Start Of Something Good
An instant Star FanFiction
Chapter 4: Boston: Part 2
Author: yourxwonderwallx
A/N: I haven't updated a story this fast in forever. But here you go the next part. Song used in this chapter is Bound To You by Christina Aguilera and the song used in the last chapter was Start of Something Good by Daughtry which is also the title of this fic.
After a very filling dinner and desert Jude and Tommy were headed hand in hand back to the hotel to get ready to go over to the stadium for rehearsal. Jude just smiled thinking that there was a song she wanted to sing tonight. She'd written it when she went home the morning before to finish packing her things and Tommy went into G-Major to finalize things for the tour.
She was grinning ear to ear because she was going to surprise Tommy with this one. She'd all ready given the music to Wally, Kyle and Speid to memorize and they weren't to tell anyone no matter what it cost them. Jude was doing the same songs from the night before just putting them in a different order besides the fact that she was taking out Me Out Of Me and replacing it with her newest song.
Once the rehearsal was done Jude ran off of the stage and into Tommy's arms and he engulfed her for a quick minute while the boys where still on stage. The scent he wore drove her insane. She'd never be able to get enough of it.
They quickly pulled apart as the boys came off of the stage. Jude went to put her guitar up and Speid came up from behind her and started tickling her causing her to almost lose her balance and fall into Tommy, not that she minded much. She feigned hurt and turned back to punch him…hard in the arm causing him to wince.
"You know I don't punch like a girl Speid." She murmured as she slung her guitar bag over her shoulder.
"Dinner anyone?" Wally suggested and Tommy said he was going to order room service and Jude said she had a video chat date with Kat so she was going to her room and as soon as they reached the hotel that's what Jude did. Tommy told the boys they could go out for dinner and whatever else but they had to be back no later than midnight and he was going to check in every single room, trying to get his point across.
"So what do you want to do big eyes?" He asked as she changed into her sleep clothes.
"Movie?" She asked and he just smiled. They went into his room and took advantage of the complimentary popcorn and ordered an action movie on payperview. Jude snuggled close to Tommy and she felt a sense of calm run over her as he ran his fingers through her hair.
The movie was long forgotten as Jude placed a soft kiss on Tommy lips and he rolled them over balancing his weight on his arms as he kissed her with more passion his tongue running across her bottom lip begging for entrance that she granted happily.
He began to moan her name when her hips started bucking forward causing sweet friction between them and he felt his breathing began to get choppy. He ran his hands along her sides and lifted her shirt up throwing it across the room and gently sucking on her nipples causing her to cry out in pleasure.
He then moved to worship her body drawing lazy circles in the right spots with his tongue causing her to moan his name. He lapped his tongue in her belly button before nipping at the skin on her right hip leaving a mark that mirrored the one from the night before on her left hip.
Jude guided his lips back up to hers as she flipped them over lifting his shirt over his head and moving her lips to the base of his neck right beside his ear gently scraping the sensitive flesh causing him to moan. She continued sucking until a deep purple bruised formed as repayment for the three he's left on her so far.
She kissed her way down his torso gently tugging at each of his nipples before kissing her way back up to his lips. He untied the drawstring on her pants gently sliding them down her legs and she kicked them off leaving her in only a white lace thong and when he realized this he licked his lips.
Tommy flipped them over again as she slid down his pajama pants, his erection springing free. Jude felt it poking at her inner thigh and she felt desire pooling deep down in her abdomen causing her to moan his name again.
"Make love to me." She whispered and Tommy stopped his assault on her neck, looking deep into her eyes.
"You're sure?" He asked with a shaky breath and she nodded.
"Yes." She whispered bringing his face down to kiss her again. She opened her legs wide for him to nestle in between better as he kissed her fully on the lips, this time tugging at her bottom one as she smiled into the kiss. Tommy paused for a second reaching for his wallet but Jude stopped him. "I'm on the pill. Mom made me when I started dating Shay." She said, a little embarrassed and he went back to kissing her as he positioned himself at her entrance.
"I'm not going to lie. It's going to hurt but if you want to stop just tell me okay." He said and she nodded. "3..2..1.." He said and he entered her, slowly at first giving her time to stretch out and accommodate him. He kissed her lips to muffle her yelp. "Let me know when you want me to move." He whispered and she nodded her head in response.
