A/N - finally Alex's p.o.v.! Please read and review :)

Alex's p.o.v.

I was young very young, and my dad was dead. I didn't know how to deal with it I loved my dad so much we were very close are who family was. I'm smart for my age like I always have been I know he's not coming back and I won't see him until I die and I'm up there with the rest of are dead family , my mom's parents never wanted anything to do with us and Cece and bullfrog had died years ago . I took out the little box from under my bed as soon as I got home I grabbed a new piece of paper and started the same thing I did everyday

Dear daddy ,

I miss you so much and I know longer know what to do unsaid you'd always be there but that accident had to happen ! It just had too! I may be young and not know a lot but i do know one thing daddy there was no reading that should have happened to you! Maybe I should just die... I want to but gave and mommy , you should see them especially mom she's torn and broken and she looks tired and depressed she loves you daddy a lot and she always will remember well always love you .

Your little girl,

Alex.

Flashback

" daddy... Can I always be your little girl?" I asked him.

"Of Couse munchkin!" he said ruffling my hair.

Giggled as he tickled my sides.

"I knew you were a softy!" my mom yelled.

"You will pay Edwards." he said with a playful glare.

"its Goldsworthy now." she said he walked closer and I saw something I had admired from day one.

Love.

He stepped closer and they shared a passionate kiss.

End of flashback

I sniffled and allowed a smile to come on my lips I loved those memories mommy was so happy... And daddy was alive.

I laid back and walked into the room were the only man I could count on lived

"j?" I asked through the door.

He had his stupid headphones on I walked over to him and tapped his arm. He turned over and gave me a half smile.

" hey Alex."

" can I sleep with you?" I asked him.

He nodded. "Of course."

He kissed my temple just like daddy used to and I fell asleep safe in my big brothers arms. I knew I could always count on him, he was just like daddy