John pushed Sherlock from on top of him. Sherlock looked confused and hurt.

"Whats the matter John, Dont you want a blow Job?". Sherlock gentely placed his and on Johns chin bringing his face to look at his.

"Isnt that what you want?". The doctor put his head in his hands and and shook his head

"Of course that is what I want, I would like nothing more infact,but Sherlock you're my best friend what will happen if things dont work out?".

Sherlock nodded and sighed "Don't worry John we'll go at you pace your comfortable with" He kissed Johns cheek "No rush,as for the best friend thing I think we've passed that". John laughed.

"Right im going in the shower now". He patted Sherlock on the thigh before getting up and leaving the bedroom. As John undressed and started the shower he noticed he still had a very hard erection. He decided it was now or never, if he wanted their relationship to turn into something more he would have to do this.

"Sherlock" John called from the bathroom the opened the door slightly and peered his head around.

"Yes John" Sherlock walked from the bedroom to the bathroom. "Are you ok ?". John took a deep breath he could not believe what he was about to do.

"No actually Sherlock im not ok, I need assistance". John opend the bathroom door wider and pulled Sherlock into the bathroom with him. John stood there suddenly realising that Sherlock had never seen him naked before and he was quickly becoming very self conscious. Sherlock smiled looking at Johns slightly tanned physique. Sherlock chuckled

"And you call me beautiful, Im nothing compared to you". Sherlock swooped in and fiercely kissed his best friend, John pulled and Sherlocks Jeans pulling him in closer. Sherlock pulled away from the kiss and took off the remainder of his clothing. The two men both stared at eachother taking in eachothers bodys both had little imperfections and scars. John looked at the shower then back at Sherlock.

"Care to join me".

In the shower they held eachother, they didnt kiss or make love they just held eachother.

That night John slept in Sherlocks bed.