"Move." She said in a hushed tone and be started out at a slow pace causing a slow friction to build between the two of them. After a few thrusts Tommy was able to move in and out of her with an angle that made him hit her g-spot each time causing her to shout. He kept kissing her as to muffle her noises but it was no use.
Soon his pace was frantic and their bodies were covered in beds of sweat. Jude's hips started bucking and Tommy started rolling his hips as he placed her legs around his waist to get a better angle. He clasped their hands together pinning them above her head as the headboard rocked against the wall.
"I love you." He whispered as he felt his stomach tighten. He knew he was close, and he could feel that she was too. Three more thrusts and they came together, kissing each other trying to hide their muffled cries of pleasure.
"I love you too." She said, gasping for air as he pulled himself out of her. She whimpered at the loss of contact as he sat up on the bed and winced when he noticed the blood on the sheets.
"Come with me." He said and held out his hand for her to get up and follow him. "I feel horrible for hurting you." He whispered but she clung to him leaning up to press a kiss to hip lips.
"I'm glad it was you." She said pulling him into an embrace as they made their way into the bathroom. "What are you doing?" She asked and he grinned.
"We are taking a bath." He said turning on the hot water and the Jacuzzi jets. "I'm glad you trusted me enough with that step Jude." He said and she smiled.
"I only wish you were my first real kiss." She said, letting a small smile form on her lips.
"I wish I'd kissed you that day on the docks he said as he went to the mini bar and grabbed a couple of small bottles of whiskey before pouring them over ice and coke and bringing them back into the bathroom with him. He sat the two glasses on the back of the toilet as he shut the water off and climbed in followed by Jude who settled in between his legs resting against his back.
"Are you trying to get me drunk Quincy?" She asked taking a sip of the drink, relishing as the liquid burned her throat.
"Not a chance," he replied wrapping his arms around her middle, gently tickling her sides making her squirm and splash water on the floor. "I love you," he said again but this time it was a hushed whisper in her ear that made her blush.
"I love you too. You know we haven't even been on tour 3 days and we've broken the no sleepover rule." She mused and he just laughed.
"I know that wouldn't stand a chance. But we are going to have to be careful though. I can't risk us getting caught in the states." He replied causing her to shudder.
"Is it wrong that I want to stay here and never let this moment end?" She asked and he shook his head gently kissing the crook of her neck causing chills to go up her spine.
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Jude was in her dressing room going over the lyrics to her song again for what seemed like the hundredth time. She had decided that she was going to open with her new song in the off chance that Tommy would be mad at her for not clearing it with him first.
She had decided on a black antique lace dress that had a strapless bodice and lace covering up to her chest area and had cap sleeves with her hair curled and her trademark boots. She had just finished her make up and she was even more prepared now than she was before.
The knock on her door meant that it was time and she grabbed her guitar making her way to the left side of the stage. She eagerly went out to the crowd, anticipating what the night beheld. To her surprise it was a packed house again and she relished in the feeling this time.
She stood in front of the crowd, taking everything in before she took a deep breath and spoke. "How is everyone tonight?" She asked and the fans went wild. "I'm starting this show tonight by performing a new song that I wrote just the other day." She said causing the noise level to rise even more. She looked to the side of the stage and she could see Tommy's confused look but as soon as the music started she couldn't help but hide the huge smile on her face.
Sweet love, sweet love You're all I need when I'm holding you tight I found a man I can trust So much, so young
Trapped in your love
I've opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us
If you walk away I will suffer tonight
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I'm bound in chains
I finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to you
I've faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I'm strong and I'm sure there's a fire in us
Sweet love, so pure
When she finished the second verse she looked directly at Tommy in the wing of the stage and she could see the glimmer of tears in the corner of his eyes. He had a huge smile on his face. She couldn't help but smile as she turned her head back to the audience getting lost in the song. I catch my breath with just one beating heart I found a man I can trust And boy, I believe in us Suddenly the moment's here Oh, I can trust I am,
And I brace myself, please don't tear this apart
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can't you see that I'm bound in chains
I finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to
I embrace my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all
Come this far just to fall, fall
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I'm bound in chains
And finally found my way
I am bound to you
Ooh, I am
I'm bound to youAs she finished her set Jude was brought back for two encores before Shay could even perform. She couldn't help but have a radiant smile on her face as she exited the stage. She headed straight for her dressing room hoping Tommy would be there but he wasn't although there was an extremely expensive bouquet of lilies and orchids waiting for her when she shut the door.
