Challenge: 13 Minute Challenge

Theme: Decisions

Forum: Rogue

Other People taking part:

Snowcrystal of Thunderclan (Snow)

Flamefur of ShiftClan (Leo)

Frostfeather22 (Frost)

Enjoy!

My name is Kora, former either of the Claws, and I hate my life. Life... Well, life is a lie... It wraps you up in it's miserable web. Once your happy... It kills you.

He never loved me... Yes, I only like him because of them... But that didn't stop me from wanting him. I wanted him so badly... But it was wrong. Deep inside I knew it...

After all... He loved Sky.

I tried to ruin her reputation. But it didn't work. Everyone was always talking about how beautiful she was and how amazing at her job she was.

Compared to her... I was a nobody.

I still am I nobody.

I have no friends. Everyone's my enemy. You can't trust anyone...

When I died... Well, it wasn't very pleasant.

Most cats have a clear path. If they're good, they go to the Stars. If they're bad, they go to the Shadows.

Not for me. But of course it wasn't easy. Life hates me.

I had to choose... Stars or Shadows, Shadows or Stars.

They made me think about all my sins. I wanted to die. But I already was dead...

I regret every single little thing. Why didn't they just put me in the Shadows?

I wish that was what I had chosen...

I knew, deep in my heart that I deserved the Shadows...

I only loved him because I wanted revenge. Revenge in the bullies. Revenge on Primrose. Revenge on Sky.

And I had my revenge...

Blood. Well known murderer.

He tried to kill her... Because of me.

I tried to make myself feel better by thinking about the good things I've done...

I should have just gone to the Shadows.

But I was vain and greedy... I thought I was good enough. I wanted to see him again. Oh, Copper...

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Back on track..

I don't even know why I'm writing this.

No one will even notice I'm gone. No one ever cared. Not NY parents. Not my sister. Not the other kits. Not Copper.

I know you won't miss me. Go ahead, forget all about me.

I'm leaving this world.

I'm fading.

Goodbye...