. 'Edward, don't you dare do it. Come to the car now.' I winced at the vision that I had seen in her mind; Bella laying pale and lifeless on the forest floor with me standing before her, my lips covered in her precious blood.

"I guess you can't do anything for me. Thank you. Bye." I muttered, and rushed out of there, past Jessica Stanley, before I did anything that would compromise my family and myself. I walked- a little too fast- to my car and got in the front seat while my siblings stared at me like I'd gone completely mad.

"What's wrong with him?" I heard Rosalie ask. I gave Alice a warning look as if to say 'don't you dare tell her.' She nodded at me and said nothing to Rose.

As I pulled out of the parking spot, I saw Bella nearly running towards her truck. Her face was twisted with torment and her eyes were glistening with tears that were being held back. No one else seemed to notice or ask her what was wrong. I felt bad for her but I didn't know why. It seemed wrong for her sweet face to be so sad.

I shook the feeling away and sped off, away from school. That was when I made my decision. I would leave for Denali this afternoon. I couldn't stay in Forks and risk everything that my family had worked for. All because of some insignificant human girl? Right. I didn't think so.

"No," I heard Alice whisper. 'You don't have to leave, Edward.'

"Yes, I do," I whispered back.

"You do, what?" Rosalie asked.

I looked over to Alice for another warning glance, but this time, she ignored me. "Edward is leaving us."

"What? Why?" Emmet asked.

"Because of the new girl, Isabella Swan."

"What about her?" Jasper could feel my anger and sent out a wave of tranquility. 'What's going on, Ed?'

"What is it?" Rosalie demanded.

"Her blood entices him," Alice replied. "He wanted to drain the girl right there in school."

My siblings stared at me in shock. They were surprised because I usually had such self-control. It only made me feel worse. Weak. I was fleeing from a human?

'This is going to crush Esme.' Alice's thoughts rang through my mind.

Damn it. Esme. How am I going to tell her? I pulled up to the house and walked in the front door. "Esme," I called out.

She came downstairs in a flash, "What is it, Edward?"

"I need to speak with you," I couldn't keep the guilt from coming out while I spoke.

'What's wrong?' she thought.

"Esme, I have to leave," I said quietly, ashamed that I wasn't strong enough to stay. I quickly explained my situation to her. Her expression was heartbreaking and I felt horrible. She agreed to let me go.

"I love you, Edward." she started. "Remember that we are your family and you can come back anytime you want. We will help you through this."

"Thanks, Esme. I love you too," I replied. She came over to hug me and kissed my forehead.

I packed only the essentials and was off in my Vanquish, speeding towards the hospital to tell Carlisle. When I arrived, I walked straight past the receptionist, towards his office.
When he saw me, he put his pencil down, and looked away from his paperwork. 'Esme called me. She said you were leaving. Told me to try to convince you to stay. But I won't do that. If you find it necessary to leave, then I will not stop you.'

"Thank you, Carlisle," I said, turning to leave but he spoke again, so I stopped.

"Esme said something about a human girl…" he trailed off, implying that I should explain.

"Her blood…her scent is intoxicating -immensely so…I thought I would kill her right there in the class, I couldn't even stay in class for the whole hour. Her mind was blocked from me. I have never encountered anyone like her," I explained.

Carlisle seemed lost in thought for a moment. "That is very interesting… I think she may be your singer."

My singer...

We said goodbye and then I began my drive to Denali.

(a/n) I hope you all liked it! Please, please review! I love hearing what you think! This chapter showed how Edward reacted to her cuts. He doesn't know that she cuts herself, though.

P.S- Ruth will be in the next chapter.