She read the card and she couldn't help but smile.
J- I love you. Meet me at the hotel after. –T
Jude ignored the fact that she was supposed to have dinner with her friends and Shay. She made a beeline for the hotel, for Tommy.
She knocked on his door as soon as she got to his room but there was no answer so she did the next best thing; she called him. "Where are you?" She asked, her smile never fading. "On my way." She said before hanging up.
She made her way to the roof and was pleasantly surprised to see him standing there surrounded by candles, a bottle of champagne and a iHome that was playing Michael Buble. He reached out his hand for her and she took it with a grateful smile. "I don't know what to say. That song was amazing." He whispered as he twirled her around.
"I didn't know if you'd like it or not." She admitted quietly and he lifted her chin with his fingers.
"I loved it and the crowd did too. You had two encores, I think." He mocked and she playfully punched him.
"I've never performed something so intimate before but, I figured getting it out there now will generate good sales for my next album especially with my new stuff." She said as he dipped her and pulled her back up.
"You're absolutely right but we have two hours so let's not waste them." He said as they got lost in Michael Buble's crooning as they danced. Tommy held her protectively in his arms as they swayed back and forth.
"Why'd you do all this?" She asked and he just smiled.
"Because I love you," he answered simply and honestly. He thought before he'd felt love but it was lust. This was the real thing and he was going to be damned if he lost it. Their eyes met and they could both tell the passion that was radiating from one another and they knew they didn't have the time to do anything about it.
"The flowers were beautiful. I had one of the security guys take them to the bus for me," she told him as the song changed and they went to the ledge to look out over the city. "I think this is going to be by ar my favorite tour." She said and he just smiled taking her hand in his.
"Jude, I don't want you to feel like you always have to spend your time with me. You can spend time with your friends. It won't bother me." He said and she just chuckled.
"Yes, I love my friends but I want to take advantage of this, of us right now because once we get home it's going to be harder for me to see you and it's going to be a lot harder for us to do anything but work and-" she trailed off.
"And what?" He asked pulling her close.
"In case you come to your senses and change your mind I want to have as many good memories as possible." She finished causing him to step back.
"I'm not going anywhere. I don't want to be anywhere else. I want to be here with you doing whatever it is you want to do. Because quite frankly I have no idea how you want someone like me. You deserve so much better than me Jude. It's unreal how amazing you are and how talented and how mature you are for your age and I feel like I need to grandstand everything because it seems like I need to prove my worth to you and I know you love me for who I am but I still feel the need to grandstand everything." He said and this time it was her turn to give a speech.
"I saw through your bullshit and your pick up lines the minute I met you. I fell in love with you that day on the pier when you showed me that chord variation. You are an amazing man Tommy and you deserve to be happy as much as anyone else in the world so forget about what people say or do. Just remember that you have me and that I'm not going anywhere. You don't have to prove anything to me ever again and I wish you understood how amazing you are." She said bringing him in for a kiss.
"We are definitely a pair aren't we?" He asked her and she smiled.
"Yeah we are." She said taking his hand.
"So what do you say to getting dinner?" He asked and she smiled. "Our bags are all ready on the bus." He said, knowing exactly what she was about to ask. "And before you ask yes, we actually have to have dinner. It's 5 hour bus ride and it's close to 1 am all ready." He said and as they made their way to the elevator he kissed her.
Once the doors opened he backed her in and pinned her against the wall and she jumped up wrapping her legs around his waist. His lips ravaged her neck causing her to moan. When his lips met hers again she wasted no time in asking her entrance she simple dove right in letting their tongues battle for dominance.
As soon as the elevator binged Jude jumped down and they quickly separated and headed into the hotel lobby narrowly avoiding Portia as they made their way to the sidewalks of Boston. They held hands as they walked down to this little cart that had gyros and fries. Once they got their food they found a bench to sit on.
The pair ate in a companionable silence Jude playfully nudging Tommy and the result was him rolling his eyes. They finished their food quickly and started heading towards back towards the hotel where the bus was loading in the back parking lot. Jude jumped on his back and they walked the rest of the way like that. He put her down once they got in range of the bus; Tommy took another way making it look like they hadn't been together.
Jude plopped down on the tiny loveseat that was in the bus and propped her legs up once she quickly changed clothes. She tried not to smile when Tommy got on the bus, but she did though she tried not to make it noticeable. He was the last one on the bus claiming that he'd been asleep and Jude just rolled her eyes as she argued with Portia.
He moved her legs and sat down, sitting them back down on his lap. "Who said you could sit here." She mused causing him to chuckle.
"Fine then," he joked starting to get up but she pulled him back down. "Thought so," he said and she just rolled her eyes pulling out her journal.
She took notice that Portia wasn't on their bus this time, which she thanked the heavens for. She wasn't sure if she could handle her tonight. Jude was exhausted and she knew that by the time they got to Philly she was going to be running on little to no sleep.
"We need to talk." Speiderman said as the bus pulled out of the lot. Jude sat up and Tommy became attentive. Jude took note that the boys were each sitting in a chair, Speid sitting in it backwards and resting his head on the back of the chair, Kyle and Wally were both slouched forward as to be included in the upcoming conversation.
"We all know you guys are together." Speid flatly said and Jude's eyes grew big. "We three as a band have decided not to do anything about it meaning that we aren't going to tell anyone what we heard last night or the night before and before you ask we just noticed that you've both been spending a lot of time together and Jude's music has changed though I like the change but it's changed. We have also decided that we will cover for you both when you guys need to get away plus none of us really like Shay but dude you need to promise us something." Speid said and Jude just nodded. "Promise us you'll tell Jamie. I know no one should know about you guys but 16 is legal age of consent in Canada so please tell him." Speid said and Jude looked from her band mates to Tommy and she watched his reaction.
"Deal." Tommy said and Jude's eyes went wide. "Come with me." Tommy said and he got up pulling her into the back room.
"You just agreed to tell Jamie." Jude said starting to pace in the tiny room.
"Just listen to me." Tommy said and Jude sat down. "Legal as of consent is 16 meaning that we can be together we are just going to be honest. We weren't together before you were 16 and it's pretty cut and dry. Your parents will probably request another producer, well I know your mother definitely will and that's okay." Tommy said and Jude's eyes went wide again as she looked at him. "Georgia will tell her there's a shortage of producers and that you're stuck with me. It will just be really hard for us to see one another, which will be hard, but it can work. We just aren't going to tell anyone until we get off of this bus." Tommy said and Jude let out a breath.
"What if Georgia fires you Tommy?" Jude asked.
"She won't." He said pulling her into his arms.
"How do you know she won't?" Jude said her voice stricken with panic.
"Because I've all ready talked to Georgia about us." Tommy said and Jude's eyes went wide for the third time. "She knows about the kiss and she knows about my feelings for you. We had a long conversation and the night of your release party while you were performing I called her and told her I was acting on my feelings. We came to an agreement when we talked which isn't something you're going to like." He said and she nodded for him to continue. "I'm not going to officially be your producer anymore. Before you speak just hear me out. "You are going to produce your second album, or everyone is going to think you are. No one will be allowed in recording sessions but me and Kwest and SME when permitted and Georgia is going to implement a new policy that non label personnel cannot be in the building after 3 pm which means that your parents won't be able to just walk in and neither will Sadie." He said and Jude took another deep breath.
"So Georgia is essentially lying for us?" Jude and Tommy nodded his head in confirmation. "I never thought she'd do that." Jude said and Tommy just smiled.
"It's going to work out we just can't be reckless. But we will be coming out in the media when we get back there's no other way around it. Georgia said she was going to take care of EJ so we will know her reaction when we get home but there's another reason I'm doing things this way." Tommy said, his voice trailing off. "Darius is going to have something to say about our relationship now that he's your manager. He's also going to accuse me of using you and exploiting you. But if we had gotten caught sneaking around he'd say that I was treating you just like every other girl or groupie I'd been with in the past like Portia or Angie, my ex and I wasn't going to let him get to you like that," he paused. "Jude there's a lot about me you don't know and I want to tell you, and I'm going to I just need time. You're the only person I've ever wanted to be this honest with and you're the only person that I'd walk away from everything for." Tommy said kissing her.
"Tommy nothing you could ever say would run me off and nothing anyone else says could make me doubt us. I knew you had a past. I wasn't naive going into this relationship. I love you more than anything right now and I just want you to know that you can take your time." She whispered, leaning up to kiss him. "Now, I'm exhausted and I'd like to go to sleep." She said and he just smiled and lied down with her b his side falling into a dreamless sleep.